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Saturday, April 30, 2005

woke up at 9++am
din do much work
haha
d moment daddy steped out of hm
watchin OC.
hahaha



den after tt went down town
had ta buy bell's prezzie
so went shaw ta eat first
had kfc
bleaghx`
stupid mos din hav any space
after tt went down cine
wanted ta go hula & co buy earrings
din buy any
and i saw shawn
as in shawn frm yj!!
OMG

i din know yj ppl hav a lyf
and most of all i din know shawn cums down town
as he stays all d way in yishun
was lyk damn shocked lar
he was damn shocked ta see me too
talked awhile den left
brillent me was wearin dis super short skirt
haha
now he really thinks im nt a mugger
hahaha

after tt went heeran
wanted ta buy bell's prezzie
but it was d last one
so ended up goin ta plaza sing. wif bell ta buy frm there

walked rd plaza sing.
den went ta tanglin mall ta see sam.drea.jialin.hannah
its been ages since i last saw them
lol

nt stayin at hotel anymore
only mummy daddy stayin
bell wanna stay at hm and watch OC
haha

carolyn sms me
sayin cheelim was in town wif dis gurl
haha
so sad
nva get ta see them
hahaha
looks lyk every1 is in town todae
hahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;7:18 PM


Friday, April 29, 2005

came back nt ta long ago frm cell
was rather fun todae
there was only 5 of us
liza din cum
talked alot.
prayed fer one another

had maths test todae
wahhhhh
it was only 1/2 hr
so i kinda screwed it up
should hav been longer!!

jiaming as usual pissing me off
argh

sajc trashed our skool rugby
69-0
wahhhhhh
hahaha

anyway grace is prob on her way ta m'sia
no1 ta crap wif over d weekend
sobx`

tml got ta catch up on work
so i'll b satyin hm
den go out afternoon ta buy bell's prezzie
and meet sam.drea.hannah




i guess i have finally decided
x ))

im still waiting for my one and only
;10:51 PM


Thursday, April 28, 2005

pretty fucked up todae

jia ming!
wat d hell did i do tt offended you!
just fuck off

was nearly late fer skool
if i din run
would nt call it a mornin jog
would call it a mornin dash
bleaghx
stupid train
i missed it by lyk 10 freakin secs

skool was ok
was nt exactly concentrating on lectures
hahaha

oh ya
cheelim!
thanks!
it took a whole lot of my mind
x ))




talked ta jon todae
haha
he's just so adorable
met him in d canteen
den he was lyk offerin me a bite of his honeydew
haha
so coincident tt i was gonna buy tt
so he took a bite frm mine
hahaha


after skool went LJS wif sarah.geetha.yoona.abidah
crapped there till lyk 5++pm
as usual we were gossiping and bithchin bout other gurls
hahaha

we r certified bitches
hahahahaha









feelin much better now
hahaha

tml gt maths test
and im soooooo nt prepared for it
wahhhhhhhh

gonna study awhile more den slp
all OC's fault
made me waste 1 hr
den nick & andrew came over fer dinner jux now
so preactically din do anythin d whole night

hahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;7:57 PM


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

either way im screwed

yest was john
todae is eric

i must say d both of them came in my lyf d wrong time
and i din exactly teasure d both of them




i was jus complanin tt i was very lonely
and look at things now?

next time im sooo gonna wish fer d right things

im still waiting for my one and only
;10:52 PM



msg john since dis mornin
hahaha
dunno y lar

skool was damn tiring
kept falling asleep durin my lectures
econs.phy.maths
wahhhhhh

den durin break was wif abidah
as usual our topic was on guys
lol
i guess our topic will always b d same
hahaha

den after skool saw shawn
cuz i was with yuan ting
den i sat wif them in d canteen
as usual me & shawn talked bout rugby.skool.blah blah
usual crap lar

den wanted ta go librbary study
but it was gonna rain so i decided ta go hm





27!!!
1)me & sutrisno started our 2 yr long story together
2)me & john shared 2 weeks together
3)i actually sat down and talked ta shawn

hahahahaha



but me & shawn r just frens lar
might turn les soon
haha
have nt been successful wof guys recently
so mayb should try my luck on gurls
lol
abidah & geetha think tt they too should turn les
hahahaha







but whatever it is
everyone wans sum1 special in their lives
i guess i just have nt found mine
lyk they say
just sit down and love will find its way to you
x ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:56 PM


