Saturday, July 31, 2004
lalalalala
im still waiting for my one and only
;6:38 PM
Friday, July 30, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
hahaha
shouted at everi1...
told zhang qia 2 fuck off summore..
hahahaha
im bein mean again 2day...
had chem prac test dis mornin
wasnt late 4 skool!!!
cuz woke up at 620
lolz
den had a maths lesson
as usual
RELATIVE VELOCITY
din understand a single shit
rest of d lessons were pretty borin
had reharsal again today
had 2 rounds onli!!!
yuupz
= )
den ltr went mac wif tingggg
asshole iz juz ignorin mi
argh
i talk 2 him but he doesn't even look at mi
ahhhhhhh
forget it
everi1 has been askin 2 go get a boy fren
lolz
lyk so easy lyk tt
hahaha
dunno larz
if mr rite realli appears
den see how lorz
john-->im nt lookin 4 a guy who is rich
cute
or has status
im lookin 4 1 which truly luvs mi 4 who i m
yuupz
= )
loving sum1 is nt bout findin d perfect person
but lovin an imperfect person perfectly
;6:18 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
late 4 skool AGAIN
hahaha
d next time late gotta mop floor ler
haha
TO ALL D PPL PUT THERE
GET D FUCK OUT MY LYF
I NOE WAT IM DOIN
aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sorri if i offended any1..
i mean
y muz everythin i do hav a freakin deadline
its my own lyf
if i wanna screw it up den let mi
i juz can't stand it anymore.....
its lyk everi1 wans 2 help mi
but they nva realli ask mi wat i realli wan in d first place
doesn't tt make those ppl live their lives on mi?!
I HATE IT
stayed back 4 australian maths competiton 2day
exausted all my brain juices on it
haha
all lame questions meant 4 smart ass ppl 2 answer
well
im nt one of them
= )
msg eric 2day
he said he was quit shocked 2 see my sms
haha
he seems lyk a realli nice guy lar
dunno larz
so much shit happenin
dun think i wanna add summore into my lyf
btw
zhang qia & ying chang
thanks...
2 all those out there
thank kew..
sorri if wat i wrote offended u guys
[ those who seriously wanna help mi ]
thanks...
;6:03 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
nth much larz
din realli talk
yesterday gt a beeeeeeeeeeeeeg scoldin frm ying cheng & zhang qia
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
piss mi off
hahahahaha
2day
was wif ying cheng & zhang qia @ mac
dis time nt onli scold...
talk 2 mi bout john
first time
FIRST time
they out-talked mi...
hahaha
i hav 2 weeks 2 sort things out wif john
and 1 mth 4 d other thing
[ dun wanna type it out
kinda embarrassing ]
they tell mi 2 straighten things out wif john
cuz rite now both of us r sufferfin
yeah
i guess they r rite
i hav 2 sort stuff out
john...
realli nice guy
i dun wanna hurt him...
YING CHENG & ZHANG QIA
dis is all ur fault
if u din talk 2 mi bout all this
i would nt b thinkin all this now
if it wasnt 4 joleen
they would nt even know bout tt thing!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
everithin is in a mess now
actually
my lyf has always been a mess
= )
sumhow im feelin veri proud of tt
hahaha
angel..
thanks...
its realli been a long time since sum1 realli understood mi..
thanks..
u r realli nyce...
= )
back 2 skool...
prom...
ermz..
realli wanna hav a prom
but its lyk god is playin a trick on us
one moment there is a prom
the next moment there isn't
argh
I WAN A PROM
i dunno y..
4 1 sec i was so enthu bout a prom
haha
anyway im nt plannin..
mayb juz helpin out here & there..
but i wan it 2 b successful
yuppz
oh ya..
