.::iTs mY lIfe::.

28 dec

2005-12-28T13:45:00.000+08:00

the only reason why im bloggin
is cause the previous post was my 444th one
dont really like it
so todae's one will b the 445th one
hahaha

3 more days to 2006
i cant wait!

25 dec

2005-12-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

have nt blogged in days
couldnt give a shit
wahahaha

okay

xmas is screwed
im sittin at hm blogging
how else more screwed can it get

10 dec

2005-12-10T10:11:00.000+08:00

andrew came over on thur night to celebrate his b'day
happy b'day andrew!

justin's b'day was yest
happy b'day too!

cut my hair yest
will upload a pic soon
bell went to do rebonding
i just went to cut hair
cuz in d mornin
i wasbeing ambitious and cut my own hair
wahahahahahaha

went town wif grace
hav nt seen her fer lyk 2 wks++
haha

sat again
gonna rot away in the mornin
wahahahahaha

7 dec

2005-12-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

its been days since i last blogged
been really busy
and lazy to blog

sorry grace
nt going out with u
lol

went out with josh todae
watched chicken little!
i thought it was a kiddy movie
there were some parts nt suitable for kids
or at least i thought so
hahaha

walked rd a lil den went hm
i guess it was cuz of the weather
came hm
plonked on the bed immediately
hahaha

been thinking alot this hol
and the best thing is i dont want to vent it out by blogging
i wonder why
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

3 more weeks till the end of the yr
i hope the new yr wld b a great start for me
and for all too
: )

27 nov

2005-11-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

its tt time of d yr again
all the memories of us flows back
i want to take this day this yr as a new beginning for us
lets be friends
: )

been working
coming hm half dead
work is gettin much better
more interesting
more responsibilities
haha
back to work tml!

i think ive lost it
dont feel lyk blogging anymore
hahaha

21 nov

2005-11-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

first day at work

pissed off-gt "told off" for playing games and too dangly earrings
boring-nearly feel asleep

that sums it all up

and yes
poly next yr

a new beginning
: )

15 nov

2005-11-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

i feel like a failure in lyf

damn

i miss those days
hanging out
studying a lil
and still gt good grades

what's wrong

: (

12 nov

2005-11-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

went out with ben todae
played pool
he taught me how to play
now i've gt a few tricks up my sleeves
: )
haha

went to curch last night
it wasnt cell
we went for a healing service at the sactuary instead
it was only me & delia
deanne din lyk such stuff so she stayed outside
liza joined us ltr
first was worship
it was just lyk any other serivce
" i walk by faith
each step by faitht
to live by faith
i put my trust in to you"
the thing i learnt last nigth
was tt faith
faith is all it takes
the brother was preaching
talking bout how god has given us 7827 promises ( its 7000+ cant remember exactly )
den he called on those who wanted to receive god that night
quite a few went up
then there was this lady who just collasped
i guessed she was just too overwhelmed

after awhile
i went up too
liza and delia followed me
i din know why
i just felt really down
its lyk i let my parents down
i just broke down

one thing i learnt is
faith.
: )

8 nov

2005-11-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

okay
i gt retained

tt's all im gonna say

4 nov

2005-11-04T23:19:00.001+08:00

met gab todae
he remembered i lyk open air places
so we met at juntion 8 coffee bean
and we both were sick of town

talked alot as usual
that feeling
sth i dunch find in alot of ppl
i like : )

sch was alright
slept tru gp as usual
lol
op presentaion next monday
and next monday
im gettin back my results
ahead of every1 else
cuz of my acceptance letter to taylor

there's just this thing wif gab
i cant seem to describe it
if he wasnt eric's fren
i wld have gone all the way
there is just so much to risk

and yes
you
JOHN!
found my blog
lol
so this is for you->
i want you to be happy
nt calling me everyday complaining
haha
anything i'll be here
: )

im tired of loving
tired of falling in and out of love
yet i need some1 there
some1 to pick me up when i fall

din go cell todae
totally forgot bout it
i guess
or rather im sure that he will there to pick me up when i fall

so i shall nt bothered bout my social lyf
i should concentrate more on growing with god
XD

4 nov

2005-11-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

2 nov

2005-11-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

damn
my yest post is gone!
: (

i gt my acceptance letter to taylor college
part of me wanna go
just get away frm here
start everything anew
but
part of me cant bear to leave all behind

i just told gab i have feelings for him
i just feel so comfortable ard him
feels so great just being in his company
just letting loose
it just feels different
feels great actually
: )

okay
hol again tml!

i miss daddy!

1 nov

2005-11-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

2005-10-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

ME! wahahahaha

30 oct

2005-10-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalala

i hate watching soaps
all the live happily ever after stuff
it reminds me how lonely it is being single

went down town yest to meet kelvin
gosh
he still looks as good as ever
dragged him rd shopping
lol

den yest had relatives over fer dinner
den boon kor kor drove me & bell to rp
to see MARS!
it was just a lil red dot lar
but still cool!

din go church todae
cuz had to go breakfast wif daddy's frens frm thailand
so went over to taka food court fer breakfast
walked ard a lil while
den sent them back to their hotel
went over to taka atrium
there was this GUESS fragrance thingy launch which i saw yest
so i asked mummy to go there
cuz i really lyk the perfume and d free bag
hahaha

so mummy gt phsyco-ed to buy it
lol
there was a free makeover package wif it
bell was suppose to go fer it
instead i went
hahahaha
so had make up done
hair
and a photo
lol
den cuz i looked a lil wierd
din wan to go fer phy tution
hahaha

came hm
continued my full house
watched till 5am last night
= p

cheena A levels tml
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

wish me all the best!

27 oct

2005-10-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

had fun yest
loads!

kian came down yj yest
was damn shocked
was walkin out of sch when cheelim called
asked me to go to the canteen
it took me lyk 5secs to realize tt it was actually kian who was sitting wif him
hahahaha

yest was alvin's burfday
so went to this pub at merchant court
bleu liquid
near club momo
met john first
den went to clark quey to wait fer ying cheng.zhang qia and d rest
went to the pub
met up wif some gmss ppl
those who gt kicked out rather
haha
met a few new ppl too

now for d interesting part
drinks!
drank chivas wif green tea
din know such a mix existed
haha
was pretty mild at first
continued drinking
drank somemore
den i started to realize tt d back of my head was hurting
lol
i knew tt was it
and i had sch the next day somemore

left bout 11pm
had great fun
espcially with john
it has been ages since we've last laughed like tt

came back full of cigrattes smell
mummy asked
but din bother probing further
a first i must say
lol

have been so busy with op presentation
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
and proper lessons hav started in sch

im considering business in poly
lol
lame right?
promote or not to promote?
shakespere wld hav been proud of me for changing his famous line
wahahahaha

25 oct

2005-10-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i just finished my op reharsal
damn
i sucked!
i hate notes wif me on nyce place cards
but i din even look at them
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

y cant we just hav a debate den op?!

saw hanxiang todae
he bin bother saying hi
so i cldn't b bothered
lol

im still smiling over yest
wahahahahahaha

i'll let cupid do the job
for once
im nt gonna do much
if it happens
i'll take it
if nt
i wanna wish gab all the best
: )

24 oct

2005-10-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

coffee club
i like!
: )

went there to meet gab after sch
the one opp cine
needed some fresh air

i've only known him for lyk 1mth?!
yet we sat there and talked for hours

so much in common
even a fren in common
its a pity we both live by the principle of nt messing ard wif a gd fren's girl/guy
lol

learnt quite abit frm gab todae
would like to call them life lessons

we'll just leave it up to fate

im suppose to be enjoying post promos
but im stuck at hm doin pw

someone pls shoot me

24 oct

2005-10-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

coffee club

i like!
: )

went there after sch todae to meet gab
went to the one opp cine
needed some fresh air

gosh
we've known each other for lyk a mth?!
and yet we sat there talking for nearly 3 hrs
hahaha

we are just so alike
its a pity we both live by the principal of nt messing ard with a gd fren's guy/girl

learnt quite abit frm gab todae
life lessons i like to call them

im suppose to be enjoying post promos
but im hm stuck wif pw

someone just shoot me

21 oct

2005-10-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

im having my 20-something th symdrom again

promos over
lyk finally

dragged my ass out of bed at 745am yest mornin
so i cld go down nyp to play tennis wif eric.gab.larry
gosh
gab's good
haha
should play wif him more often so i can train up
was goin to rain
so we went to nyp macs to sit
den we left
larry went back to classes

went to ikea for lunch
ate d famous meatballs & chicken wings
haha
went to queensway after tt
gab had to collect some stuff frm there
cuz he was rushing for time
so me & eric took bus back

choing wr
cuz had to go sch to hand it in todae
den came hm
changed
went town to meet constance
hav nt seen her in gazillion yrs
haha
we walked rd and rd
my feet hurt now
lol
met a few ppl i knew in town
tt's y i hate goin to town

first time i find so many things in common
wif a guy
its a pity he lyks someone else
hahaha

18 oct

2005-10-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

happy burfaday drea!

have nt seen her in ages
missing her loads
haha

PHY

im happy bout it FULL STOP
cuz i know i did my best

: )

17 oct

2005-10-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

CHEM

gosh
so screwed my paper1
shaded absolute rubbish

hahaha

dunno why im so happy bout it
screw it
its over
its phy tml!

just watch finish wangzi
gonna mug phy after i blog this
i had watching shows with such a fairytale ending
cuz i'll start crying
lol

im so convinced tt eric is obsessed
haha

i dunch wanna venture into our relationship
cuz i know it will bear nothing
only pain & sufferfing will come out of it
damn
doesnt he get it?