Tuesday, April 26, 2005

gonna slp soon

todae's pretty crap lar
1)nt goin holiday anymore
2)gonna giv up on shawn
3)help cheelim think of PW idea
4)john still lyks me

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

todae was nearly late fer skool again

dunno y lar
think gonna giv up on shawn
he's jux so mugger
hahaha
if he doesnt even lyk me
den he should make it a pt ta tell me
nt still b nyce ta me

crap lar
guys will always b guys

durin econs
zhang qia sms me
askin me bout john
den i was lyk
i know sth is wrong

but i din bother much

tru enuff
after much probin on john
he finally told me

he still has feelings fer me

everythin would b much simpler if i din hav any feelings fer him
but recently hav been talkin ta him more often

mind is in a whirl now

jux realize tml is 27.

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:48 PM


Monday, April 25, 2005

wasssssup wif guys cuttin hair??
most of d guys in yj cute their hair over d weekends
includin shawn
but at least he looks better
kekekeke

woke up late and stuff
so i took bus ta skool myself
todae bein monday
lessons start at 930am only
so me.sarah.carolyn.geetha.abidah
decided ta meet fer breakfast
and i thought i was goin ta b late
carolyn & sarah was lyk half an hr late
geetha & abidah din even come skool
argh

den realized i forgot ta brin my econs tys
so borrowed frm shawn
haha
wahhhhh
his tys full of notes lar

den todae PE was hell!
ran 13 rds round A block
crazy teacher!
jux cuz we were late
bleaghx
den i pon PE last mon
she was lyk y werent u here last week??
pfffffffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttt

den geetha & abidah came skool
dunno fer wat lar
stayed back wif them fer awhile den went hm

came hm
shower and slpt
lol

finished up some of my tutorials and did maths tys

crap man
i have so much ta catch up on

jux realize tml gt econs presentation
F**k!
din even do any research

tml is gonna b a freakin screwed day
i can feel it

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:28 PM


Sunday, April 24, 2005


i want it so so so badly.

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:54 PM



aishan!! get well soon!!
suppose ta go hospital see her
but dunno y last min cancel
think she gt discharged ler ba

anyway
get well shawn!!
all MI's fault lar
play rugby so rough

hahaha

went ta church todae
went fer sunday skool
record breakin man
hahaha
den was talkin ta wei jun
cuz needed ta pass him a cheque fer wei kong
den he gave bell d wrong name
so went ta look fer mummy
den gave cash instead

ian was next ta wei jun
wanted ta go up ta him and say
" hey, u know samantha?
she's my best fren. "
hahaha

anyway i din lar
bell was lyk
dunch embarrass urself
lol

after church went ta have lunch at scotts
den went isatan
dragged mummy into DIOR
hahaha
showed her d bad i lyk
i was lyk
" its only $350!! "
mummy din believe
she was lyk where gt so cheap
argh
den she asked d salesperson
true enuff it was $350
bleaghx`
mummy went on and on bout gettin good results b4 she's gonna buy me tt
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh
i so wan tt bag
i wan it so badly
and 1st time bell agress wif me
tt d bag looks nyce
x ))

after tt went hm ler
did sum maths quest
den went ta slp
tt's y im still awake now!
haha

was sms-ing shawn
bout his next rugby match
den as usual he "died"
din reply me ler
hahaha

back ta skool tml
meetin my gurl frens fer breakfast tml
confirm ppl gonna b late wan