2day
mi did sth realli evil
kekeke
i threw a fart bomb thingy down stairs rite in front of mr kwow office
hahahaha
but so sad
nva break den no smelll
hahaha
evil mi!!!!!!!!!!!
evil mi
mean mi
pathetic mi
lame mi
hahahahaha
crappin
juz ignore
;6:27 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
din realli talk 2 asshole day....
opps
should nt be so mean..
hahaha
nth much larz.....
skool..
as usual borin...
din understand a single shit bout relative velocity [ a math ]
hahaha
was juz day dreamin in klass
den durin chem
mr chua brought up sum stuff bout JC addmission
fuck it
there is no way i can get in
wif such fuckin results
hahahahahahaha
stayed back a while 2day
cuz of d debate thingy...
den had 2 go hm
cuz ltr hav tution
argh
hate skool mangment
we had klass photos taken sum time ago
our candid shot was so NICE!!
we tucked out our shirts
mr er 2...
keke
den we all had this realli kewl hand signal
den skool dun allow
we can't even get copies of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its onli a candid shot!!!!!!!!
*pissifyin*
u noe..
i hav nt been thinkin of him so much recently
i guess that is a good sign
yuppiex
;4:33 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
mi sick!!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
last nite went out 4 dinner till 130
WoooooooHoooooooo
hahaha
cuz after dinner went shangri-la hotel 4 drink...
met all d rich & famous
hahaha
den tried whiskey-soda last nite...
kekeke
= p
tasted lyk apple soda...
hahaha
*madded*
there was dis ger....
dunno whos ger fren larz..
she had d whole Dior set..
OMG
i was lyk lookin at her watch d whole nite..
its d wan i want!!!!!!!
went church dis mornin....
din go last week....
after church went chinatown 4 lunch....
so FULL
mummy had 2 cum hm early cuz she pickin up d new maid
yippiex
hav a new maid
but she indo
can't speak much eng
hahaha
anyway mummy says its only temp.
= )
den juz now went out eat durian..
Oooooooooo
nice nice
hav nt eaten it 4 sum time ler....
X men startin ler...
wanna go watch..
hahaha
tml goin back skool
hahaha
how 2 face him sia...
past 2 days
din call or msg him
A RECORD
= )
anyway..
lyk sum1 once said...
tml will always b a betta day
= )
smile nette!!!!!!!!!!
;7:24 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
all those ppl out there...
beeeeeeeeeeeg thank u...
i din realize tt so many ppl care 4 mi...
haha..
= )-->i wanna noe who u r...
angel 2...
tell mi guys..
everi1 is tellin mi its nt worth it..
mayb it isn't...
i muz b happy...
i muz be...
sutrisno if u r readin dis...
everi1 thinks u r an asshole..
[ ok..mayb nt ]
im juz bein mean
but......
if u wanna continue flirtin
den go ahead..
but if u get into any trouble
i will so cum after ur butt
= )
2day..
made cookies wif sum of mi guides....
haha..
first batch turned out all black
haha
second batch was abit better
but still can b improved..
so tired...
msg-ing yuh shang d whole day..
actually he has been wif mi all dis while
cheerin mi up..
if it wasn't 4 him..
i would hav probably given up on lyk long ago..
dun get jealous guys...
u helped mi alot 2...
athiyahsamdreajohntingjoelmr chuamr eralot more
*sufferin frm short term memory lost*
if i din mention ur name...
sooooooooo sorriez...= )
2 mi guys r juz assholes...
haha
mayb i might become a les soon..
hahaha
but i guess
no matter wat..
studies r most important..
yuppiex
haha
say onli
but i dun seem 2 b puttin tt into action
haha...
oh ya..
talked 2 asshole last nite
he shouted at mi
HE SHOUTED AT MI
argh
so pisseddddddddddd
forget it...
talkin bout asshole juz makes mi blood boil onli
hahahahahaha
im so mean
goin out 4 dinner ltr...
din eat lunch so im gonna fill it up ltr
yuppiex
I MUZ B HAPPY
I MUZ B HAPPYI MUZ B HAPPY
I MUZ B HAPPY
I MUZ B HAPPY
I MUZ B HAPPY
I MUZ B HAPPY
I MUZ B HAPPY
;4:56 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
so damn tirin...
went tru d whole bloody process lyk 3 times
came hm..
slept straight away..
2day after reharsal
saw him...
den saw lea...
instincts told mi 2 follow them...