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

14 oct

2005-10-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

its nt lyk me nt to blog for days
hahaha

guess i have been really busy
been caught up with mugging adn pw
FINALLY
finished up WR

im slowly counting down to the days of agony
haha

but then again
its nt the end of everything
sobs`

no sch todae
its suppose to be a study break
lets see
did phy dis morning
and d stupid weather is making me fall asleep
haha

shall slp ltr or sth
den mug chem tonight
: )

11 oct

2005-10-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

im thinkin of u again
cuz im crying

i want u to b beside me
wiping away my tears
u once said
dont cry
cause im not there to wipe away ur tears

you will never be here again
i know that
yet i cant stop crying
neither can i get you out of my mind

i miss you

damn

i really do miss you

i realize no1 can take your place in me

will you please come back
please

7 oct

2005-10-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

ok
im back!

grace here you go
keep asking me to blog
haha

lets see
oh ya
yest saw my eye candy again in ages
and yes
he sat next to me on d train
gosh
kian is just so hot
haha

as fer todae
whole day din see hanxiang
a lil sad
a lil happy
haha

den eric came and picked me up frm sch
i din feel lyk goin hm so early
so we went to serene centre to hav ice cream
den he sent me hm
gave me a lil sth
he wrote d song lyrics fer ai wo bei zou on it
lol

minus all the happy stuff
i really cant take it any longer
im mugging
but will that b enuff to promote me

i have to score 52% fer phy to pass overall
damn lar
im afraid i cant make it

feeling so inferior
some1 pls make me feel better

i remember few days ago
gt pissed off wif parents
they din say much
but i just started crying
and i thought of you
yes you
who is a gazillion miles away
i want you
i dunch wan some1 to replace you
but i know i cannot gt u back

so many dreams
all shatterted by me
and yes
ME

4 oct

2005-10-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

hav nt blogged in days

or rather i have nt touched d com in 2 days
a miricle
wahaha
: )

had gp & cheena paper yest
dunch talk bout it
cheena was horrid
compre was un copyable
summary was un summerizable
haha

im disappointed fer my gp
i could hav done better

sch was alright todae
oh ya
had d commonwealth baton relay thingy
our sch was one of d 6 sch to participate

met eric todae
he sent me hm

damn

mugging
i hate it

i wanna drop out of sch
haha

i so know tt will nt happen
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

30 sept

2005-09-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

have nt blogged recently
just din feel lyk it

anyways called eric last night
talked things out
i realize i cant bear to loose a fren lyk him
haha

went to sch at 11am todae
cuz i've gt the flu bug!
some idiot passed it to me
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

and val has dengue fever
so my class is gonna see her tml

damn
im gettin paranoid bout mosquitoes
haha

still deciding to go cell ltr
i miss my cell mates
and more importantly i miss that closeness to god when i go fer cell
but tml im goin out
so i wun get much things done tml
awwwwwwwwwwwww

i think god will understand
: )

because if ppl last time could worship god
without cell grps
without instruments playing
without a proper building
i can worship god too!
haha

28 sept

2005-09-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

somehow i just dunch feel lyk bloggin
lol

unlike grace darling
who can blog forever bout eric ( her new guy who happens to hav d same name as my ex )
haha

hanxiang hanxiang
too cute to resist
hahaha
but we shall just b frens fer now

oh ya
dan told me i hav a special place in his heart
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hahaha

okay
shall blog ltr or sth

26 sept

2005-09-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

stop tempting me
when i know i will break your heart in the end

okay
its bout eric
y cant we just be frens?
normal frens?
damn

have nt blogged bout some1 in particular recently
HANXIANG
hahaha

well
he's a guy sarah picked out fer me in yj
haha
den we asked cheelim to ask fer his name and class
and then we realize our classmate is hanxiang's fren
haha
so sarah went to sms him
" i have a fren in 108 who is interested in you "
DOTS

den after awhile
i sms-ed him
went up to him last fri during d mid autum thingy in sch
btw he's superrrrr cute!
haha

since then
we have been sms-ing randomly
except fer sat night
he msg me askin fer my blood type
i though it was a joke
haha
it turned out tt his "brother's" gf has lukemia
and i happen to b same blood type
so i talked it over wif mummy and she din exactly mind me goin fer a checkup to see if im suitable
i asked him y he sms me
den he was lyk
" u r d first i thought of "
hahaha
we ended up talking on the phone tt night
: )

den todae in sch i sms him sth bout the bone marrow thingy
he was lyk
" i dunch wanna immpose on you blah blah blah "
"give me some time to think bout it "
den i was lyk huh!
he den told me he dunch wanna force me and tell me fer the time being take it as i disagree
i was lyk
" since wen did u decided fer me? "
lol
den he was lyk
cuz i have to go tru blood test and stuff
and he doesnt
so its just nt right-->in his terms
hahaha

dunno lar
gonna go wif him to meet his fren and his gf one of these days

dunno y
i want a hot bf!
haha
i wanna have fun!

sarah was telling me its time i deserve a hot guy
haha
oh wells
we shall see how

: )

26 sept

2005-09-26T08:39:00.000+08:00

i hate days that begin wif 2_
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

its nt just this mth
every mth days tt start wif 2_ bring me hell

take fer example
me & sutrisno gt together on 2_
john & me gt together on 2_
i met eric on 2_
and somehow every 2_ i hav ppl msging me telling me tt miss me

WTF

thank god my burfday is 19
1 day b4 2_

over the weekend
i realise how precious lyf is
one min u have it
the next min u might loose it
god sure does have a funny way of teasing us
: )
and he too has a funny way of turing the table ard

and tt's y i love him!
i know that he is always guiding me
walking every day wif me
and helping me make the right decisions in lyf

went to church yest
pastor melcom said sth really meaningful
first you have to be saved ( can rememeber d exact word : p )
den you have to be sanctified
and den you serve

i believe that each one of us has to listen to god's calling
lyk me
: )
wahahaha

i never really went to sunday sch
neither did i hav a cell grp
but after blessed!
i joined a cell grp
made new frens
and learnt a whole lot more bout god

you see
god really does know how to turn the table ard

this post here is dedicated to god ( minus the front part lol )
cuz i wanna thank him for giving me the strength to walk each day

2005-09-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

: ) i like!

2005-09-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

TCC. our nyce lava cake.

24 sept

2005-09-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

eric: i did not regret wat i said yest
: )

woke up at 9am
suppose to study
damn
ended up gettin hooked onto neopets
can you believe it?!
NEOPETS
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr`

went out after tt
went to ps
so long have nt been there
was a lil early
so went to top up my ez link card
asshole guy
make me take out my neo print on d ez link card b4 he wld top up my card
gosh

walked ard b4 eric came
den there was dis movie roadshow going on
jamie yeo and carrie chong were hosting
the movie was d jessica simpson & sean william scot wan
so they asked really stupid quest
so i answered one
and won a pair of preview tixs
hahaha
gave them ta eric in d end
cuz its next tue
dunch think i can go

so i met eric
walked ard and went ta collect my black eyed peas poster first
den wanted to go eat
but BK was full
so ended up havin dessert at foodcourt
walked rd ps
passed yamaha
and gosh
eric din know i know how ta play d piano
wahahahaha

went down
walk ard summore
cuz eric had ta buy a prezzie fer his dad
walked all the way up again to go spotlight to get a beer mug and glass paint
lol

den we walked down ta cine
along d way
stopped at meridian hotel where all those shops are
bought a skirt
yes another skirt!
thanks to eric lar
haha
its a nyce orange & yellow holister skirt
XD

den went down cine
went to tcc
hahahaha
din know tcc was so big
always thought they just had tables on d outside there only
ordered our stuff
did some talking
haha
and i created a masterpiece
haha
see d pics!