should i go
or slp longer
hahaha

im still considerin ta go
haha






i so wan tt DIOR bag
sobx`

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:39 PM


Saturday, April 23, 2005

watched OC d whole day
hahaha
finish watchin 4 episodes

den gt a headache frm watchin too much
hahaha
jux took panadol

din go anywhere todae
kinda borin
stay at hm and do maths TYS
hahahaha

shawn never sms me todae
sobx`

lol


guess we r nt fated ta b lar


OC rawks!
ryan & seth are sooooo cute
hahaha

watchin all d couples on d show
makes me realize how much i want ta b important in sum1's lyf
awwwwwwwwwwww
unfortunaely im nt
hahaha
i can only dream bout it
lol

sutrisno is safe & sound in US
wanna wish him all d best!
smuacks`

damn tired
although i slpt fer bout an hr plus todae
gonna go slp summore
hahahahaha


guess i really cant b a mugger
wahhhhhhh

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:51 PM



had a great time at cell
talked alot bout issues
frm lookin down at ppl and saints

OoOoOo
im a saint
according ta d bible
believers r saints
hahaha

talked ta shawn dis mornin
cuz i asked him y he din have ta do pe
i had ta run lyk gazillion rds cuz d teacher kept picking on me
argh

den sat wif geetha's class fer maths lecture
so shawn was sitting 2 rows behind me
and i din fall asleep!!
cuz i din wan shawn ta think im a bad gurl
hahaha
so i managed ta stay awake
its a record!!

after skool
watched yj vs mi fer rugby
shawn was playin
and he was wearing d no. 24 jersey
lol

ouch`
saw him get tackled quite a few times

left half way cuz i had ta go hm
cua had cell grp

and we lost!
15-5
shawn was lyk mi play cheat
hahaha
and i think he gt hit quite a few times
cuz i asked him if he gt hit
den was lyk
every1 gt hit
its part of d game
ouch` ouch`

was sms-ing him halfway
den he never reply ler
guessed he fell asleep

d more i see shawn in skool
i jux dunch see d pt in givin up
but i know i hav ta respect his decision
wahhhhhhh

geetha.grace.all my other frens
was sayin a hav unique taste fer guys
hahaha

saw justin todae
he was wearing d black orientation shirt i designed fer him
lol
and he told me last time he would never wear it
cuz i used glitter fabric paint
he said it looked gay
hahaha







missing shawn`



hahahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;12:28 AM


Thursday, April 21, 2005

gt caught in d freakin rain
so jux took a shower

went down town ta meet grace ta borrow her acjc shirt
hahaha
shall b a poser tml
den met eric too
OoOo
lurfe his shirt!
haha
he looks good i must say
lol

i met dennis!!
gmss scout senior
wahhhhhhhhhhhh
its been ages since i last saw him
he's in nyp now
same as eric

grace asked me ta follow them fer dinner
din really want to
cuz im savin up $$ ta go on a major shopping spree
x ))

stupid geetha din cum skool todae
argh
was talkin ta yuna and stuff
i think she's gonna tell shawn sum stuff
lol
anyway was walkin in d canteen after chem prac
was lyk staring at my phone cuz i wanted ta call yu wei
den i heard sum1 called my name
lol
it was shawn

couldnt believe he called out my name
lol
den we started talkin and stuff
after skool saw him play rugby
x ))
cuz tml he gt match
playin against MI

was lookin tru yuan ting's fone
saw pics of shawn
i was screaming at him ta send them ta me
hahaha
he jux looks so cute

tml gt cell meetin
lookin forward ta it!