*evil* me
den i kinda lost them...
so i juz sat down..
din noe y..
tears juz started cumin down...
den they came out of no where
lea walked first
he walked towards mi
i asked him 2 sit down..
he din wan 2...
he left mi 4 lea...
wen he was walkin away..i shouted
dun care bout mi i noe wat im doin..
den he punched d pillar..
i cried
ltr saw him & lea takin d same bus
definately nt goin hm cuz it was a diff bus
called him wen i reached hm
until now he has nt returned my call or sms
john says its nt worth it 2 cry 4 him..
alvin says try 1 more time..if it doesnt work den giv up
i dunno wat 2 do...
i dunno..
fuck it
lyk sucks
im afraid i might b goin back 2 my old ways
onli on monday will i noe
if i do
im sorry
fuck it
;8:53 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sweet sixteen!!!
yesterday
din talk 2 him d whole day...
tellin myself i muz b happy
hes nt worth it
hes juz a farking asshole
but........
wat if he is lyin so i can giv up on him??
i dunno
my mind is about 2 burst
went 2 hospital 2day..
tingggggg in hospital..
suspected appendicities [ hope i spelt it rite ]
bought a sunflower 4 tinggggggg
den ltr went shoppin wif conssiejillzi tingwei lingatiqah
OMG
spent so much money...
hehehehe
2day had 3 periods maths again
argh
tml gt national day reharsal....
hahaha
betta march properly...
hahaha
ltr gonna hav tution..,
but mi wanna SLEEP
how????
;6:39 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
nva go skool 2day!!!!
hahaha
was juz damn sianz...
nt yet finish hm work...
was drinkin last nite so dis mornin could nt wake up oso...
hahaha
FUCK IT
he has a ger fren...
i mean wat d hell...
we broke up iz cuz he dun wanna a long distance relationship
but den now he has a ger fren...
HOW FREAKIN IRONIC
d pain iz juz 2 much 2 handle....
i wanted 2 get out of dis world...
i still luv him alot
im nt goin 2 deny tt....
he juz means so much 2 mi..
and 2 hear tt he has a ger fren now..
i juz can't take tt...
i juz can't...
MY LYF FUCKIN SUCKS
1 MOMENT I HAV EVERYTHIN
NEXT I HAV NOTHIN
NOW IM TOTALLY OVER A GUY WHO DOESNT LUV MI
WAT THE FUCK
no matter how hard...
i guess i hav 2 accept it...
tt is his choice....
lyk my choice is 2 keep lovin him...
all i can do now iz wish him & his ger fren all d best
suddenly linette has become very wei da
i dunno y...
love is selfish
FUCK IT
;1:51 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
so damn freakin tired 2day..
went 2 skool at 0730!!!
4 bio mock exam.
exausted all mi brain juices 4 tt..
den went 4 guides
march march march
argh
march 1 hand...
den combine wif scoutsst johnnpcc
y muz i be in GOH
mi wanna quit
wanna quit i dun care!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
came back..
ate lunch..
knocked out completly
goin out 4 dinner ltr
cuz no maid
call mi spoilt
i hate my lyf now
no maid
it SUCKS big time!!!!
had chem test yesterday..
we used 2 remote control thingy..
LAME
passed him sth 2day..
haha
he sooooooooooooooooooo smart
put it back in my bag
hahaha
sooooooooooooooooooooooooo smart
i dun care
will pass it 2 u on monday
muz take it
mi dun care
= )
shi yan cumin down on monday
mi havin goeg remedial
so dun think can help out wif debatin
dunno y
past few days
juz dun feel lyk studyin
is lyk a lack sth
i juz dunno
i can't seem 2 find it
mi Os r cumin..
i betta find out wat im lackin
or i wil flunk my Os
argh
y is lyf lyk tt
tellin mi-self 2 look at things frm diff angles
muz b a happier person
i guess i still hav nt done it
u noe wat??!!
i was thinkin........
i was actually thinkin if there was any hope between us
QUIT DREAMIN LINETTE LIN!!!
its over...
all over...
din noe y i was thinkin bout tt....
it juz came 2 my mind...
mayb cuz was watchin zjzd yesterday....
stupid tian xie...
lyk xiao ying but dun wanna admit it..
is he lyk too...
still lyks mi
but juz dun wanna admit...
here i go again...
some1 slap mi in d face
tell mi 2 wake up
sumtimes
how i wish
d past 5 mths i was livin in a nightmare
and have nt awoken yet
after a awake
everythin will b lyk wat it used 2 b....
dis yr mayb havin prom
a part of mi wanna goes so badly
i part of mi wanna shun dis whole event....
i dunno
im at a loss
i've fallen
some1 pick mi up
;7:23 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
had bio..
was fallin asleep..
hahaha
damn pissed 2day.
some1 pissed mi off.
argh!!!
to ******!!!
watch out!!!
i will cum after u!!!