den he sent me hm
: )

there are some things i just dunch wanna blog bout
hahahahaha

i love my day

24 sept

2005-09-24T10:14:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalala

yest was fun!
: )
sch was alright
a few things happen within my clique
but i guess ppl have to pick themselves up wen they fall

finished sch at 4pm
den i went down to nyp to meet eric & larry
played tennis!have nt trained in ages
so yest was plying absolutely horribly
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr`
but i had fun!
den eric sent me hm

came hm
did a lil of work
den had dinner
after dinner
gt down to doing maths-differentiation
damn
couldnt do a single sum
and i was falling asleep on my table
so went to slp
and woke up at 1130pm
suppose to choing all the way till 3am plus
but i ended up talking to eric

damn
i hate exams!
everytime wen its near my exams
all this kind of funny thing will pop out frm nowhere

so talked till 3am
talked alot
and i gave him dis analagy bout what im thinking bout us
" i am a millionaire
i can afford to buy this product
but i just dont want to buy it
in case i have no use for it in the future
but now the shop is having a sale
and the item i want is going at a low price
so im even more tempted to buy "

get it?

if you dunch
hsve your brian checked!
wahahahaha

tt's it
no more goin out till after promos

i need tt conviction
and i need to mug
i cant get retained

fuck`

if only i din pcik JC
but its too late to procastinate

someone once told me
its a matter of how we play the cards life dealt to us
and dis time
i wanna play it right
XD

21 sept

2005-09-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

another " i dunno how many more " days to promos

damn
im starting to feel it
reality has sunk in tt i migth get retained

and for once
i dont feel like blogging

someone just kill me
relieve all the pain

19 mon

2005-09-19T10:05:00.000+08:00

im freezing in d library
its raining!

managed to finish up some work dis mornin
beams`
XD

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
eric!
nt fair!
3-0
damn
i so know you r gonna use this to shut me up frm todae onwards
haha
stupid newcastle!

yest was mid autum fest.
so we ate pomelo.mooncake
d only thing left to complete is a latern
so i managed to dig out 1 frm dunno where
hahaha
yes
im being lame
and then i found sparklers!
wahahahahahahaha
went outside to play
and yes
ALL ALONE
haha
till my neighbour's kids came
lol

i need my weekly dose of wangzi!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr`

2005-09-18T10:42:00.000+08:00

i love you all to bits` T22 re-united!

17 sept

2005-09-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

din blog for days
so here it goes......................

thur
sch was as usual
ohhh ya
was sarah's burfday!
happy burfday babe!
met her and sharleen on d train tt mornin
crapped our way to sch
came hm early fer once
slept den went fer tution

fri
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so embarressed!
stayed back fer d ktv competion
ah bee and d rest had lyk d biggest support
banner and board
light sticks too
den they sang completely out of tune
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
its alright anyways
im glad fer them
: )
met up wif all my first 3 mth babes!
candice.damian.junstina.audrey.shimin.hannah
love them loads!
went out wif them fer a drink after d ktv thingy

sat
had pw meetin dis mornin
went ta nyp
den todae sat
so cannot go into d library
stupid eric lar
hahaha
den we walked ta AMK library
loads of ppl there
did our pw there
weekuang left early cuz he gt tution
after tt
took bus wif val
went to meet eric
went up to his place
his grandparents were there!
haha
felt so wierd
lol
den went to eat at d fishball place
sat there fer quite long talking
den he sent me hm as usual

how can my day get any wierder
hahahaha

14 sept

2005-09-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
love my new hair?
love it?
love it?
haha

todae was definetely a day of laughter
first was all the suan-ing by my class bout me & jia ming
lyk HELLO!!
i dunch lyk him
me & jia ming are lyk HISTORY

din hav phy prac
so mr koh spent time on absolute rubbish
and i mean it
first he seperated us into grps
a few of us includin me were d extras
den every1 was lyk
" put linette in jia ming's grp! "
mr koh--> " ya. linette you belong there. "
SCREW YOU LAR
YOU BIAS PHY TEACHER
i screamed at him
i was lyk im plonking my butt here
and nth is gonna move me
after tt he assigned us no.
mine was 4
dden cheelim was lyk
" mr koh! no.4 are all the studpid ppl. bias "
haha
cuz me,cheelim and a few others were no.4
and yes
its all those ppl weak in phy
haha

stupid games
lyk asking ur partner whos their best fren in class
i was lyk
" MY LES PARTNER! "
lol
den next quest was lyk
" what did you do last night frm 10-12pm "
as usual
i was sayin
" BUSY SATISFYING MY BOYFREN "
wahahahahahahahaha

laugh until i was bout to tear

phy lesson todae was just absolutly crap

after sch
met eric at yishun mrt
took mrt down to town together
he walked me to far east b4 goin to buy stuff i asked him to buy
went to hair profile
waited awhile
den d hairstylist came
was tellin him i wanted short hair or a fringe
after some time deciding and him explaining to me
we settled on fringe
haha
he thin-ed my hair
and now i hav a fringe

after tt
met eric
walked rd far east
while waiting fer grace to come
eric likes my new hairstyle
so does grace
:)
haha

feeling damn active tonight
prob cuz i cut my hair todae and stuff
so i din do much work
i doubt i will b doing anythin ltr
so i jsut have to do it in sch tml

1 more mth ++
PROMOS

and i was still thinking just now
tt by age 35 i wanna make my 1st million
meaning i wld have to make an average of 15k a mth
haha
and retire ny age 45

i know
i know
i can slowly dream
wahahahahaha

2005-09-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

FRINGE! tsktsk

2005-09-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

-my new hairstyle-

2005-09-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

-SCREAMS MY HEAD OFF-

13 sept

2005-09-13T08:53:00.000+08:00

yest was alright
back to sch
went ta sch early to do some studyin
and im proud to say I DID SOME!
: )

in sch now
doing pw and stuff

im thinkin
deep in thoughts

grace borke up wif joshua
its a replay of wat went on b/w me & eric

wat dan told me keeps running tru my head

dan!
y do u always make me think so much?
haha
but i love you loads!
you are always there pulling me back to god when i drift away

what attracts me to a person
the person puts a smile on my face
i feel comfortable ard the person
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
den all a sudden i realize more than one person does that
( dan this is all ur fault )
a moment of realization hits me

but i need some1 here
i can feel myself breaking down inside

am i using god as an excuse?

fuck

11 sept

2005-09-11T17:15:00.000+08:00

god is great
how he always work miricles in our lives
and that with his grace
anything is possible
:)

went to church todae
and im glad i went
wei kong came back
yes yes
the one who gt knocked down on d way to church
the ac rugger which gt all our attention
he's a living example of god's grace

when he gt knocked down
docs din think he'll live long
and its cuz of god's grace he can walk again todae
his parents hav become christians too

went fer tution todae
nth interesting
den went down wisma to meet mummy
she was buyin jewellery fer my aunts weddin
den she picked out dis sapphire ring
haha
i was lyk
" mummy! buy this! then when i wear i can match your ring! "
hahaha

she picked sth else fer my aunt lar
purple gold
but i lyked tt ring
hahaha

sch tml!!!!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

10 sept

2005-09-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

alvin came over
taught him chem
at least todae was productive
hahaha

covered quite a no. of topics

after tt
he waited fer me to shower den we went out together
idiot!
rush me out of hm
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

went market
cuz he wanted to eat chicken chop
i stay here ao long
hav nt even eaten it
lol

den walked to d bus stop
i went down town
while he went clementi

went down town
met bell.ger.vannie
gosh
miss ger & vannie loads
we sooooo need a 856 gathering
walked to far east to meet eric
vannie & ger went off
so left me.bell.eric
suppose to cut hair wif bell todae
so went ard
lookin fer nyce places to cut
den bell ended up doing treatment & cut at klearcuts
din feel lyk cuttin hair anymore
so waited fer grace to come
den walked rd wif eric & grace
as usual
those two
i had to walk far far away frm them

walked rd
wanted to go play pool
no table
so eric left his name down
den bell was nearly done
so we walked back to far east
din get a chance to play

den went to meet mummy at wheelock
eric drove
so he went to meet geanette

came hm
slacked
had dinner
did a lil phy
which im rather proud of
haha

I GT MY OC SEASON 3
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GONNA WATCH IT LTR
XD

9 sept

2005-09-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

gt hm nt too long ago

was teachin alvin chem
lol
completed chem bonding
hahaha
after studyin jc chem bonding
sub chem chem bonding is easy
lol

alvin coming over my place tml
damn
ruin my schedule again!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
hahaha

din do much work todae
gotta chiong tonight
wahhhhhhh
jc jc jc
no lyf!

not goin cell ltr
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i miss my cell mates
= (
sobs`

goona cut my hair tml
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
xD

8 sept

2005-09-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalala

in sch now
completeing wr
sianz
actually quite fun lar
talking bout our sexual fantasies
wahahahahahahaha

yest was pretty bored
went sch fer lesson
cheena and phy

din do much work wen i came back

its thur already!
i soooo did nt make full use of my hol
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

okie
back to wr

: )