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:57 PM


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

was feelin pretty f**ked up todae
but i jux showered and had a lil slp
so i feel much better

geetha was tellin me sth bout shawn
she & yuna asked shawn bout me
den he was lyk
just frens
he doesnt wan a gurl fren
cuz he wants to study and tt he wun b able to commit fully to a relationship

dunno y lar
should feel happy tt he's nt d type which will giv up studies fer a gurl
but i feel pretty sad
hahahaha

could nt fit in my contacts dis mornin
was tear-ing lyk shit dis mornin
so went ta skool den i put it on
mostly lectures todae
but i enjoyed phy most
hahaha
ironic huh
but it has live demonstration wad
hahaha

den had mths lecture
same as shawn
= p
geetha and yuna ask him sit wif their class
but i din wan to
so i sat wif my klass instead

after skool
was crapping wif geetha.yuna.abidah.carolyn
sarah was sick so din cum todae
me & abidah was lyk
we r in d same boat
hahaha

geetha forced her ta talk ta james
den sth happened
she was bout ta cry lar
it was then geetha told me bout shawn

guess it din end well fer d both of us
haha

shall nt think bout it todae
gt hm wk ta finish up
yuupp
x ))

im still waiting for my one and only
;7:13 PM


Tuesday, April 19, 2005

feelin a little loss
hahaha

sutrisno ish leavin fer US in d next few hours

called him just now
he was lyk
wah..ur information damn fast
lol

it will prob be eons ltr tt i will see him again

dunch think he will read dis post
but if one of u dearies read dis
tell him dis
-->
you made a great difference in my lyf
and i'll nva forget you
and i still love you ta bits & pieces
as a fren lar!
x ))))))))))))))))))))

i will really miss him lar
although we hardly talk and stuff
hahaha

y ish every1 goin away
everythin seems so far frm me now
sutrisno
sam
drea
clara
shawn

i just cant seem ta hold on to them any more
sobx`

-depressed-














nvm
its nt d end of d world
i must b happy
yuupp

ps: i really love you all ta bits!
smuacks`

im still waiting for my one and only
;7:24 PM



headache now
cuz i've gt freakin contacts on
hahahaha

jux came back frm town
where i went ta see my cute optician
hahahaha
he gave me d solution free too
lol

todae in skool
saw shawn in d mornin durin my break
den in chem
practically d whole day i saw him lar
wahhhhhhhhhhh
den he still giv me tt nyce smile
and he's nt interested in me!!

was late fer skool dis mornin
hahaha
2nd time ler
1 more time gonna call parents
hahaha
hack lar
stupid skool

on d way back frm town
met shike
OMG
he lyk quit skool lar
dotx`

ltr might go out joggin wif grace
although i feel lyk goin ta sleep
still gettin used ta my contacts
x ))

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:54 PM


Monday, April 18, 2005

met mel todae
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahahaha

was damn moody in skool todae lar
dunno y
prob cuz its a monday
haha
but im perfectly fine now
x ))

geetha went ta ask shawn todae
if he was interested in me
he was lyk
erm...no
but y is she so sad todae?

wahhhhhhhhhhhhh

y r all guys lyk tt
so contridictin wan

hahahaha

finished skool at 130 todae
-unofficially-
cuz no maths
and i was goin ta pon pe
haha
so went down town ta meet mel
ate at yoshinoya
finally i can satisfy tt craving
lol
den met grace too
but she had ta leave half way ta go back ac fer X
walked rd town
went heeran.hyatt.far east
was gettin damn tired
so went hm first
mel..thanks fer walkin me ta bus stop
smuacks!

did chem jux now
stupid mass spec & redox reactions

really dunch noe wat ta do wif shawn
hahaha
guess grace u r gonna loose d bet
hahahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;10:18 PM


Sunday, April 17, 2005


wee kuang!! hate those guys! another freaking pro!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:21 PM




kelvin!! yet another pro at work!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:19 PM




benny! another pro at work!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:18 PM




cheelim again! pro at work!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:17 PM




cheelim again! bowling!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:16 PM




benny bowling!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:15 PM




cheelim playin soccer.

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:14 PM




my class! 108 always!