DUN THINK TT U R VERI GREAT!!I WILL SHOW YOU WHO IS GREATER!!!
NEXT TIME MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!
F*** OFF!!
okok...
feelin better ler...
lets nt dis f**ker affect mi mood = )
yesterday stayed back 4 GOH meetin..
dunno wat shit larz...
den everibody bully mi...
hahaha
keep remindin mi bouit last yr...
wen i march wrongly..
haha
2 all those who think i will screw up dis yr...
I WUN!!
WATCH MI
= )
tml fri ler...
so fast...
OMG
gt chem test tml!!
but lucky all multiple choice onli..
keke
4 once mr chua is nice! ^_^
mi wanna go ZzZ ler...
so damn tired....
sweet dreams 2 mii..
*ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ*
;4:35 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
it can't b happenin!!!!!!!!
im in GOH!!!!!!!!!!!!
2day had a maths test...
Oooooo
results should b interestin....
haha
yuh shang sat next 2 mi
argh
din copy frm him..
hahaha
had debates yesterday...
OMG
honestly..
it was damn crappy
d sec3s were juz BLAH
okok..
should nt b evil
= )
nth much happended larz
tml gt do goeg presentation
den gt chem booster
den gt settle GOH shit
argh'
wat a lyf
;7:34 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hahahaha....
tml debatin against sec3 so need get sum info...
i look so ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hahaha
had eng mock exam yesterday...
as usual...
wrote rubbish den fell asleep
had guides...
did marchin whole day...
cuz preparin 4 national day...
Oooooooooooooooooooo
mi nt in GOH!!!!!!!!!
yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
= )
den went out dinner yest wif nick|andrew
dis mornin went down orchard
cuz bella wanna buy clothes 4 d weddin..
she bought a skirt frm DKNY...
den went ZARA..
saw a skirt..
OMG...
it looked so cute....
but din hav much time..
had 2 go church....
den mummy send mi hm first so i can study
den go down orchard again...
mi wanna go..
mi wanna buy lots and lots of stuff
kekeke
saw d DIOR watch 2day..
d wan which i wanted 4 a long time...
as usual mummy say...
buy u i watch u oso dun wear.
wat 4 buy u tt wan..
argh
i din noe DIOR had chio chio earings...
keke..
there was dis star wan..
look so kawii..
my darlings in town..
hu mi darling??
of cuz 56 larz
hahaha
bella and d rest of 7856 went chase dem..
den mi at hm...
= (
so long nva see darlin ler...
oh ya!!!
yesterday after guides...
met mr chua...
hahaha
talk loads of crap..
but actually quite meaningful larz..
hahaha...
anyway..
i oso dunno wan think all these now..
mi juz wanna enjoy lyf now...
yuppz
ltr skool band & choir havin public concert..
wanna go down..
see constance..
dunno larz..
see how first..
cuz mummy daddy 2nite gt weddin dinner...
tues gt a maths test..
hehehehe
nt yet study...
hahaha
okok....
betta go study ler...
;4:55 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
stupid dan...
make mi go skool...
den he sit at hm play gun bound
while im out sufferin wif mr chua..
came back bout 545...
had chem BOOSTER class....
had fun..
den gt chocolate 2 eat summore...
haha...
except sittin next 2 kenny was nt fun...
argh
how can his mind b so corrupted...
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
gt 2 settle guides stuff...
y can't we put sec 1s in???
argh
now i hav 2 clone ppl
how lame
tml gt eng mock exam....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gt 2 kick myself out of bed so freakin early...
let mi repeat
SO FREAKIN EARLY
den gt guides..
comfirm stay till quite late...
hiazzzzz
lyf is lyk tt
we juz hav 2 accept it
quoted frm dan..
haha'
wanna go catch sum slp...