6 sept

2005-09-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

had tution dis mornin
so day din start off good
lol

suppose to go rp to meet eric and watch tennis match
was feelin lazy
so din wan go
eric was damn persistant
haha
so i asked him to think of sth to make me gt out of hm
he thought of esplanade
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i swear i cld hav killed him at d moment
cuz i was thinkin of tt too
haha

so gt my butt out of hm
met eric at orchard mrt
where i gt terrorize by those charity stuff as usual
took mrt down to city hall
oh ya
no sunflower todae
sobs`
hahaha
walked to marina square
window shopped
exactly lyk far east lar
haha
din hav much to do
except saw this shop
they sell loads and loads of nyce clothes
he picked out a skirt fer me
cost bout $200++
of course he din buy it fer me lar
im gonna brin mummt there one of these days
i was tellin him to invest in a MADE IN ITALY shirt
haha
cuz all d shirts there are made in italy fer men and made in US fer women
and they hav von dutch stuff
but wif so many fakes ard
u cant tell d diff
lol
after tt went esplanade
where some idiot bought a poster bout jay
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
if only they had a poster of shawn i wld buy it just to piss him off
hahaha
den we went up to d roof terrace
gosh
i loveeee it there
sadly im nt d first girl he brings up there
wahahahahaha
sat down there
talked talked and talked
haha
walked the bridge to merlion park
den walked to raffles mrt
went back to town
back to civilization
lol

waited fer bell to come at cine
den he took cab hm
while me & bell waited fer bus

and yes!
i was waering heels the whole day
and i din complain
wahahahahahahaha

friends we shall remain
: )

5 sept

2005-09-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

how can my day get any better
: )

went to sch
practically slacked
den had some fun with wee kuang
haha
took his bag
and it looked nyce on me
so i din giv it back
lol
wee kuang sucks at pleasing a girl
i so pity his gf next time
wahahahaha
in d end ah bee gt d bag back fer him
wee kuang = loser
hahaha
ok lar
im shall nt b mean
wee kuang is just so fun to b wif
just lyk some1 i know
GAB!
hahaha

after tt
took mrt down to town wif val
oh ya
cheelim & josh r down wif fever
so they din come todae
was late wen meetin eric
d whole purpose was to get my superstar ticket & hav lunch
but we did awhole lot more than tt
lol
he gave me dis nyce lil sunflower
: )
i was lyk
" its for me?! "
hahaha
den we went to far east where he wanted to get his shoe
its a pair of dunks!
after tt walked ard awhile
den went wheelock
ate sake sushi
after tt
walked to taka the LONG WAY
he wanted to walk tru underpass
haha
reached taka
start of our window shopping spree
went to guess
and oh ya
we went to try mooncake
where he bought ritz carlton mooncake fer his grandparents
den we went up to dior
showed him the bag i wanna get
and of course d necklace
: )
den we went tiffany
where he gt blinded
hahaha
all the BLING
hahaha

walked ard
den went to paragon
den heeran
went hmv
and the new adidas concept store
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i saw this damn nyce jacket
black & pink
damn
i want it too
den we met grace
walked ard wif her
den went cine
she went to meet chen
after tt went foodcourt
sat down and ate
den gab came
followed by his fren-alison
crapped alot
haha
i just love disturbing gab
haha
he's just really great company
: )

eric sent me & grace to d bus stop
where i met aunty shandy!
wahhhhhhhhh
lucky she din tell mummy i was in town

i had a great day todae
thanks!

MY COLOURING PARTNER!
THANK YOU
CAUSE I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN SECRETLY HELPING ME COLOUR
LOVE YOU TO BITS!
: )

4 sept

2005-09-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

sick
absoultly sick

gt drenced in d rain todae
was walking frm taka down to tution
was totally wet

din go church todae cuz its holy communion
so we went down town early
wanted ta go buy mooncakes
: )
so we went taka fer d mooncake fair thingy
bought lyk 2 boxes fer ourselves
another few fer other ppl

den i went off to tution
so sad din see kian todae after tution
hahaha
couldnt b bothered anyway
was damn cold while walking down to meet mummy at paragon

gt sch tml
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

3 sept

2005-09-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

back frm dinner early
lyk fer once
hahaha

went ta forum
usual place with usual ppl

ate alot todae
feelin kinda sick
haha

in a much better mood todae
mayb its cuz i styaed hm d whole day
bell was watchin 56 first concert vcd
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
our fishball!
hahaha
saw us-856
gosh
i miss my 856ers
those were the days
op-cing
fishballs
queueing up at 5am
wahahahaha
and i hav a scar on my finger to always remind me of those days
thanks bell fer tt
haha
we soooooooo need a 856 gathering
: )

din do much work todae
damn
means i hav ta do tml mornin b4 goin out

was thinkin bout sth d other day
for a relationship to work out
it has to b favourable in god's eyes
some1 told me this
its true

oh wells
god has a plan for each of us
a plan unique to us

i live on crayolas
hahahahahahahahaha

2 sept

2005-09-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

still in a bad mood
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

gt back term report
nyce grade fer maths
all Fs

sch was boring
my morning din hav much motivation either

found my new motivation!
UNI life
haha
esp if its gonna b in UK wif ma hottie
hahaha

after sch
wanted ta watch some frens participate in d cheena karoake competion
but was too tired
so went hm
din go cell either
i MUST make it a pt to go next fri

im still nt in a good mood
y?
i have my crayolas
but im still nt happy
hint* hint* colouring partner!
haha

gonna stick my butt at hm tml to finish up my math tutorials

JC seriously kills my social lyf
lol

1 sept

2005-09-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

feeling much better
but still a lil pissed
thanks to spastic ppl in yj

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

gonna miss my baby mel
sobs`
go japan
abandon me here
hahaha

met her outside ck tang
absolutely screamed when we sae each other
haha
walked to lucky plaza fer lunch
after tt went far east
went to get sth fer grace
cuz d discount card was wif me
den walked over to wheelock to pass it to her
met joshua

after tt
major shopping
or rather window shopping
went to taka
went LV first
den tiffany!
my fav
diamonds are a girls best fren
:)
mummy
did you hear me!
giv me tt ring!
hahaha
went bvlgari
den cartier
saw d ring i lyked
but its more of a weddin band lar
went hermes
saw d bathrobe her god sis bought fer ethan
damn
i wish i was ethan
hahaha
went to on peddler
tt stupid shop where the shoes are $500++
saw a shoe i lyked
heels rather
it matches my RL dress
it cost $890
wtf
den went dior!
yes yes
dior!
our fav
hahaha
damn
d bag i want is gone
totally sold out in s'pore
gt influnced by mel to buy d lady dior
its d wan mummy wans
just a smaller version
$1800
haha
den d dior necklace is really nyce too
haha
$300
i think my future husbanf wld go broke
lol
spent a damn long time in dior
trying on shades
bags
everything
hahaha
d watch i wan is still there
but dunch think its worth buying
cuz i hardly wear watch

wanted to hav coffee
it was high tea time anyway
miss going to hotels fer high tea
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
so we went coffee club
den we both had a sudden fer nydc
so we kinda walked out of cofee club
hahahahahaha
damn embarressing
walked to heeran nydc
took a seat by d side
to enjoy the view of guys walkin past
hahaha
went to cine after tt
played arcade
haha
oh ya
saw ian chan
the cute guy in my sch which all the girls go after
din realize playing in d acchade wld b so damn tiring
lol

walked ard
den we walked to d bus stop

had loads of fun todae
:)
thanks babe!
really gonna miss you

OH YA OH YA
im gettin d dior bag which is sold out in s'pore
msg joanne jie just now
she's giving it to me
cuz she says shes nt using it anymore
so im gonna take it frm her
wahahahahahahaha

back to sch tml

hopefully i wun b in such a foul mood anymore

while talking to mel todae
i missed a particular some1
some1 i will nt see in yrs
an rui
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
my hottie!
hahahaha
unless i do EXTREMELY well
and go UK and study at the same uni as him
lol
i wish`

