Monday, May 31, 2004
chinese o level!!!
im still waiting for my one and only
;6:35 PM
Friday, May 28, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
gt back report book...
gt 10th in klass....
= ( y nt 1st...
hahaha
stayed back wif constance...
her daddy had 2 cum...
i realize now-a-days..
spendin most of moi time wif d sec 1s..
haha...
i feel lyk 13 again...
monday....
chi o level...
Ah.....
CHINESE!!!!!!
*dead*
X_X
bell went out wif her frens...
mi wanna go out 2...
2 bad got 2 study chinese...
= (
bein in sec 4 S U C K S!!!
so much stress....
yesterday 27...
gave him a small sth...
27 iz oso wen mi & john go stead..
but i din giv anythin 2 john...
john--> soriez...
mi until now...
still cannot decided...
but rite now...
studies iz 1st...
other things leave it 4 d time bein...
;1:21 PM
Friday, May 21, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
kept falling asleep in klass...
haha...
finally its a friday.....= )
tml gt guides....
den gt mock test summore....
Argh
muz wake uo so early...
nth much larz....
except gt SOME ppl ignore mi...
haha..
bu zhi dao larz...
wen i ignore him he angry wif mi...
den wen he ignore mi...
does it mean i muz get angry??
hahahaha
no larz...
i nt so EVIL!!!!!
*yeah rite*
but realli larz....
i juz seem so insignificant in his lyf...
= (
iz lyk he doesn't care bout mi...
i tink he no need answer mi liaoz...
i noe d answer ler...
why....................why.............
wei she me wo de ming zhe me ku.......
it okiez...
im contented....
i dun realli care if ppl hate mi or nt...
y should b bothered by them...
i should nt these ppl affect my lyf....
= )
;6:41 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
gt most of my results back ler...
so crappy...
hiazz....
goin 2 get scolded again...
AGAIN!!!!!!
hahahaha
so borin at hm.....
juz mi myself and i....
wan slp....
but dun wan larz....
lolz
s i a n z
. . . . . .
;4:01 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
= (
sucks man....
pass all but pass oso lyk fuck....
= (
2day had microbiogly workshop.....
yesterday 2....
d 2pid person dunno how 2 teach one...
lolz....
everiday finish at 5 summore....
lucky 2day last day....
hahahahaha
john gave mi sth yesterday...
it was a pair earings and a matchin necklace...
realli looks cute...
haha...
realli lyk it...
but i lk my lyf lyk tt now...
i happy wif it...
i can hang out wif whoeva i wan...
i can study...
i can do wateva i wan...
it juz feels so.....
good
so i told johm nt 2 send mi hm anymore...
cuz i realli feel uncomfortable....
its juz impossible 4 us...
4 us 2 exist...
jun zhi came down skool 2day...
haha...
gave mi a shock...
he talked 2 john 2...
told john 2 stay out of trouble...
i realli hope john will stay out of trouble...
there iz onli so much i can do...
d rest iz up 2 him...
sutrisno 2...
i realli hope u study....
dun give up yet...
i have nt given up on u...
so...
jia you!
again...
its up 2 u...
i can onli tell u...
support u....
but its all up 2 u...
u taught mi all these last time...
now i tellin u...
dun giv up so fast...
tt iz nt d sutrisno i noe...
i noe ppl do change...
but...
i hope u dun change completly...
i will always b here....
suppotin u..
in no matter wat u do...
;7:15 PM
Monday, May 17, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
my results suck.....
pass larz...but still lyk fuck....
2day john daddy came 2 skool....
lolz....
kinda lectured him 2day...
haha..
sumtimes i tink....
i tell ppl muz be lyk dis muz be lyk tt...
yet mi myself nt lyk tt...
hiazz...
lyk sum1 would say...
"double standards"
haha...
god realli has a way in turnin d tables around....
now sutrisno iz realli close 2 d ppl i used 2 hang out wif...
haha...
how ironic...
and i thought wen my relationship fails...
frens would b there....
how lame
iz juz my wishful thinkin...
frens r suppose 2 b there always...
yeah rite...
hahaha....
abit madded 2day...
talkin 2 much shit ler....
aiya...
i dun blame sam|drea|tri or whoeva larz
its moi fate...
haha
fated 2 b lonly in dis fuckin screwed world
wen d whole wide wide has sum1 next 2 them...
i will hav none
i will die a terrible death....
haha
*madded*
;7:00 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
new blog!!!!!!
haha....
no lurfe here...
yupz!!!!
exams over ler...
went out yesterday...
orchard...
where else...lolz....
din realli shop much yesterday..
juz walk and walk and walk...
oh ya...
played pool yesterday...
haha...
played wif john|shi mo|shi mo ger fren|and another guy...[forgot his name]
haha...
ok larz...
pool....
*quite fun actually*
haha...
realli had a great time yesterday....
juz realli tired...
back 2 skool on monday..
back 2 studyin...
study study study.....
hiazzzzz
;12:19 PM