ZzZzZzZzZ......................................
;6:15 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
its been almost a week.
time juz passsssssssssssssssst so freakin fast...
hahaha
last sat was cheen listenin...
okiez larz..
could understand 90% of d shit..
haha
sunday:
din go church..
y arhz? forgot ler
den went 4 lunch...
den go hm ler...
monday:
OH NO...........................
i can't remember a single shit!!!!!!!!!
hahaha
met gay wei 2day..
haha..
still looks so cool...
haha..
he had nice deoderant sprayed on...
hahaha
promised 2 catch up wif u sumtime soon
juz had chem tution...
tml gt chem prac test...
so stress!!!
hav debates...
hav 2 settle my guides thing 4 national day...
hav 2 teach dem recepies
argh
*pissed*
so many freakin things 2 do yet so little freakin time
yesterday went 2 talior 2 do my brides maid dress...
4 once in my life time
i would actually look decent..
haha
hav been talkin bout prom nite 2..
was thinkin of hyatt hotel...
cost bout $70/person
i tot it was quite worth it...
but still dunno yet larz...
gt 2 check wif d rest...
realli hope its possible...
kekeke...
den mayb hope by den...
hav a boyfren...
hahaha
snap out of it net!!!
IT WUN HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!
if prince charming were 2 appear...
tt would b in my next life...
if i eva hav 1 tt is..
if im a good ger in dis life..
hahaha
m i a good ger??
nah....
i dun think so....
did so many evil stuff..
nt suprised if there r horns on mi now...
hahaha
= )
somehow i feel realli pleased wif myself
although i still hav so many things at hand
yuppie!!!!!!!!!!
always look on d positive side...
bein pissed does nt mean things can b solved
yeah
;9:47 PM
Saturday, July 03, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
nt 2 bad larz...
hai ok..
had oral on thursday..
OMG...
lao shi managed 2 spot 2 same damn question!!
but i was sleepin in klass
so it din realli help mi...
hahaha
den on fri..
stayed back wif d sec 3 debatin team...
realli fun ppl..
but teachin them is HELL
hahaha
kenny stayed back wif mi..
thank kew kenny!!
realli appriciate it...
john iz in debatin team..
haha...
den on fri giv mi f*** attitude
cuz previous nitr watch soccer..
den nt enuf slp..
hahaha..
forget it larz..
was abit pissed..
but..
hahahaha
nt onli pissed wif him...
pissed wif sum1 else 2..
ITS NT LYK I WAN FORCE YOU
I DUN HAV A CHOICE
UNLESS U TELL MI
u nva tell mi anythin...
im juz askin 4 a simple answer...
u dun giv mi...
den wat m i suppose 2 do??
u always think im d same as last time..
but im not!!!
sometimes...
u juz piss mi off so much...
i juz wanna slap u....
den last nite u still ask mi y dun slap..
if u were mi..
r u able 2 slap sum1 who means alot 2 u??
if u can den i nth 2 say ler..
but if u can't..
den juz shut up!!!
easy 2 say..
difficult 2 do...
pfttttttttttttttttttttt
ok...
feelin betta ler..
on fri...
was talkin2 ting...
she arhz...
hahaha...
exactly lyk mi...
wen i quarrel wif sutrisno last time..
i oso slit my wirst...
nt once..
but a few times..
haha...
ting...
betta nt ler...
i may nt nt noe wat u goin tru..
but..
there r frens around u who care.....
so..
cheer up ok??
= )
cons another wan..
break wif lay yung ler...
i dunno wat 2 say 2 her..
i myself still in a mess.....
all i can tell her..
take things easy..
juz be happy.....
fri...
gt kicked out of chem lab...
MR CUHA!!!!!
argh
wanted 2 do experiment so badly..
it was d blue blue crystals..
copper (II) sulphat...
den kena kick out of lab.,.
all cuz of a stupid chem file!!!!
i tink 2nite goin out fer dinner...
dunno y..
past few days..
juz can't sit down and study...
hahaha
2 hyper ler..
hahaha
as uaual..
crap
;1:25 PM