1 sept

2005-09-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

fuck

i need my colouring partner

tears fell last night

im still nt in a good mood

hopefully retail theraphy will do the job

31 aug

2005-08-31T21:07:00.000+08:00

sch was great

lucky din see kian dis mornin
it was really embarressing
haha
was carrying a super big sunflower to sch

teachers day concert was great
the performance and stuff
oh ya
my class went on stage to make a dedication
even more embarressing
haha
den d dance item
some1 caught my eye
kekeke

after tt went down j8
wanted ta buy a new bag
but couldnt find a nyce one
shall continue looking
den went down gmss
somehow dis yr
loads of seniors came down
lol
sat wif alvin at d back
haha
every1 thought we were a couple
dots
do we look lyk one?
hahaha
he's attached anyways

den went ard givin prezzies
talking to my teachers
met up wif sam.charles.drea.jialin.jiraporn.sam.chen.kenneth
the list goes on
den grace came over my sch
showed her my hot god bro
hahaha
he was playin basketball wen i showed grace
and yes
saw john too

grace
wan hav affair must pick hot one!
hahaha

we cabbed down to prata house
weather was damn hot
met eric there
talked loads of crap
lol
den he sent us hm

no ahem* feeling todae
haha
it was just lyk a normal lunch
guess cuz grace was there
hahaha

oh wells
no sch tml
might b goin out wif mel!
lyk finally woman!
hahaha

30 aug

2005-08-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

no studyin tml

perfecttttttttttt

hahahaha

goin back gmss tml
catch up wif some peeps

sch todae was sleepy day
i feel asleep while doin my chem test summore
damn

walked out of sch
wif cheelim.benny.wee kuang
hahahaha
laughed non stop
i dunch understand why everytime im wif them
our conversations always revolve ard sex
hahahahahaha

and ive learnt wee kuang has a skill
haha
and cheelim too
and yes yes
benny is the silent killer

hahahahaha

laughed like mad lar

finished readin my book
"diary of a manhattan call girl"
damn
i wish i was lyk her
leading a double lyf
no1 ever finding out my deepest darkest secrets

i wish

when im attached i want to b single
when im single i want to b attached

wtf

2005-08-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

my lyf. chocolates. its my gp test paper behind it. :) its a sin to resist chocolates`

29 aug

2005-08-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

fuck

ao many thoughts in my head

i want a lyf without worried
without pain
without tears

but i know im living in self denial
if there was only such a world

29 aug

2005-08-29T10:19:00.000+08:00

happy belated burfday shawn!

:)

went fer church yest
hav nt felt so good in a long time
although i was falling asleep durin d sermon
lol

after church
went to hav lunch at macs
d guys who served me was pretty cute
but more to d ah beng side
lol
den went fer tution
boring as usual
no lyf in d class
went tru waves

after tution had to go down taka to collect my hagan dazs mooncake
while walkin saw kian

cheelim
if u readin dis
PLS TAKE NOTE
i find kian cute
tt's all
im not obessed over him
its nt lyk i go OoOoOo wen i see him

hope dis clears up any misunderstandings

came back hm
den went beauty world wif grace
cuz i had to meet zhihao to take phy notes
while grace was bored at hm
met him at macs
have nt seen hin in ages
still look as skinny as ever
but still good lookin as ever
hahaha

after photocopyin his notes
sat down at mac
where he was nyce enuff to treat me ice cream
lol
catching up on each other's lives
although there was abit of silence
i think he was a lil uneasy as grace was there
oh wells
missed him loads
so it was great to see him yest

joanne jie and d rest came over last night
gab is soooo cute
and he bully me!
he hit my butt!
wahahahaha
notti notti

din do much work last night
or u cld say d whole weekend
haha

have a sudden craving to go out with you*
lol

ps: dunch b so delighted wen you* read dis
its just a craving
wahahahaha

27 aug

2005-08-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

: )

its you* again who put a smile on my face

din blog fer d past few days
so here it is

thursday
sch was alright

stayed back in sch till lyk 930PM!
i emphasize 930PM

thanks to pw
we all stayed back to complete written report
den we ordered pizza fer dinner
managed to finish it up

din realize so many stay back in sch at night
lol

friday
sch = no lyf
haha

oh ya
din see kian fer 2 days ler
i think he thinks i stalk him
wahahahahaha

i know
im being oversensitive or lame
hahaha

went fer dinner at esplanade last night
and u know who i saw!
shawn!
yes yes
as in tt SHAWN
hahahaha

he was wif frens pre celebrating his burfday

esplande looks so nyce at night
went to eat seafood there
den took sum pics after tt
i lyk deprived lar
always go town only
haha

after dinner
went hagan dazs fer ice cream
double scoop!
haha

today
woke up
did a lil phy

oh yes yes
i passes my phy test!
beams`

afternoon suppose to go out wif grace
but she wanted to slp
so i went out alone
or rather mummy dropped my off in town
din wan go lar
lyk only idiots go down town alone
but i realy had to get some stuff
so yeah went down

and i met you*
hahaha

gabriel looks nt bad
haha
heard so much bout him
only did i see him todae

went shopping wif them
went rd town looking fer a red shirt
haha

after tt bought all my stuff
you* sent my to d bus stop

thanks
soooo din expect to bump into you* todae
hahahaha

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

even though it was a pretty short time
i had fun
gossipping
and pissing gab off
haha
i guess it was ur presence
haha

24 aug

2005-08-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

: )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

silly smile on my face

woke up late todae
but i still managed to catch the train
yoona was late
so there was an empty seat next me
and you know who came and sat next to me?

yes yes

kian!

it was lyk
out of all places he had to squeeze next to me
hahaha
and my tennis racket hit him lar
hahaha

gosh

i cant believe he sat next to me

came to sch
told cheelim
and he brilliently when to msg kian
now kian knows i exist
dots!

sch was alright
had loads of free time todae
cuz no phy prac
den had tranin todae

damn

no ball sense todae
cant hit a damn ball

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr`

okie
off to study fer chem test tml

23 aug

2005-08-23T08:41:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalala

in sch library now
suppose to b doing wk
den i forgot to bring my chem tys
tonight gt tution

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr`

22 aug

2005-08-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

yest!

gen 3 was great!
although it was really tiring
woke up at 545am
den went ta crescent

helped wif carrying tables
den went tru my script

through out the day
was just slacking
crapping wif joyce

den d afternoon part had enuice olosen
i think she looks better in photos
haha

met 2 really nyce ppl
paul & lincoln
both r nus undergrads
one's majoring in geog
the other political sci

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

both really great guys
intellectual too

my type
wahahahaha

after tt had bbq at joanne jie's place
cuz its gab burfday
i love tt boy to bits!

den i asked boon kor to help e wif phy
damn
kept nagging at me
are all poly lectures lyk dis?
lol

came back
did a lil phy
off to bed

today!

ahhhhhhh
phy phy phy
its so nt my cup of tea

saw kian dis mornin too
den was talking bout him in sch
din know how the topic came 'bout
but was asking cheelim where he lieves

shit

he stays at joanne jie's place
and exactly 2 floor down

small world

was really tired in sch
so slept during my half hr break

and oh ya
jia ming talked to me todae
and crap every1 is starting to tease us again
dont they have a lyf?!
bleaghx`

after sch
went down queenstown
needed to buy sth
met grace there too

walked rd lookin fer a damn it shoe bag
while she bought fbts
need to go back and buy fbts too
i wan the RED ones
hahahaha

20 aug

2005-08-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

went fer tution todae
cuz tml gt gen 3 thingy

met a new fren
germaine frm acjc

nyce gurl

had some difficulties doin phy
i soooo know im gonna face them on mon's test

tml gt bbq
gonna ask boon kor to help me with phy
: )

20 aug

2005-08-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

: )

you` made my day

grins`

prata house
my fav.

19 aug

2005-08-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

im super super depressed
i failed my maths test again

damn

i really studied alright

screw it

i hate my lyf
i just cant seem to excel in anythin
sch
sports
everything

was feelin really irritable dis mornin
and after gettin back my maths results
i was even worst

i needed my clouring partner!

so i msg dan

dan's just being so sweet
during my break
he called me
talked to me for lyk quite long
:)

i know tt whenever im down
i can count on you
lyk i just said you r just so right
hahaha

durin pe
we played badminton
fun fun
played wif badminton captain = wee kunag
den we were suppose to stay behind to do pw
ended up playin net ball wif d net ball girls
first time playing it wif guys
hahahaha
had loads of fun
x)

came back
did phy
after awhile i gave up

i need your strength lord
i need your perserverence
8 more weeks

im slowly counting down

i want to do well

18 aug

2005-08-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

long post

yesterday
whahahaha

woke up late so was late fer sch
din bother running to sch
so i took my own sweet time
i knew if i were to go to sch at 745am i wld get caught and hav ta do detention
so i waited at d bus stop till 8am
ah bee called
den he said my stupid DM was still at d basketball court
den cheelim called saying wee kuang was late too
lol
so i called wee kunag
met him under d block outside my sch
spastic DM was just waitin at d basketball court waiting to catch late comers
bleaghx`
so we only went in at 845am when wee kuang called jia ming
and the " coast was clear "

walked in
damn
saw DM near d canteen
so we ran to d tracks there
walked lyk some spastic criminal
walk all d way to d hall
and to d study area
lame!
lucky i had first period free
hahaha

had phy SPA yest too
ok nt too diff or too easy

wee kuang din do very well i think
cuz he was really pissed at d end
and he actually cried
gosh
never seen a guy cry cuz of sch work

todae
went out wif qian yi & grace
had loads of fun
ate at cafe cartel
went to take neos
went shopping
walking in the rain
hahaha

what more can i ask for
haha

sch was alright
nth much
except i told jia ming i love him
WHICH IS SOOOO NT TRUE

i did tt all cause i made a bet wif sarah
if i were to do tt
she wld go up and intro herself to her eye candy
wahahahaha