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:08 PM




guys will always be guys. from left. benny.wee kuang.kelvin.cheelim

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:06 PM



no time ta blog yest

so here it goes...................................

saturday

woke up
did sum work
den went down town
was suppose ta meet grace at 1245pm
but i was watchin tv so i forgot d time
lol
den she came over my place
just as we were bout ta leave
it started ta rain
argh
so grace had ta call her mummy down ta brin umbralla
could tell her mummy was pretty annoyed
haha
reached town
met haoyi!
he looks so much better now
with short and spiked hair
haha
walked ta LJS at cine
the whole pt of me goin out was ta meet cheelim ta get my work sheet
so met cheelim at LJS
cuz grace wanted ta see how cheelim looked
after tt
i left grace & haoyi
walked wif cheelim rd cine
den we settled at starbucks opp

cheelim was lyk damn quiet lar
hahaha
no fun ta crap wif wan
haha

after tt he left
i went back ta meet grace & haoyi
went heeran
den taka
at taka meet joanne jie wif michelle!
so i followed them shop ard
den went library wif grace & haoyi

after haoyi left
me & grace went dior
cuz she wanted ta see the bag i wan
it cost $350
wahhhhhhhh

i want it fer my burfday!!
hahaha

after tt walked ta bus stop
it rained again
bleaghx
gt hm
din rain
so grace came over my place ta swin
win fer 20min rain
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hahaha

went out fer dinner
cuz daddy wanted ta go carrffour ta buy wine
again d bill came up ta $1000+++
piss me off
i could buy my dior bag!!

came back
msg shawn sth
hahahaha
see how tml if anythin happens
hahahaha

todae

finally finished my PI
gt up at lyk 8am
went ta church
den went shaw fer lunch
after tt went wheelock
went ta get my contacts
hav ta go back and try them on
so d guy will call me when its done

came back
did my PI
finally finished!

phew`

back ta skool tml
gt chem make up tml morinin
which im goin

sad lyf i hav
hahahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;3:53 PM


Friday, April 15, 2005

jux gt hm
went ta yishun park fer GP todae
bloody mosquitoes
i was gettin damn paraniod
cuz cheelim & jia ming spotted some ades mosquitoes

after tt took bus wif jia ming & cheelim back ta yishun central

today kelvin came back
wahhhhhhh
still look so shuai
hahaha
took sum photos
when jia ming sends them ta me
i shall upload them

was damn pai sei lar
all guys
only me d only gurl
sarah left fer tennis at HC
so ppl were lyk staring at us when we were taking photos lar

cheelim din know where ta go
so he followed me ta take 855
x ))
hahaha
talked alot on d bus wif him
realized tt we hav alot in common
lol
anyway most prob gonna see him tml
ta get my PW notes
and help him pick out a present fer his girl- fren
yuuupp
normal girl fren lar
hahaha

ltr goin fer cell
lyk finally!!
hahaha

saw shawn todae
was suppose ta avoid him d whole day
cuz really no face ta see him
we jux said hi and smile at him only
tt's all
hahahaha
can tell he was feelin abit wierd also lar
hahahaha

forgot ta brin my fone ta skool again todae
wahhhhhhhhhh
2nd time dis week ler
blaghx`

saw justin todae too
wanted ta ask him teach me maths
and ask him bout his pw
but when i wanted ta walk towards him
he left ler
no fone so cannot sms him too
hahahaha

monday gt ta hand up my PW-PI
wahhhhh

//-stress-\\

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:14 PM


Thursday, April 14, 2005

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate jia ming!!
its all his fault

im nt goin poly anymore
cuz bio med no space
i can pick between new media or biz at RP
argh

todae really no face
every1 was lyk terrorizing shawn
frm geetha ta cheelim
wahhhhhhh
i really gt no face ta see him ler
dunch even think bout a smile or a hi

den tt stupid shawn
so dumb!
ppl terrorize him he still can smile
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im accpeting my fate of stayin in yj
lol
but i think im gonna drop ta 3 sub soon
gonna drop phy
hahaha
but see how first lar

i really gt no face ta go back yj tml ler
hahahahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:34 PM