18 aug

2005-08-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

happy burfday grace!

smuacks`

yuupp
its 1249am
and im still up

damn pw

shall blog tml!
todae was hell of a fun day!
:)

16 aug

2005-08-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so happy todae

wee kuang made my day todae
cuz he sat down and thought me phy!
it reminded me of wat he told me before
" with will power and determination anything is possible "
x)

brought d lap top to sch todae
had to do pw
but we all ended up playing game or watchin shows
haha

and cheelim was acting strange todea
i guess tuesdays have a funny effect on ppl too!
haha
he was lyk addicited to pw the whole day
he put in the most effort todae
lol

i love my pw grp to bits
cheelim
weekuang
joshua
val

and yes!
val loves me
she kept saying if she was a guy she wld date me
wahahahahaha
OoOoOo

thanks wee kuang for teaching me phy!
love you loads!

15 aug

2005-08-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

monday definately has a funny effect on ppl
hahaha

oh ya
my tag board is screwed at the moment
so dunch bother tagging

day started off wif maths test
i studied
i really did
but i did sth really silly
so i guess god punished me for it
cuz i know im nt gonna do well fer it

oh wells

6 more weeks

i can do it!

seize the day
carpe diem!

yes!!!!!!!!!

hahaha

dunnno y
was close to cheelim todae
den jia ming kept glancing at us
dunno if cheelim was close to me on purpose to make jia ming jealous
anyways
jia ming just kept giving me dis feelin todae
cant really describe it
its nt good or bad
and oh ya
he told sarah he din wan talk to me
cuz he din wan me to misunderstand
lyk wtf

its nt as if i reall did fall for you
you yourself gave me all the wrong signs
haha

its nt good to go to bed wif so much anger
so i shall stop here

lets talk bout happy stuff
lyk cheelim really making my day
kept laughing the whole day
frm spoongebob [ i spelt it wrong on purpose ]
to my height
hahahahahaha
and i love my darlings to bits
grace who has always been there frm d beginning
dan who is a pillar to lean on, giving me advices
sarah for enduring all my crap in sch
and yes
cheelim who is always there to put a smile on my face
wahahahahahahaha

these ppl have really made my day todae
so i din suffer frm monday blues
beams`

14 aug

2005-08-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

ive learnt todae tt my phy tutor is a lunatic
haha

durin tution
he was talkin bout the moon's gravitational/magnetic field
den he was lyk
on days wif full moon
d magnetic field becoms very strong
and somw ppl will go mad
lunar comwa frm d word moon
so lunatic
hahaha

and guess who i saw!
samantha!
d one i met at curls
saw her wif her boy fren
and yes
i saw kain wei!!

my eyecandy frm AJC
hahaha

church was great too
sermon was on compassion
x)

back ta sch tml
and ive gt maths test
shit
been gettin alot of Fs
hopefully tml's test i wld do ok
cuz i really studied

yuupp

linette studyin
haha

just gt back frma swim
did a lil tanning too
OoOoOo
tanning
den bell was damn amused by it lar
hahahaha

13 aug

2005-08-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

i loveeeeeeeee my cell!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

went ta michelle's hm last night fer cell
cuz vivien's leaving
leavin fer carnigie mellon
damn her
haha

so we had pot luck at michelle's place
OoOo
and she has a golden retriver
gosh
i overcomed my fear fer dogs
she's so cute
and she kept coming up to me
wahahaha

had laods of fun last night
michelle's gonna leave soon to
to UK to do law
reminds me of an rui
in warwick doin econs

he was telling me to faster finish my As
and go and join him there
haha

me & a hottie
OoOo

hahahaha

dunno wat's wrong wif shawn these days
he's been coming uo to me and say hi
dots
and tt smile
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hahaha

and yes!
my baby shi min came down yj yest
i so damn it missed her loads
we din spend alot of time together
thanks to stupid make up phy
screw it

i finished my NAPFA
gt silver i teenk
haha
gt 168cm fer standing broad jum
lalalala

im feelin it
damn
y?

11 aug

2005-08-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

happy burfday wee kuang!

damn

i feeling lonely tonight
noone there for me

im starting to dread being single

hopefully this feeling will disappear by tml

10 aug

2005-08-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

rotting at hm

bored to death

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tml back to sch
and i finish at 6pm!
come back still gt tution
WTF

im feeling evilish`

9 aug

2005-08-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

happy bufday my home!!
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

its a hol
but im bored to death
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

my dear 183 club in town
but no mood to see them anyways
haha
im now crazy over yi rong
wahahahaha
so cute in wang zi

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i have to rant!
i spent $100 yest
bought a perlini pendant
and $75 worth of clothes
bought 2 tops & 1 skirt
d design is hand painted
pretty cool huh

yest sch was havin track & field meet
so boring
just sat there and rot
lol

only saw jia ming once yest
hah
im over him!
im so over him!

xD

7 aug

2005-08-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

came back frm tution nt ta long ago
yes TUTION!
PHY TUTION

superrrrrrrrrrr boring
was seriously falling asleep
im being deprived of noise
and even of guys & girls

gosh

SQUARE PEOPLE

yest went down ta study in auzzi fair
wif mummy
den we were lookin tru at d requirements
min C grades
haha

sleept late last night
was reading my bk
finally finished it

im goin shopping tml!
lyk finally!

i so need it!
i've been going tru d whole week
just cuz i know im goin shopping tml
wahahhaha

shopping has become a drug
a drug i have an addiction with

2005-08-06T13:36:00.000+08:00

my new ralph lauren dress. i look superrr different lar. wahaha :)

5 aug

2005-08-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

so glad i went fer cell todae

we talked bout BGR
and yes
i was talkin bout jia ming.sutrisno.eric.john
hahaha

learnt alot too

damn pissed off now
thanks to jia ming
he's such an ass

forgeddit
nt worth it
nt worth talkin bout some1 who doesnt spare a thought fer other's feelings

i have ta shop!
i need my retail therapy!

5 aug

2005-08-05T17:59:00.000+08:00

i went ta sch late todae ON PURPOSE

whahahaha

alot happened yest
sarah & cheelim confronting jiaming
jiaming saying he doesnt lyk me

okay

mayb i do lyk him
but im guessin its cuz my whole class teases d both of us

now he claims he doesnt lyk me
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

its gonna take awhile before we can be lyk last time
pissing each other off
lol
i miss that
= p

oh wells
we shall just see wat happens

they were all callin jiaming a bastard todae
cuz they thought i was heartbroken or sth
hahaha

he din bother talking to me anyway

goin fer cell tonight
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and yes
i passes my 2.4km
16.10min
xD
im sho proud of myself

and i managed to complete this post without using " damn it "
wahahahaha

4 aug

2005-08-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

im feelin it
the agony of hanging in the middle

i thought i would never feel this way again

y are you doing this to me

ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou
ihateyouihateyouihateyou

2 aug

2005-08-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

i just gt hm

but i have ta blog
i so have ta

guess who i met on my way hm?

my damn it pri sch eyecandy
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
wearing a damn hwa chong uniform
hahaha

our eyes lyk met fer a split sec
lol
always knew he was a smart ass
still as good lookin as ever
x)

sch todae was ok

jia ming nt talkin ta me
i guess it cuz of all d teasin and stuff
i feel lyk ive lost a fren
haha

mayb im thinkin too much
hmmmmmmmmmm

had alot of fun teasing cheelim todae
i MUST MUST find his gf
hahaha
tell her all d stuff
lol

gt ta finish up my eom ltr
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

pathetic sch lyf

1 aug

2005-08-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

is it because of the pain?

im immune to it all

hit me

scream at me

i feel no pain

i've lost the will to love again

1 aug

2005-08-01T09:58:00.000+08:00

chem test was ok
wahahahaha

saw shawn dis mornin
nyce nyce smile
OoOoOoOoOoOo
i lurveeeeeeeeeee it
hahaha

was talkin ta my hottie last night
lol
he's my daddy'sa fren son
remember him?
cant play ard too much wif him or we both will b in deep shit
lol

back ta sch
lyf back ta normal
but i promise myself i will make dis term different
yuupp
DIFFERENT

wahahahaha

ok
im still nt in d right state of mind

31 july

2005-07-31T19:12:00.000+08:00

do you love it?
do you love it?

i sure damn hell love it!

thanks bell fer helpin me wif dis new blogskin
x)

had tution dis mornin
chemical equilibrium
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

den went borders
had fish & co.
yummmmmmmmmmm`
mummy went isetan
while me & bell stayed at borders
looked tru books
saw a few i liked
but i settled wif this

HUSBANDS. IS ONE EVER ENOUGH

hahahahahaha

was talkin ta eric just now
he was tellin me his fren chose a girl over guy
and is now les

tt's so gonna b me
wahahahahahaha

its lyk a funny feelin
lyk im immune to all the pain of a relationship
i just go ard breakin guys heart

yes i know
im mean
im evil

so i guess its better i look fer a girl ta confide in

but DEFINATELY nt you
grace!