Wednesday, April 13, 2005

freakin stress yest
when everythin is settled
i will tell you guys more
x ))

yest pon cheena
cuz hannah came back yj!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hahahaha

after skool went northpoint ta buy kelvin's prezzie
bought him lame stuff lar
-XXXX stuff-
hahaha

yest in skool while in d library
geetha.sarah.cant remember who else
went ta terrorize shawn
cuz he was on d library by himself
so we went ta sit on d same table as him
lol

todae went marina bay fer klass outing
was nt really klass outing lar
circle ppl seperated frm square ppl
hahaha
flew kites
bowling
den played pool
after tt went city hall long john fer lunch

den every1 left fer skool
cca
left me.cheelim.kelvin
they waited wif me fer grace ta reach city hall mrt

met grace and her fren yu heng
i think tt's how u spell it
really nyce guy
x ))
watched samara
hahahaha
nt very scary
or should i say
it wasnt scary at all
as usual grace was freakin out
lol
i was lyk laughin durin d whole movie
lol


after tt
they went ta eat at yoshi
den yu heng left
i followed grace ta take her photo and
went kino ta buy her book

tired
hyperness has started ta wear off
hahahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:52 PM


Monday, April 11, 2005

lalalalalalalalala
damn freakin hyper todae
hahahahaha

slpt at lyk 230am
den gt woken up at 530am
using my brillence in maths
it cums up ta 3 hrs of beauty slp

but im damn freakin hyper todae lar

pon phy make up
hopefully i could slp in d library
ended up crapping
bleaghx`
i even went fer pe todae!!

din fall asleep on d bus
came hm din slp either

mummy daddy went out fer dinner
so i practically din get anythin done
was jux watchin tv

and i dunch think im gonna slp anytime soon

lalalalalalalala

at d rate im goin
sum1 has ta call IMH
hahaha

kelvin withdrawin frm yj
sobx`
he gt into tp business
so sad
1 less circle ppl
lol

nth much happened todae lar
saw shawn a few times
but din talk ta him
lame right
haha

cant wait fer wed
gt klass outin at marina bay
den after tt either meetin grace or mel
gonna shop!
im so gonna shop!
hav been deprived of shopping
hahahahahah

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:04 PM


Sunday, April 10, 2005

woke up damn early dis mornin
went ta 830am church
met sum new frens
x ))

after church went down ta paragon
had breakfast/lunch
den bell left ta meet 7856
wahhhhh
they op c again todae
nva get ta see my darling shaowei
argh
den went shopping wif mummy at paragon
bought a roxy bag!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
wanted ta buy crumpler
but dunch hav d colour i lyk
so i settled wif a roxy black and peeenk wan
-beamx-

came hm
finish up pw stuff
did tys
den slp!!
was damn tired alright

was sms-ing shawn dis mornin
cuz last nigth i sms him
he din reply me
so he only replied me dis mornin
but den he was bz so he nva sms me ler
sobx`
nvm!
tml i goin skool
so can see him
haha

was thinkin of ponning skool ta go airport
but cum ta think of it
nt really worth it lar
rather pon skool fer k one instead of 56
lol

back ta another hectic day
full of words and numbers
bleaghx`

but its ok
can see shawn
and cheelim too!!!
hahahahaha

evil grin`

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:23 PM


Saturday, April 09, 2005

so borin
been staring in front of d com
tryin ta find shawn's friendster
hahahaha
den was goin tru cheelim's friendster account
OoOoOo
looks lyk tt guy has no lack of suitors
haha
muz go disturb him on monday

woke up at 9am!
and i freakin slpt a 1 last night!
argh

i sms shawn last night!!!
hahahaha

i gt his no. frm his klassmate
den was sms-ing him till 1 lar
= p

woke up dis mornin
reeived a sms frm clara
sayin she loved d cd
haha
smuacks`

mornin finished up sum PW crap
den gave up doin ler
might go slp soon
haha

im gonna hav a new neighbour
there's sum1 movin stuff in now as i type
hope ita sum cute guy
or at least ppl my age
yuuppp

was tellin shawn bout wat i heard bout him
lyk gt alot of gurls goin after him and tt he has a girl fren
he was lyk no such thing lar
hahaha
he was also quite surprised i sms him
he asked how i gt his no.
lol
nth is too difficult fer me
hahaha

bell has gone out
todae 56 ish in town
856 went ta op c again
stupid JC crap
or nt i wanna go too

grace ish in skool
no1 ta call and crap wif
argh
hahahaha

dunch really feel lyk goin into another relationship lar
but we shall see how
= p
its too stress
ppl hav been tellin me justin still lyks me
lol
ppl hav also been sayin my classmate jia ming is interested me
den sum also say shawn is interested in me
hahahaha

its so amusing
how cum i dunch feel all of tt
how cum ppl ard me can feel it
haha
d shawn one mayb lar
or at laest i hope
lol
cuz whenever he sees me he calls me
haha
really great guy lar
but i dun wana b dragged down by a relationship
haha
mayb cuz ive been single fer a long time already
hahaha
too used ta bein single

it has its own pros and cons lar
but frm wat i can see it now
single has more pros
x ))

im still waiting for my one and only
;1:53 PM


Friday, April 08, 2005

happy burfday rauzan & clara!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

hahahaha

was damn bz yest so din blog
bloody hell
dunno how daddy found out bout my neighbour's results
1 is in SA
d other AC

bleaghx

den keep on scoldin me lar
wtf
if u lyk them so much as them b ur daughter lar
pfffffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttttt

every1 has their own capabilities lar
i dunch lyk ta b compared ta others
y mux they always compare
argh

F*** it lar


todae was rauzan burfday
so i made dis board fer him
den ask all his frens sign
x ))

had 1 1/2hr maths lecture todae
bloddy borin lar
was falling asleep
den had pe in d mornin
damn funny lar
me.sarah.geetha was walkin
while walkin
shawn lyk ran pass us twice
hahahahaha

talked ta shawn a few times todae
outside library and outside my gp kalss

wanted ta go hm ler
den was talkin ta carol
there was dis yishun town gurl
i was lyk
" eh my eyecandy frm ur skool!! "
she was lyk shawn ar?
alot of gurls lyk him wan
den she also said tt he gt gurl fren
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh

at tt time
i felt damn shit lar
lol
argh

went hm wif carolyn todae
while walkin out
saw shawn
said hi ta him
he smiled back
x ))

hahahaha

tml sat ler
dis week pass damn fast lar
actually dis whole yr pass them fast
its already april
wahhhh

startin on PW now
kinda sucks
gettin stressed up ler
on one hand is good lar
it gets me into shape
hahaha
so i will start concentrating on my work

im still waiting for my one and only
;7:08 PM


Wednesday, April 06, 2005

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

lets see wat happened yest
i know i had pe
den i ponned it
kekeke
went ta mac wif sarah
den AGAIN i saw justin

bleaghx`

if its nt called fate
i dunch know wats it called
haha

todae was fun!!
haha
was hangin ard my circle clique d whole day
den durin break sat wif d guys
sat next ta cheelim
he was lyk damn tired
and fallin asleep on d canteen table
haha
so i started offerin fries ta him
lol
kinda lyk i was feedin him
hahaha
den maths sat next ta him again
and i found out sth bout cheelim!

he's so fun ta poke
hahahaha

after maths went ta library ta meet kelvin & sarah
cuz they both pon maths
saw justin in d library
but he din say hi ta me
sobx`

lol

mayb cuz i was playin wif cheelim lar
haha

den after skool had pre u sem interview
so din go cut my hair
went down town anway

OMG
met rella.aishan.sarah.vannie at orchard mrt
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hav nt seen them in ages
smaucks`
miss you guys!

had ta go popular den went ta meet grace
she went ahead ta cut her hair
after tt
we were both too lazy ta walk hm
so we ended up takin a cab hm
hahaha

saw shawn todae in d library
dunch think he saw meeeee
anyway really no face ta see him lar
my klass guys went ta terrorize him
evil ppl!!

tml ish new timetable ler
d final one
everyday end at 4pm except fri at 5pm
nt bad ler lar
compared ta all my previous time tables
yuupp

nt feelin very well
havin dis headache
had i still have lots of work ta finish up
argh
JC lyf
why did i choose it
hahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;8:48 PM


Monday, April 04, 2005

sunday was pretty borin
din go anywhere except went ta popular ta get my books
den went borders ta buy a new book

was daddy's burfday so we went out ta eat
italian
= )
den came hm sth happened

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my index finger gt jammed in d car door!!
was damn freakin pain lar

now nt so bad ler
= )

today was a cold & rainy day

pon phy lecture
so could stardie fer chem
but i ended up reading my book
haha
was in library basement
nd when i came up i saw shawn!
ahhhhhhh

anway i think i better nt go skool anymore
so how every1 seems ta know i hav a major crush on shawn
i better cover my face startin frm tml
lol

went fer pe
was suppose ta run 3 rds
after my 2 1/2 rnd i could nt take it ler
it jux proves tt im so freakin unfit
haha
so next time when grace goes joggin
im followin her

while walkin out of skool
saw shawn trainin fer rugby
den went ta interchange
out of all days
i see justin again

hmmmmm
is he stalkin me
hahahahahaha

he jux kept irritaing me on d bus
hempf

finished up my econs tys jux now
so tml tt woman wun scold me
evil woman->mrs lim
dunch lyk her
hahaha

tml normal day in skool

hopefully can see my eyecandy
but if i dun
gt another wan lar
my cute damien look alike-->cheelim
hahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;10:38 PM


Saturday, April 02, 2005

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so happie todae
nt cuz of jam & hop night
cuz it SUCKED

hahaha

but cuz i gt ta see damien!
den gt ta know shawn better
hahaha
plus i made new frens
adeline & mavis
x ))

started at 8am
but i only went at 1pm
lol
went there
so sianz
so sat down
saw shawn
he was havin rugby trainin but it was his break den
talked ta hiim
den met daphny
started crapping wif her
den we both pon orientation stuff ta watch rugby guys play!
= p

met daphny's frens
adeline & mavis
really lyked adeline
nyce gurl
both of their boy frens r yjc rugby seniors
so they came down as well
watched their trainin/match till lyk 5

shawn looks so good!!
esp when he's playin rugby
kekekeke

den damien came
so long nva see him ler!!

den sum stupid ogl recognize damien
so he knows damien is a crasher
so he had ta leave
sobx`

den jam & hop started
nt high wan
cuz nt alot of ppl
and d music they played was crap
so i found shawn
den we sat outside d hall talkin
lol
after tt finish ler
super borin
den we walked out of skool together

i was wif sharlene
my new yj fren
who is similar ta me
lol
cuz we both hav a fettish fer branded goods
hahahaha

so we went ta starbucks at northpoint ta hav coffee
while shawn went hm
sat there fer bout an hr plus
den i went down town ta meet mummy & daddy

tml no church
so i goin ta get my a levels book
but all alone!!
sobx` sobx`

hahahaha

really had a great dae todae
x ))

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:19 PM


Friday, April 01, 2005

happy april fools day!!!
OoOoOo
hahaha

pon maths todae
went down town ta meet grace
was too pissed in skool
needed retail therapy
hahahaha

stupid jia ming & cheelim
bully me
i was really damn pissed lar
cuz they should know their limits ta crapping
i was really damn pissed and was bout ta burst out in tears
lol

but im ok now
hahaha

gonna pon classes again next week
cuz goin down wif grace ta cut hair at far east
haha

tml ish yj orientation finale
justin goin
lol

its ok
we r jux frens
and will remain as frens

tt's y grace
whether its justin or whoever
you r gonna loose ur bet
hahahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:34 PM