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

30 july

2005-07-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

here's my obs diray!

day 1 25/7

hahaha
im actually enjoyin it
x)

day started off dizzy
had ta take a boat ta ubin island
upon arriving
met our instructor, chu ai
pretty ok girl

first we had ta check our store
sort out food rations
5 damn it days OUTDOOR
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
and oh ya
i surrendered my phone

im takin this as a challenge
that im nt a spoilt brat
hahaha
after tt went kayaking
OMG
we had ta capsize and stuff
and yes
the WHOLE class sabo me
put me ta pair up wif jia ming
its nt i mind or wat
but
dunno lar
just feels wierd
there's just dis mental block
haha

in d end
ended up goin wif val
the two spoilt brats
lol
we were lyk goin in zig zag directions lar
gettin splashed and stuff
and we had ta do capsize drill
felt so icky after tt

after kayakin
had dinner
i so damn it appriciate home cooked food
haha
the guys pitched tents
while the girls cooked

dinner was bleaghx`
rice was funky
lol
i tried ta cook my fav baked apple
turned out funky too

after dinner
was rainin havily
cheelim & benny were nyce
they helped ta wash the mass tins under the rain

the whole day
cheelim showed leadership qualities
never underestimate ppl
hahahahaha

day 2 26/7

HAPPY B'DAY BENNY!!

last night was a killer
rain, shouting, guys snoring
hahaha
we slept in tents
me & sarah
in between the guys' tents
you can roughly guess how things went
haha
luckily we din have a mini swimming pool in our tents
lyk the guys
haha

woke up every 2/3 hrs
morning was rainin too
after tt we set off fer out mini hike
frm camp site 2 ta camp site 1
dame
carried lyk 999999999999999999999999999999999kg of crap in the bag
so damn bloody heavy
and we had ta walk lyk gazillion miles
reached camp 1 lyk FINALLY

den it was d high element thingy
had ta climb the inverse tower
did it wif hui jun
we din exactly climb ta d top
lol
had lots of fun watchin the other guys climb too
and we hug benny in the air
and sang a b'day song fer him
hahahahahaha

CATERED FOOD
lunch
dinner
supper
hahaha

den had land expidition briefing
freak
another gazillion miles

day 3 27/7

suppose ta wake up at lyk 630am
but ended up sleepin till 7am
haha
slept lyk a log last night

land expidition was damn tiring
but i learned alot
tt my class is united as one
we had ta travel many miles tru 4 checkpoints
wif wei ling and audric was our navigator
bag was so bloody heavy
i was bout ta giv up
if nt fer the encouragement frm
cheelim
benny
ah bee
wee kuang
and jia ming
[ cant believe it right? lol ]
i would have really collasped

i love my class!

reached tt site just b4 evening
pitched our tents
floor was rock hard
there was suppose ta b a meteor shower tt night
i only saw lyk 2 lar
fell asleep while waitin fer d main one
was really tired
and yes
i din get ta shower tt night
had ta take a powder bath

had grest fun hiking
although im nt exactl very fit
i learned alot
that with determintaion and will power
we can accomplish anything
and yes!
instead of gettin bitten by mosquitoes & sand files
we gt bitten by ants!
ANTS!

bleaghx`

day 4 28/7

i love todae
although we had ta wake up at lyk 515am
sae expiditon day!
we all changed partners cuz of d tiring 6hr journey
i ended up wif benny
had loads of fun
and yes
i finaaly manged ta tan myself
din know i could work so well wif benny

at first i was really dyin
den benny was lyk
" you always lyk ta b last as? "
hahaha
so we caught up
and mantained in d front
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

stupid benny kept wantin ta capsize lar
he's gt ta b nuts!
wen ever we stopped
he was desperatly removing water frm d kayak wif his hands
haha

stupid ppl
kayak halfway
keep bangin into ppl ta get momentum
den they leave you behind

XIA JIAN!

wahahahahaha

went back ta orginal camp site
did sth called a commitment jump
we had ta read our commintment b4 jumpin off d jetty
was really scared ta jump in

dinnner was "grand"
cuz its our last night
yes
OUR LAST NIGHT

day 5 29/7

heard loads of interstin converstiond tru d night
ard us were diff grps
they were all talkin bout d guys in my grp
they were lyk
" ehhh
gt one guy so cute! "

" ehhh
did you notice d guys wearin d life jacket wif ST
all so cute wan! "

blah blah blah

hahahaha

last day!
did sum small activity
fittin puzzle pieces
after tt was de briefing

gt our phone back!

after reachin main land
we went ta hougang mall macs
fer lunch
and talked bout all d interestin stuff we heard d night b4
hahaha

cab hm
shower
den grace came over
talked while
den called eric
HAPPY B'DAY!
hahaha
sorry no peeenk ribbon ta tie me up
haha

i had alot of fun d whole week
every1 just kept teasing me & jia ming
lol
learnt alot more bout ppl
learnt alot more bout myself too

its just a fufilling experience

and im tan now!
haha

if i could do it again
i wouldnt mind
esp if its wif my class!

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

24 july

2005-07-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

so so sorry ppl fer nt bloggin

i just din feel lyk it

wahahahaha

happy belated burfday sam!
[21 july]

goin OBS tml
so i will b missin fer 5 days
lol

some part of me is lookin forward ta it
some part of me is dreading it

so many thoughts runnin tru me now
but im glad
over d weeked
i have nt thought of any1 in particular
hahaha

mayb im really becoming bisexual
starting to love my girl frens more and more
x)

19 july

2005-07-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

gosh
i realize d importance of coms in sch
hahahaha
im havin a free period now
chem teacher off ta sum course
so im blogging!
wahahahaha

weather's pretty cooling
mayb tt's y my mood is better
except fer tt stupid jia ming who pisses me off
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

and thw whole class just wun stop
lyk seriously wat the heck!?

gt tennis ltr
bloody dun feel lyk goin
feel lyk goin town ta rot
wahahaha
but if i go soen i will see grace & joshua
and i will b light bulb AGAIN
lol

dunno y
joshua & eric seem ta have dis similarity
lol
even grace thinks so

oh wells
john
eric
jia ming
i all dunch wan
hahaha

lyk the way my lyf is now
nth ta worry about
except my damn it sch work
hahaha

had tution last night
came hm
it was lyk world war 3 erupted
slamming doors
shouting non stop
tears
wtf

i dunch believe this is my home
yes MY home

mayb yest they werent in a good mood
mayb its pms- day
haha

im thinking on d bright side`

19 july

2005-07-19T08:59:00.000+08:00

before i type anythin

happy birthday ta cheelim & kelvin

it was their b'day yes
too lazy ta blog last night
lol

sch was d same as usual
except had my A level cheena listening compre
was pretty easy i must say
i gt 1 wrong
hahaha

after tt
went down town wif geetha
bought cheelim's prezzie
den geetha went ta meet d rest
while i went down ta holland v
met john there
where he gave me my 1mth last b'day prezzie
lol
den went coffee club ta meet grace & joshua
hahaha

and gosh
i love d prezzie john gave me
a nyce damn it lava lamp
which is peeennnkkkk!
i always wanted a damn lava lamp
hahaha

came hm
did a lil work
and yes
satarted on my harry potter
its supposdly nt as nyce as order of pheniox
but i think its alright

recently
alot has been taken of my mind
x)

i put my trust in god
and i know tt god gives us obstacles in lyf
but they r never too great fer us ta overcome
as we have his grace wif us

read it frm purpose driven lyf
lol

it kinda means alot ta me
haha

17 july-your love is amazing

2005-07-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging
Your love is a mountain, firm beneath my feet
Your love is a mystery, how You gently lift me
When I am surrounded, Your love carries me

CHORUS:Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing

VERSE 2:Your love is surprising, I can feel it rising
All the joy that's growing deep inside of me
Every time I see You, all Your goodness shines through
And I can feel this God song, rising up in me

17 july

2005-07-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

i feel great
done wif EOM
lyk finally!

hahaha

and its cuz its a sunday!
the house of god!

after tt went down town
bought sum stuff
den came hm
was wearing heels
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr`

feet were aching when i gt hm

15 july

2005-07-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

went out fer dinner last night
wif sum of daddy's frens

gosh

one of his fren's son is superrrrrrrr cute
and he has a nyce accent
hahaha

hot hot hot!

still cant forget him
lol

had sch todae
was late
cuz i was too lazy ta drag my butt out of bed

sch was alright
except fer d constant teasing
me & jiaming
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

he kept irritating me too todae

durin chem tutorial
he stood behind me
damn close lar
den he blew into my ear
wahhhhhhhhhh
and yes
we fought in class again

hahaha

stupid classmates of mine

talked ta john just now
gosh
i dunno lar
dun wanna lead him on

screw it

i lyk my lyf d way it is now

whoever who wants to screw it up
shall be shot dead
x)

13 july

2005-07-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

12 july

2005-07-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

tuesday

havin a headache now
so cant think right
haha

pon stupid talks todae
went out fer lunch wif eric
he came and pick me up
den went ghim moh fer lunch
den picked grace up

did my cockroach experiment todae
haha
so funny
will upload pics soon

yest eric picked me up frm sch too
kekeke
i know u r reading this
thanks!
x)

feels lyk a gt a whole lot of me
thanks dan
i know u r readin this too
and yupp
i wil take ur challenge up
hahaha

sch again tml

my lyf just repeats itself every darn day
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

11 july

2005-07-11T10:01:00.000+08:00

saturday

went out wif mr bros on sat

okok

i smoked again
wahahaha

den i left early
cuz had ta work tt night

went ta work as sum promoting non smokin shit
kinda contradicting
lol

so went ta cine & take
cine was more fun
met alot of wired ppl
haha

met one guy who wanted ta pay me
haha
den gt one guy ask fer my no.
quite cute lar
haha
and he was thai

den my stupid boss scolded me fer bein too close ta guys
wtf

sunday

went to church
after tt went ta town
had lunch in paragon
did a lil shopping
bought my adidas jacket!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

sat night
i let my feelings run wild
i made sum decisions which i shouldnt have

screw it lar

my lyf is fuckin messed up

i really want ta b wif u
but i afriad of commitment
i din mean ta hurt you
its all my fault
nt yours

fuck lar
dun feel lyk typing anymore

.com

2005-07-11T10:00:00.000+08:00

9 july

2005-07-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

goin out ltr

wif john.ying cheng.zhang qia

wahahahaha

crap lar sch
term test results
E F F
wtf

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

there's just so many things i wanna talk bout
bout i just cants seem ta type it all out

fuck it

7 july

2005-07-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
pw is stressin me up
gonna have white hair soon

wahahaha

todae was damn tired
slept on d mrt ta sch
den was tryin ta keep myself awake durin lectures

came back
collasped on d bed
lol

fri tml
finally its d end of d week

6 july

2005-07-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

i cant take it any longer

my term test is screwed
chem-E
phy-F

wtf

im seriously considerin poly
i cant take it anymore

but we shall see how

i wanna put in effort
esp in phy

i dunch care
i damn it need motivation

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

4 july

2005-07-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

its youth day hol been rotting at hm till i went out ta do PW im desperate for cockroaches someone please plase give me some roaches wahahahahaha crap that sounds damn wrong went ta meet my pw mates at toapayoh thanks ta stupid alias on axn i was late argh luckily i wasnt the latest though haha met josh first went ard lookin for cockroaches couldnt find any met wee kuang den we went ta popular nth there we happen ta meet sharleen! den i was on the phone dis guy approaches me ta buy d charity tix he look kinda cute lar but i said no he was damn persistant so fine i bought 1 den he was lyk buy 1 more leh last one so fine i bought 2! and i used a freakin $50 note grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i was askin wee kuang and josh 10 bucks enuff ta get his no. not? hahaha den i gt a pen & paper frm sharleen
wrote my name & no. on it
haha
den i asked val ta pass it ta him
she was bout ta pass
den dunno y
he walked towards us
wahahahahaha
den val was lyk
she gt sth ta pass to u
hahahaha

i asked him if he was sch-ling and stuff
den i was lyk
if holiday i wan work
can i find u
here is my no.
hahahaha
den i walked off ler

gosh
never done such a thing ever
so embarrassing

we went ard lookin fer cockroaches
ewwwwwww

den we gave up

went down town ta meet grace
lol
she met zhihao while playin pool

went down
played 1 rd wif yue heng [ grace's fren ]
den i left ler
damn tired

back ta sch tml
i dunch wanna go!
so wanna stick my ass at hm
and its my a level cheena oral summore

cheena!
argh

3 july

2005-07-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

gt this off nurul's blog
who gt it off her fren, ks
to ks-->thanks. great post
x)

200 Things One Should Experience Before He Dies

1. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
2. Swam with wild dolphins
3. Climbed a mountain
4. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
5. Been inside the Great Pyramid
6. Held a tarantula
7. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
8. ~~Said 'i love you' and meant it~~ of course! my 1st love
9. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped
12. ~~Visited Paris~~ been there twice x)
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise [ i'll love ta do tt ]
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars [ awwwwwwww so romantic ]
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower [ watched it on lui xing hua yuan. lol ]
24. Gotten drunk on champagne [ i dunch get drunk ]
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. ~~Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment~~ millions of time
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. ~~Taken a sick day when you're not ill~~ definately guilty of this
31. Asked out a stranger
32. ~~Had a snowball fight~~ when i was in US, lake taho
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier [ would love to try ]
34. ~~Screamed as loudly as you possibly can~~ did it this NYE
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. ~~Taken an ice cold bath~~
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. ~~Seen a total eclipse~~ saw 1 when i was lil. still remember it
41. ~~Ridden a roller coaster~~ definately. scares the hell out of me
42. ~~Hit a home run~~ in pri sch. nt a proper baseball game though haha
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. ~~Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking~~ im soooo guilty of this
45. ~~Adopted an accent for an entire day~~ a bimbotic accent
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors [ never been to cheena ]
47. ~~Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment~~ when i was with the love of my lyf
48. ~~Had two hard drives for your computer~~ the com still screwed up anyway
49. Visited all 50 states of America [ just a few, nt all ]
50. Loved your job for all accounts [ i dunch have a job! ]
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied [ im never satisfied. whahahaha ]
53. ~~Had amazing friends~~ and i still have them! :)
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe [ been there but nt backpacked ]
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach [awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ]
62. Sky diving [ nt in this lyf time ]
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. ~~Visited Japan~~ i just did!
67. Bench-pressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. ~~Sung karaoke~~ definately! and i sound horrid
72. ~~Lounged around in bed all day~~ another sin im guilty off
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving [ went snorklling. considered? ]
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. ~~Kissed in the rain~~ you bet i have!
77. ~~Played in the mud~~ it was during some camp
78. ~~Played in the rain~~ and i loved it
79. Gone to a drive-in theater [ s'pore aint have it ]
80. ~~Done something you should regret, but don't regret it~~ dunch remind me
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. ~~Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog~~ hell ya
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business [ would love ta try ]
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken [ i wish ]
86. ~~Toured ancient sites~~ city of bath in UK. had some history wif rome
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Sword-fought for the honor of a woman
89. Played a role play game for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married [ im only 17! ]
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. ~~Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy~~ yes i did.
95. Gotten divorced [ im nt even married! ]
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. ~~Made cookies from scratch~~ i loveee baking
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice [ sat in one but nt in venice. considered? ]
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything [ i dunch get drunk! ]
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. ~~Performed on stage~~ soooo embarassing
110. ~~Been to Las Vegas~~ twice! love it loads
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. ~~Gone to Thailand~~ went ta puket
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off [ would love to have a brizillian wax done =p ]
120. Been on a cruise ship [sadly no ]
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. ~~Found out something significant that your ancestors did~~ my grand daddy had some connections wif LKY
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over to be with the one you love
134. ...more than once? - More than thrice?
135. ~~Walked the Golden Gate Bridge~~ would love to go SF again
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didnt stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. ~~Petted a stingray~~ a baby one
145. ~~Broken someone's heart~~ sad to say. yes
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a TV game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being [ i want to! ]
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. ~~Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol~~ fired a rifle! cool huh
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. ~~Ridden a horse~~ went horse riding in UK
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet [ i always wanted to ]
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. ~~Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing~~ more than once
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. ~~Eaten sushi~~ im sick of it
171. ~~Had your picture in the newspaper~~ shall nt go into details
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime [ had 1 so far ]
173. Changed someone'smind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten blacklisted because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Had sex with someone half your age or twice your age.
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196. ~~Dyed your hair~~ did it last dec
197. ~~Been a DJ~~ power 98 sch take over
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199. Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested