Friday, December 31, 2004
last post of 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
;6:38 PM
Thursday, December 30, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
-beamx-
i guess cuz i gt a whole load of me
or at least much of it off
lol
sms dear dear last nite
told him bout it
lyk finally
haha
thanks dear dear fer being so understanding!
happy burfday nick!
u hit d beeeeeeg "2"
better keep ur promise of being less gay alrite?
haha
went ta watch kong fu hussle wif ma cousin
wahhhhhhhhhhhh
he damn toot leh
sorry!
hahaha
cuz we had time
so i brought him ta e zone
he was lyk wats every1 doin
hahaha
den cuz he is a lecture in a poly [ nt gonna say which wan ]
i was lyk if ur students see u
its gonna b damn funny
hahaha
den b4 i met him i went ta surfbabe ta get a roxy bag
cuz i was theenkin of goin ta skool next monday
so wanna get a new bag
= p
he was lyk
u teenk u goin jc?
more lyk goin shopping
hahaha
i was lyk
EVERY1 CARRIES THIS!
hahahahaha
after d movie
met grace den we went hm together
as usual
talked bout usual stuff
shopping.guys.nydc.coffee club
hahahaha
tml is NYE
hopefully 2005 will b a new start fer me
= )
;11:55 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
went ta airport ta send jo & dan off
cut my finger again
death toll exceeds 71 000
din get excepted by CJC
daddy mummy jux pissed me off
to add on i have a freaking headache
prob the only nyce thing today was goin ta nydc
and talkin 2 kawaii guy-keong
grace came over ma place at 11
crapping together and doin nails
haha
zhihao did yoo notice ur gurl fren's nails?
lol
after tt walked wif grace 2 d bus stop
my bus came first
hahaha
went ta skool ta collect ma eagles award
while grace went ta orchard
after goin ta skool
met drea
walked ta holland v nydc
den waited fer sam & charles
walked into nydc
keong was nt there
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
den all a sudden keong walked in
hahaha
he jux came fer work
he walked passes me
den he saw me
he gave me tt kind of " oh its yoo again " look
lol
den sam & charles
ate lunch and crapped there
b4 leaving
i was talkin ta keong
= p
after tt went ta sasa
sam & i were tryin on all kinds of scent
den settled on burberry romance scent
lol
i bought a mascara
hahaha
grace u should noe y
hahaha
went hm
wanted ta slp
but had ta go out wif daddy ta pick stuff
came hm
fell on d bed immediately
nt long ltr
my cousins came over fer dinner
gab is jux so cute!
den we all left fer d airport
i hate sendin ppl off
wen jo hugged me
i burst out in tears
-sobx-
hugged dan too
im realli gonna miss them
den we all went ta swenses fer ice cream
at least i felt better
we all shared an earthquake
den went hm
parents jux keep scoldin me
damn it lar
-brain dead-
;11:04 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
went ta jurong point ta meet mummy
cuz she wanted ta brin jo & dan ta d shipyard
so went ta jurong point
long time nva go there ler
went past dis lil cart
cuz they were selling O.P.I nail polish
looked ard
saw dis damn cute thingy
it was lyk u paint on dis metal plate
den u can transfer d design onto ur nails
hahaha
i had ta buy tt
so me & bell split d cost
met mummy den went raffles marina fer lunch
lunch was ok
but d sea view was great
there were sum nyce yatches too
after tt went ta d shipyard
hate tt place
hav nt been there in ages
but i sure dun wanna go back there any time soon
lol
after tt mummy send us all down ta orchard
went wisma
walked ard
met drea
she passed me x'mas prezzies frm sam & herself
i passed her theirs as well
sam's prezzie was damn beeeeeg
drea's preezie was peenk!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahahaha
-madded-
walked ta taka
met grace at taka
den went ta cine
drea wanted ta play pool
guess who we met at d lift!
XXXXXXX
shall nt say
cuz they r an item
and i hav ta respect their privacy
yuuupx
so we all went up ta play pool
play onli 2 games lar
cuz every1 wanted ta go hm
after k pool
met bell and went ta heeran ta meet jo & dan
saw dis nyce black dress
wahhhh
$109
lol
i can onli buy it in my dreams man
lol
thanks sam & drea fer d prezzies
i lurfe it!
so peenk!!
hahaha
muackx!
hopefully tml i will make a point ta go down ta nydc
-winkx winkx-
;1:04 AM
Monday, December 27, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
ate at sushi tei
den went NYDC fer dessert
walked in
bell saw dis guy
she said he looked familiar
din realli bother lar
although he looked quite kawaii
= p
sat down
gt up ta go look at d cakes
hooberstank the reason was playin [ i teenk ]
i was singing
so was he
hahaha
we looked at each other den realized our mouth was both opened
haha
i walked back ta d table
i was lyk tellin bell
" confirm he will take our order "
hahahaha
tru euff
he came nt long after tt
bell said she say him at sum starhub roadshow b4
so i asked him if he worked at starhub b4
he was lyk
yahhh
lol
took our order
den he kept coming back or either walkin rd our table
hes damn kawaii!
after eating
he came wif our bill as well
lol
while walkin out
he gave me dis look lar
i returned it wif a smile
kekekekeke
-blushes-
so tml im goin back wif grace
hahahahaha
woke up at 720am
wahhhhh
all thanks ta daddy
went ta help daddy do sum stuff
den ltr went ta casurina road fer prata
went wif michelle and gab
nyce nyce
after tt
afternoon went ta sentosa
wanted do a tan
stupid sum went away
so jux lie on d beach
met tinggg.jill.joy.linggg.alvin there
gt ma prezzie frm tinggg
thanks gurl!
lurve it
after sentosa went hm
met jazreel there wif her boy fren too
OoOoOo
hahaha
had fun today!
keong is sooo cute!
wahhhhhh
ps: grace-so sad u werent there
seeeeee
i asked u follow meee
haha
;11:35 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
earthquakes
tidal waves
is there realli sth wrong between us
i dunch noe
mayb there is
if there is i dunno wat d hell is wrong
went ta church dis mornin
learnt sth in church
christmas isnt christmas till it happens in your heart
how true
after church went ta newton hawker centre fer lunch
after tt mummy drop mi.bell.jo.dan
we took NEL ta chinatown
walked ard
took sum pics
nth much lar
came hm after tt
went sum other place wif mummy daddy
gt hm
jo & dan went out dinner wif tina
so we ate at hm
borin day lar
bleaghx
;11:36 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
enjoy d true meaning of x'mas okay?
nt juz d prezzies.
= )
[ quoted frm bella ]
dinner last night was turned out as expected
6 hr long dinner
hahahaha
went ta conrade hotel
mummys and daddys had their own table
we kiddies had our own
and a totally different menu
adults had shark's fin
kids had crap soup
hahahaha
dinner was ok lar
we finished dinner b4 d adults
so we walked ta suntec [ fountain area ]
bloody hell
i was wearing heels!!
lol
after dinner
every1 wanted ta go down ta d coffee house fer sum drinks
but 1 cup of coffee cost $15
haha
so we decided ta go sum where else
as usual
kids suggested regent hotel
lol
went there
as usual had my ice tea
crap there till lyk 230am
hahaha
gt hm
slpt at 3am i teenk
lol
amzingly i woke up damn early dis mornin
10 am
but i lie in bed till 11
stupid siang loong sms me and woke me up again
lol
woke up
watched sum tv
showered and gt out of hm
went ta my cousin's place
lil gab was so cute
he kept stickin ta me
kept askin me ta carry him
hahaha
so cute!!
den went down 2 ta function room
more lil kids came
so fun!
hahahaha
after d party
mummy came ta pick us up
gt hm
fell on my bed immediately
lol
oh no
ive become i lazy pig!
bleaghx
woke up
had dinner
den watch spoong bob square pants movie
gt d vcd frm ma cousin
pretty lame movie
but i still prefer d serials on nickelodeon
2 ta movie
gt prezzies
more dis yr
cuz my cousin and her boy fren r livin under d same roof was me
gt a new wallet
hand bag
jacket
jewellry
roxy stuff
i lurve x'mas!
hahaha
and i lurve d ppl who made dis x'mas a wonderful one fer me
-muackx-
;1:19 AM
Friday, December 24, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
tingggg din cum
sobx*
cons was in town ta meet sam
and guess who was wif sam?
yuan ting!
hahahaha
watched love so divine
so korean movie
yuan ting offered ta pay fer my movie ticket
lol
den after tt i went hm ler
cuz had dinner
went ta long beach
as usual
came back bloted
hahahaha
woke up late dis mornin
den went out
stupid dear dear asked if i was gonna b late
bloody hell
i was goin ta b late
haha
met melissa at d bus stop
amazing
out of all places see her at d bus stop outside our hm
went ta far east plaza ta meet dear dear
walked ard level 1
went pass dis shop
they had dis nyce peenk skirt
took it
was lookin wen d sales gurl came
she kept talkin
den made me try on gazillion skirts
made me try on tops as well
hahaha
ltr settled fer d peenk skirt i saw
and a black mini [ which my dear clara calls indecent ]
hempghx*
walked upstairs too
77th street and stuff
den went ta orchard mrt
went ta get sum x'mas cards
used d pens at popular as usual
hahahaha
den went ta heeran ta meet maine
happy burfday babe!
fianlly 16!
= )
had nydc
mudpie again
hahaha
after tt met mel
as uausl crapped alot
hahaha
she was tellin meee bout her trip ta HK
wahhhh
meee wanna go too!
haha
anyway i teenk we goin HK in jan
yuppx
den meee and dear dear went ta watch movie
national treasure
pretty old movie i guess
but still there was alot of ppl
nyce movie
= )
after tt walked ta paragon
looked ard
i went into body shop
sprayed sum perfume on meee
sth lyk vanilla essence
hahaha
dear dear liked it
hahaha
amazing guys lyk perfume
lol
den walked over ta swensens
met zhihao.grace.clara
had dinner
and we all exchanged presents
lol
gt a body shop perfume frm clara
earrings frm both zhihao and grace
awwwww
wat a couple
hahaha
after dinner
went ta paragon-quicksilver
wanted d guys ta try on peenk shirts
lol
but it din realli happen
so meee.grace.clara occupied ourselves wif d roxy skirts and stuff
den brillient meee suggested goin ta pacific plaza
cuz d quicksilver shop is much bigger there
hahahaha
ended up lookin at roxy stuff again
hahaha
while clara was in that cd shop
cd shop was abit screwed up
cuz darling grace and i kinda pissed each other off
hahahah
but we r ok lar
jux givin each other a hard time
so time passes faster
lol
walked ta borders
ltr darling clara suggested walkin hm
hahaha
so yuppx
we all walked hm
of course zhihao and dear dear had ta follow
reached hm bout 11
took us bout an hour ta walk hm
lol
good exercise!
hahahahaha
met a number of ppl todae at orchard
jia wen.jyll.damian
hahaha
dear dear
thanks fer todae
i had fun!
realli
thanks fer buyin meee d skirts too
hahaha
i teenk u r d first guy ta ever follow me shop a whole damn day
hahaha
thanks!
hope u had fun too!
to my darlings-clara.grace
thanks fer ur prezzies
hope u lyked urs too
zhihao-
sorry no gifts
lol
hope d card is ok
= )
tml is x'mas eve
sooo fast!
wahhhhhhh
goin corade hotel tml fer dinner
gonna wear my new skirt frm song & kelly
beamx*
;1:22 AM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
yoo could say i lost interest in alot of other things too
including sms-ing dear dear
wahhhh
its nt i dunch wan sms dear dear
jux lazy i guess
hahahaha
jux wan sit in front of d tv d whole day
ok
i sound lyk a sloth
hahaha
yest daddy brought us out fer lunch
went d river vallay rd
good food i muz say
was damn full
den last nite had dinner
ate so much
but gt to see michelle and gab
sooo cute!!!!!
ltr goin out meet cons
gonna pass her her x'mas prezzies
den gonna meet mel
wahhhh
gonna go crazy
hahahaha
;1:38 PM
Monday, December 20, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
excwpt i could nt see much
so dan had ta take photos of it
den show it ta bell.jo.meeee
lol
and sum toot* idiot kicked my feet
and cuz my tiny toe's nail was already cracked
it started bleedin
bloody hell
bleedin in d middle of orchard road
din go work todae
dunch ask y
jux felt lazy
hahaha
no work no $$
bleaghx*
so todae i was a tour guide fer jo & dan
first stop-->esplanade
walked ard
sun was so freakin hot today
walked and walked
ended up at boat quay
lol
had lunch there
bloddy rip off though
den walked all d way ta clarke quay
took NEL to little india
walked there
ended up in farrer park mrt
end of tour
hahaha
every1 was tired
took mrt ta somerset
den took a bus hm
jo fell asleep
i was falling asleep too
onli dan was awake
he was watchin tv mobile
lol
came back
every1 jux plonked on d bed
hahaha
dear dear came hm frm skool
straight away slp too
hahaha
again
aunty brought food
i teenk i will nva starve ta death man
hahaha
next stop on my tour is prob orchard rd
hahahaha
a place im more familiar wif
= )
;8:35 PM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
so lets see.........
woke up at 9 plus
entertain myself by watchin caretoons on kids central
den left hm at 12 ta go ps meet dear dear
dear dear was veri nyce ta book tickets fer meee&bell cuz we wanted ta watch oceans twelve
thanks dear dear!
stupid orchard rd was jammed
so we were kinda late
haha
movie was great!
muz watch oceans twelve!
matt damon & brat pitt is super kawaii
hahaha
nyce plot too
dunch ask y
but i wore a halter & skirt [ short ] yest
soo my hands were damn cold in d cinema
hahahaha
after movie went ta bk
bell wanted kfc
i wanted mac
so we compromised
bk
hahaha
so tt was our lunch at 4
den went down ta orchard
cuz i had ta pass d add. ta siang loong
he actually asked meee play a round of pool wif him
but saw he was bz wif frens so dear dear and i left
den went down heeran wif bell
met zi ying!
hahaha
so qiao
aftet tt walked 1 d bus stop
meee & bell had ta go hm early cuz ltr gt dinner
i told dear dear no need send meee hm
can tell u where disappointed
sorry lar
i will make it up ta yoo de
-promise-
winkx*
dear dear was veri quite d whole day lar
came hm
asked dear dear bout it
he din wan tell meee
so i was lyk
nvm lar...wateva it is i will always b here 4 u
= )
went hm
saw jo & dan!!
wahhhhh
dan looks different
hahaha
i feel so degraded standin next ta dan cuz he is so freaking tall
haha
den my aunty came wif food
alot of food!
cuz she knew jo & dan was here
so at 6 plus
i was eating again
lol
after tt went dinner wif d usual ppl
went ta peach garden
guess who i saw!
ken lim!
hahaha
i was lyk
wat d......!!!!!!!!!
hahaha
dinner was alot man
daddy and unlce koh lip lar
order a 2kg fish
hahaha
felt so bloted after tt
gt hm
sms dear dear
actually i knew y dear dear was pretty upset lar
but i was in sum sort of self denial
hahahaha
frm ur eyes
i knew u were jealous
seeing meee & siang loong
but i tot u would get over it
i dunno lar
i also dunno y i started sayin those stuff 2 u
honestly..
i actually wanted to ignore u lar
tt y i put my phone ta silent
i guess i fell asleep instead
lol
woke up @ 3 plus
saw my fone had 2 missed calls and 5 sms
hahaha
grace & zhihao called me
3 sms frm dear dear
1 frm grace
1 frm zhihao
i guess every1 thought i was pissed wif dear dear
sorry guys!
grace..thanks 4 bein such a great fren
zhihao i dunno
grace might hav forced yoo ta call meeee
haha
went ta church dis morinin
sermon was pretty long
after tt
came hm ta get dan
den went bugis
lol
ate at fish & co.
siang loong called meee
ask me go work wif him today
lol
i was lyk dunch b crazy
hahahaha
after tt went ta get sam & drea's prezzie
= )
den now im hm
hahahaha
ltr at nite mayb followin jo & dan
fer d x'mas parade at orchard
hope its worth my time squeezing wif hundreds of ppl
hahahaha
;4:23 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
its gonna b a pretty long pose
= p
yest. woke up @ 9 again
cuz suppose ta meet ranford.jia jie.siang loong at bugis
b4 left hm gave grace my ic no. ta help meee check my JC posting
walked out 2 d bus stop
grace sms meee
WTF
we both gt posted to freaking far JCs
i gt posted to YJC
grace gt posted to PJC
was talkin ta dear dear
he ask meee go appeal
i was lyk see how larz
reached bugis mrt
walked up ta mac
no1 there
bleaghx*
-usual-
bought a drink and sat there
saw jia jie outside
he spotted meee and came inside
he wasnt veri early as well
i gave grace his ic no. ta check his JC posting
bloody hell
he gt posted ta CJC
wahhhhhhhhhhhh
ranford called
ask where i m
i wan lyk in mac lar
u lehx?
he was lyk i wake up late
i was soooo gonna kill him @ tt time
den jia jie called siang loong
stupid guy jux finish trainin at Macritchie Reservoir
make meee waste my time there onli
by d time siang loong came was 12 plus ler
i went hm
siang loong & jia jie went down ta marina ta play pool
went hm
gt my stuff den ask daddy ta send meee ta CJC
cuz i wanna appeal
daddy kept naggin at meeee
bloddy hell
as if i dunch wan study and go YJC lyk tt
pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttttt
daddy dropped meee off
quite a no. of ppl appealing
after tt took a bus hm
mummy made lunch fer meee
den we left hm ler
cuz i gt medical appointment
reach d damn place
wait so long
go see doc
den mux go another room do test
wait fer results den go seeee doc again
soo long!
after tt went down orchard
cuz mummy needed ta buy stuff
while walkin d underpass pass tangs plaza
i was lookin at those atm machines
F**K
there was sum $50 notes stickin out
i called mummy
somehow no1 realli spotted it lar
d person he used d atm machine took d atm card wifout d $$
i mux say i was pretty tempted 2 take d $$
hahaha
mummy went up ta call marriot hotel ppl
den stupid indian dun wan take d $$ cuz say its nt under their control
dunno wat crap lar
so mummy called OCBC
they made us go all d way down ta lucky plaza OCBC branch
den still mux go tru d hassel of filling up forms and stuff
pathetic!
only 1 word ta describe it
pathetic!
went down ta take
ck tang
made mummy buy a lip stick frm M.A.C
haha
their glitter eye liner is damn chio
i wan i wan!
walk ard den went ta aunty hm ta take food den reached hm
reach hm
watch d 9 o'clock show
nt bad i mux say
hahaha
wanted ta use com
stupid bell stuck 2 d com
dun wanna get off
so i slpt early last night
hahahaha
today goin out wif dear dear & bell
gonna b super awakard man
lol
gonna watch oceans twelve
lyk F I N A L L Y
hahaha
but den bell gonna go see 6 jia yue tuan todae!
meee wanna go too!!
hahahaha
;10:10 AM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
its killin me
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
jux watch finish my O.C
= )
nick and family came over fer dinner
had curry
weeeeeeeee
yum yum*
went ta meet ranford dis mornin
stupid idiot forgot i was suppose ta meet him
soo walked ard bugis area
bought a new top
lol
den dear dear called meee
so i went down cine ta meet dear dear
had lunch
although i din realli eat
din feel lyk eatin
den jux crap d whole time
after tt went up k pool ta play pool
of course loose ta dear dear lar
hahaha
den walked down ta orchard mrt ta meet grace
stupid grace fell asleep den came late
soo i dragged dear dear ta go see shoes wif meee @ charles & keith
den went surfbabe
lol
sorry lar dear dear
dear dear followed meee all d way ta main office
thanks dear!
went up 2 da office
no1 there
so went 2 d nearby coffee shop ta meet tony & michael
after tt went back 2 d office
they intro us 2 new " workers "
den after explainin stupid tony pair meee & grace up wif d 2 guys
hahahaha
we went ta do at sum block of flats at geylang area
bloody hell
d ppl there r lyk so poor
wahhhh
d 2 guys kept complainin
they were sayin lyk tt how ta make $$
hahaha
cuz we all same age
plus d 4 of us hit off quite well
meee & grace decided ta tell them we were actually quittin
so we spilled everythin out at d void deck
hahaha
d best part was i dragged them 2 follow meee fer d other job i takin
hahaha
den 1 of d guys was damn smart
he called d no. on d sticker which said lukiemia & lymphomia foundation hotline
and guess who picked up?
tony!
hahaha
so after much consideration they din wan do as well
lol
collected our pay
made bout $61
haha
ok lar
nt alot but still $$ fer shopping
although i might finish it all in a day
hahaha
tml mornin gonna meet ranford.siang loong.jia jie
wahhhhh
1045am summore
gt wake up at 9
bleaghx*
-still havin a headache-
;11:05 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
and d last day
hahaha
made bout $20 todae
went ta meet maine & osh fer lunch
den ltr met grace
we were waiting in cine fer clara wen dis guy came up ta us
he asked us ta buy postcards frm him
meee & grace was lyk WAT!!
hahaha
den we started talkin
den we talked bout out pay
and he said he gt 30% of sales
and its day time plus no restiction of where ta go
soo
i goin fer tt job tml!
hahahaha
grace also quitting cuz zhi hao cumin back
she wanna spend quality time wif him
lol
tml gonna meet dear dear
den gonna go wif grace ta collect our pay
wanna watch oceans twelve leh
but no time
wahhhhhh
bell tml gt dance camp
means she tml nite nt cumin hm
have fun bell!!
sumhow i can sense ta house will b much quieter
lol
;11:38 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
made bout $18 today
nt alot but still $$
hahaha
but todae is diff
dear dear sent meee ta work
= )
dear dear had driving lesson in d mornin
den i met him at 3 @ orchard mrt
he sent meee all d way 2 simei
thanks dear dear!
i sumhow cant get any $$ out of ppl living in private estates
grace can
but i can handle HDB ppl well
grace cant
lol
so in d end she made more den me lar
but i wun loose ta yoo tml!
hempghx!
hahaha
was talkin ta maine today
she reminded me of sutrisno
first step is always d hardest
wateva it is gurl
u hav meeeee!
= )
mind is pretty stuck at d moment
cant think of anythin ler
hahaha
;11:01 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
hahaha
met tony @ simei mrt
took me & grace bout an hr ta get there
after sum briefing followed tony
walked ard
got ta noe how things r done
den went fer dinner
after dinner was me & grace turn
hahaha
grace went first
sorry laf at yoo lar
lol
den was my turn
finish bout 945pm
made bout $10
nt ta bad fer starters lar
= )
damn tired
walked tru private homes and up and down HDB blocks
hahaha
but d worst part was travelling
we had ta travel in their van
EWWWWWWWWWWWW
could nt stand it
it was jux soo
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
was gettin a headache
bleaghx*
tml goin see dear dear
weeeeeeeee
hahaha
hope tml can make more $$
lol
any1 of yoo guys wanna work wif meee
giv meee a call
thanks!
;11:09 PM
Sunday, December 12, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
lol
lucky din follow her
cuz she din get 2 see any1
lol
den dunno y
at 715 mummy off ma room air con
pfffffffffffffttttttttttttt
gt up and on it back again
den woke up at 955
haha
faster shower and stuff cuz had ta go church
went ta pick bell first b4 goin ta church
was lyk damn early lar
hahaha
after church mummy drop meee off at newton mrt
nearest mrt ta church
bell wanted ta go hm & slp
i told mummy i was goin job interview @ starhub wif frens
actually i went wif dear dear
hahaha
den i dragged grace along
= p
i reached bugis first
so walked round junction 8
saw sth damn cute
so decided ta buy it fer dear dear
[ advance X'mas prezzie ]
hahaha
den met dear dear
had lunch @ mos burger
after tt
walked 2 burlington square fer d interview
walked tru sum funky place
hahaha
met grace there
went up
there were lyk 6 other ppl there alreadi
filled up another 1 of those lame forms
den d guy called us in wif a few others
screw starhub!
d advert said tt there was basic pay + commission
end up onli commission
bleaghx*
went tru d whole stupid talk
dd guy was askin lots of quest
2 b exact askin RUBBISH quest
den all a sudden
he look at dear dear den said " we r frm d same skool. same batch "
hahaha
dear dear was lyk damn shocked lar
den dear dear remembered d guy
and d guy was lyk
" arent yoo those ppl who always bully me de "
hahahaha
anyway i din lyk d job
its door ta door sales
commission is oso nt veri high
plus hav ta work in ang mo kio!
i was lyk
wtf
AMK!
u hav ta b kiddin
starhub sucks.
official!
after tt went down orchard
lyk grace was sayin
2dae completes ma 7 day week @ orchard
hahaha
went ta HOS
dear dear was lyk damn fasinated by tt place
met uncle sunny there 2
so long nva see him ler
prob cuz i hav nt been 2 HOS in ages
picked out burfday prezzies 4 grace's cousin
while i bought sth 4 dear dear
hav ta go back there ta pay d remainder
after tt grace went ta mrt station
cuz she needed ta meet her sis @ city hall
while dear dear walked me to da bus stop
dear dear din send me hm cuz mummy was gonna pick me half way
due to da stupid rain
dear dear said sum wrong stuff so d bus came damn fast
hahaha
serves yoo rite!
lol
i din wanna leave lar
but i had to
yupx
went hm
faster shower den went ta watch star awards
results turned out ok i guess
a few surprises
but was nt too bad lar
tml ish ma first day at work
hahaha
hope it goes well
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
beamx*
;11:48 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
gonna call him back ltr
its 145am and he's eating crab!
dotx*
went fer d job interview wif grace todae
its 4 sum charity organization
outdoor sales
we gt 25% of our sales
nt 2 bad i guess
considering i dunch hav much things to do at hm anyway
so im startin next monday
i told dear dear its 7 days a week
but there is a small lil catch [ which i din tell him ]
lol
its flexible and i onli work frm 4-630pm
plus i dunch hav 2 work everyday cux its comission base
haha
after d interview went wif grace down ta suntec
cuz her church is there
went shopping awhile
den went orchard mrt meet mummy and bell
along d way was talkin 2 dear dear
beamx*
walked along orchard rd
legs were aching
ahhhhhhhh
den went hm
straight away collasped on d bed
lol
slpt till 730
woke up had dinner
watch wei bo on tv
den continue watchin ZJZD
i hav ta see gino!
bell and d rest gonna airport by 7
meaing i hav ta wake up at 530
wahhhh
den k one mayb nt leaving tml
cuz mayb they goin auto wif 56
gino!!
hav ta see him
but i guess he can wait ba
but i realli realli realli wan see gino!
sobx*
mayb next yr ba
;1:45 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
straight away went ta go watch ma ch8 show
lurve tt show ta bits!
zhang yao dong is jux damn shuai
hahahaha
after tt
shower
go back down watch ZJZD
hahaha
bell took d vcd frm vannie
so watch till 1 plus
dear dear still nt yet sms meeee
evil!
play pool
bet u forgot bout meee ler
btw dear dear finish and sms meee
i was bout gonna slp ler
damn tired
cuz.......................
waked up at 10
alarm rang at 930 though
haha
meee & bell took our own sweet time
realize we were late
took cab to queenstown mrt
took mrt to kallang
took cab again to changi airport
wahhhhh
cab fare cost lyk $12 each!
wentt airport
met sarah.nurul.ai shan.fion.gernice
wahhhhh
so long nva see ai shan.fion.gernice ler
went T2 where 7 duo hua.183 club.tai feng.tai ji
were 2 suppose to cum out frm
56 came out frm T1
we din bother see them
so all go T2 see d rest
so many freakin fans
so we din bother went into our van
lol
[ every1 use maxi cab we use mini van ]
haha
d van inside gt tv screen summore
we all were watchin ZJZD
den listen ta songs
d artist took a big bus
once they left
we started chasing
wahhhhh
only 2 cabs chasing
d other cab ppl were crazy over xiao chun
uncle driving damn pro!
hahahaha
wen we look into d bus
saw toro! yan xing shu! cute guy!
den d rest cannot recongnize ler
chase them all d way to hyatt hotel
stupid orchard road was jammed
reach d back of hyatt
we all gt off
sunddenly 56 van came
stupid van again. 8228
den a whole string of maxi cabs came
lyk 10 over sia
all d fans gt off
started screaming their heads off
crazy.
we all jux stand there look
CIVILZED!
hahahaha
we went far east shopping
den went back cab
ask uncle drive us ta sum place cuz me.nurul.sarah
wanted ta go fer dis job interview
went there
i theenk tt guy who interviewed us is gay!
d way he shake our hands!
ewwwwwwwww
den dunno y
uncle ask if we wanna go see SI [ sly & taufik ]
hahaha
so went padang
after tt go back hyatt
56 they all still din cum out
oh ya
stupid 7 duo hua loast min nva cum!
pffffffffffftttttttttttttttt
den me & fion left
she went ta meet her fren
i went 2 wait fer dear dear
went take first
den went cine meet dear dear
walked ard
den went ta eat
cuz i whole day did nt eat anythin
met grace
cuz she was bored at hm
lol
after tt follow grace go buy clara's prezzie
clara i noe ur prezzie!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA
was damn sianx
so went starbucks to sit down
crap ther till 645pm
grace went hm
meee & dear dear went ta meet nick
dunno y
ended up meetin him at bishan mrt
den went thomson plaza fer dinner
i teenk its my second time there.
might b first even
hahaha
after dinner went ta nick's place
den he drop dear dear off ta get his pool cue
i had ta go hm ler
so went ta pick bell frm bishan mrt
den nick send us hm
thanks nick!
after tt nick & dear dear went ta play pool ler
dear dear
thanks fer yest!
had soooo much fun!
but dunch forget u still owe meee sth
hahahaha
2day k one.7 duo hua.cyndi
want go seeee them
bell went
i dunno wat ta tell mummy so forgeddit lar
d whole pt is wanna see k one
wanna see my darling gino!
den 2nite i nt gonna concert
wahhhhh
cannot see gino AGAIN!
ltr goin job interview wif grace
her daddy sendin us
dear dear still nt awake!
ahhhhhhhh
;11:20 AM
Friday, December 10, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
onli went taka wif daddy
he wanted 2 do his glasses so follow him
den went ta queenstown there 4 lunch
went hm
rot
den went ta practise tennis
blister on my finger is back!
sobx*
talkin 2 dear on d phone now
i noe i noe
its 1:36am
hahaha
im damn tired now
gonna slp soon
;1:24 AM
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
y d hell r u so sensitive!
fuck yoo!
i fuckin did nt ruin anythin or wateva crap u r talkin bout
forgive me for ranting on
if i had a gun right now
i would kill u instantly
its my own freakin private life
y mux it always cum up in other ppl's conversation
frm d beginning wen ppl were blaming me and my fuckin attitude tt y me & sutrisno broke up
to now wen i found sum1
and over d slightest thing ppl hav 2 talk bout it
cant u ppl jux leave meee alone
i noe u ppl hate me out there?
but dun i deserve some privacy
fuck yoo all lar
i dunch care wat u r others think
u hav ur own bloody brain
think wateva u want!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok
feels much betta now
nth much today lar
shall nt update anymore ler lar
;11:36 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
went out wif peeeeggg
had lunch at N.Y.D.C
grace was there wif huijie[ our last time tution teacher ]
had d mudpie again
wahhhhhhh
its a sin 2 resist chocolate!!!
sat down
talked alot
den ltr grace&zhihao joined us
zhihao was late again
lol
grace was lyk ignoring him
hahaha
wierd couple
but veri cute at d same time
hahaha
we went to play pool at k pool after tt
peeeeggg and zhihao played 2 first game
peeeggg won!!!
yeahhhhhhhhhh
den next game was meee and grace
zhihao was teachin grace how to play
hahaha
i won!!
lol
den was peeeeggg and zhihao again
peeeeggg won again!
won grace again in d next round
den last game
peeeggg won
but grace beat meee
haha
had loads of fun today
den met sam 2 get my testimonial
sam was wif her fren
we walked 2 cine
grace walked zhihao to b bus stop cuz he had 2 go off first
met grace
den meee.peeeeggg.grace went 2 somerset mrt
cuz i had 2 top up bell's ez link card
den went back cine
met sam and her fren again
went down 2 food court
was crapping there
hahahaha
grace & peeeegg seem 2 get along perfect
keep talkin bout jap animate
hahaha
den me & sam talked bout her trip and bout her monkey
oh ya
met ho chuan & guang hao at k pool
lol
ho chuan looks much better in person
lol
guang hao looked good too
peeeggg dun get jealous lar
hahahaha
me.peeeeeggg.grace
walked to bus stop
while walkin stuff happened between peeeeggg and i
OoOoOo
hint hint*
hahaha
peeeeggg sent meee hm again
= )
smsing peeeeggg now
ok
its officially
my bill is definately goin 2 go sky high dis mth
soo happy
peeeeggg can get along wif most of ma darlinggss
left drea onli
d most picky wan
hahaha
peeeeggg!!
u made a veri first impression today!
jia you!
muackx!
hahaha
blushes*
;7:08 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
peeeggg asked meee out
but i jux din wan go
i jux wanted 2 stone at hm
lol
but den gt dragged out of hm by bell
bell lar
wanted go meet her fren to get sth
and tt sth was a sly flag!
dotx!
grace was down in orchard alreadi
so went down 2 meet her
den we all cum hm together
grace came my hm 2 use d com
cuz her house com is spoilt
i was lyk on d fone wif peeeeggg d whole time
grace.bell was lyk damn irritated wif meeee i teenk
haha
i teenk my fone bill is gonna go sky high dis mth
den mummy will cum 4 my head
talked 2 peeeeeggg
sms peeeeeegggg
wahhhhhhhhhhh
whole day full of peeeeeggg
even now talkin to peeeeeggg on msn
hahahahaha
tml goin 2 skool 2 see mr er
den meet sam den go orchard meet peeeeeeggg
i dunno wat we gonna do
kinda tired of goin 2 orchard ler
dunno larr
anyway peeeeggg is planning it
= p
i made peeeeggg plan if not i was nt goin out wif hm
evil meeee
was feelin veri evilish todae
hahaha
evil meeeeee
hahahahahaha
;1:27 AM
Monday, December 06, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
hahaha
din go church todae cuz its d first sunday of d mth
so went out shopping d whole day
lol
have nt shop lyk tt in ages wif mummy
bell went down expo 4 d disabled carnival
top 3 SI finalists was there
so duh
bell would go
but she went taka first 2 meet sarah
den guess wat
she saw taufik!
haha
den ltr she went down expo ler
mi & mummy shop at wisma first
went ta mambo.CK.armani.esprit
tried on thousands of skirts
den went song& kelly
tried on lyk 5 skirts there
saw a realli nyce peenk colour wan
cost $199
hahaha
den went wheelock cux i wanted 2 eat NYDC
WE SAT NEXT TO 2 FREAKIN GAYS!!!!!!
lol
den went ta zara
nth much there lar
mostly winter collection so could nt find anythin nyce
so went 2 forum
walked into blackjack
nth nyce
went DKNY
tried on another 5 skirts
hahaha
picked out 1
it was realli unique
den mummy found dis skirt 4 bell
so i took a photo of it usin my phone den sent it 2 bell
lol
den she was lyk
d skirt is nyce
so mummy say buy it
we left d skirts there and went to twelvetwentyone
they onli had nyce tops
but i hav alot of new tops so mummy din wan buy them
went D&G
saw dis damn nyce skirt
$400++
hahahaha
obviously mummy said no
hahaha
went back song& kelly in forum
tried on another million skirts
lyked 2 of them
but i picked d cheaper wan lar
although it still cost $189
= p
den went back DKNY bought bell skirt
walked all d way back to wisma
looked ard summore
while waitin 4 bell to cum
by tt time was 6 plus ler
hahaha
came hm
sat down awhile
watch sum tv
den had 2 go ler
had bbq at ma cousin place
went there
felt so overgrown
every1 there was small
as in kids!!
haha
came hm
watch sum tv
read my book
and im in front of d com now
was msg-ing peeegg d whole day
crazy person
slpt at 5am
lol
todae so guai
stay at hm
haha
but play stupid cm d whole day
dotx
i dun understand how sum1 can sit in front if d com d whole day
lol
peeeegg asked meee out tml
i dunno leh
jux feelin lyk bein a bum at hm
hahaha
plus once i go orachrd means spend $$$
talkin 2 peeegg now
he jux puts a smile on my face
hahahaha
although i hav 2 admit d first mth is gonna b tough
there r still sum uncertainties in meeee
sorry peeegg
u wanna noe y i picked u?
its cuz
u put dis smile on my face
u r willing to fit into dis f**king complicated lyf of mine
u make meee feel special
and cuz i lyk yoo
tt's y picked yoo
= )
to all my darlinggsss
thanks fer everythin
but i guess its time i stand up on my own
every since me & sutrisno broke up
sam.drea.maine.
u guys helped meee alot
i jux feel tt now its time i do sth on my own
i will fight for my own happiness
dunch worry gurls!
love yoo all soooo much!!!
finally
the end of an agonizing post
hahaha
;12:44 AM
Saturday, December 04, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
had italian
it was great!
had pizza.pasta.
and had dis great chocolate dessert!
haha
d place is near smartlab there
clara and yoo guys should noe which restaurant im talkin bout
= )
i still hav dis smile on my face
i teenk veri soon sum1 is gonna send meeee to IMH
haha
all peeeeegggggg's fault
haha
;10:07 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
so sad cannot go
actually im nt feelin sad at all
i have dis nyce smile over my face
hahaha
went out todae
watched bridget jones diary
realli funny yet romantic
lol
wanted 2 play pool so tt it would keep meee away frm shopping
haha
but k pool was full
so ended up goin 2 taka
i had 2 go perlini' silver
den went up ta kino
saw sum great books there
mayb after i finish angels & demons
i will buy them
i hav dinner tonight
so had 2 go hm early
accompanied meee hm
lol
beamx*
had a realli great time todae
thanks 4 everythin
realli
drea leaving fer US tml
dunno wen she cumin back
next yr i teenk
gonna miss her
realli gonna miss her
less 1 person to crap wif
sobx*
feels great to b in love
dunch yoo agree??
oh ya
jux realize
zhi hao reads my blog!!
haha
zhihao-->i found yoo a perfect alarm clock
its veri cute too
haha
;7:11 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
i was bored...again dis post is fer tt someone...sorry guys..= p
;1:56 AM
im still waiting for my one and only
im still awake
dunch ask y
spent my mornin rottin away
watched tv
den slpt awhile in d afternoon
after tt went to da club to practice tennis
weather was puuurrrrfect
played longer todae
den went to see daddy
he was drinkin wif frens at d club house
so i occupied myself wif ma book [ angels & demons ]
daddy jux kept drinkin and talkin
ahhhhhhhhhhh
by d time reach hm was 8
den had dinner
and plonked myself in front of d tv again
watch double vision on axn
was nt scary at all
actually pretty borin
came up
watched SI finals
bell d/l-ed it
wat a great way to re-live wed nite
hahaha
pretty happie bout todae
told my gurlfrens my decisions
sam was in shock
drea was cool cuz she said she had predicted it
grace was ok wif it too
hahaha
only d 3 of them noe
and i plan to keep it tt way fer now
as fer d rest readin my blog
i will tell yoo guys sum other time
wanna keep it low profile fer now
hint hint*
gedditt??
hahaha
im a princess
weeeeeeeeeeeeee
soo happie
hahaha
madded*
meeeeee
a lil' princess
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
;1:27 AM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
jux felt lyk drawing tt out
hahahaha
but den again
being in s relationship is last on my mind
ahhhhhhhh
y r things so complicated
y cant b things b nyce & simple
cuz dis is lyf
dis post is meant fer tt person
yoo should noe who yoo r
= )
sorry 2 others reading my blog
hahaha
;11:41 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
all.i.want.is.to.love.yoo
;11:39 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
one of d nycer x'mas movies
amazing i din spend $$ on shopping
hahaha
we went ard looking fer a shirt 4 zhihao
grace wants ta get him tt fer x'mas
meee & clara was thinkin of gettin zhihao an alarm clock
hahaha
so he wun b late 4 his dates next time
din noe y eric din reply meee
it was meant ta b a joke lar anyway
dunno y
feels kinda wierd
haha
sum kind of empty feeling
forgeddit
dun wanna get 2 deep into it
;6:15 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
btw shower was 1 ler
so was too damn tired 2 blog
so here's wat happened yest
woke up at lyk 9 plus
wanted go club play tennis
was bout 2 leave hm wen daddy came back
so daddy sent me there bout 11
sun was so damn freaking hot
so played till lyk 12
wahhhhhhhhhhhh
nva felt so good in a long time
all d adrenalin rushing tru
den took a bus hm
shower and then went out ta meet grace
ps: zhi hao was late 2 hours!!
lol
went to charles & kieth 2 buy shoes wif grace
bought a flat slipper
coast meee bout $23
hahahaha
nvm larz
it was jux tooooo irrisistable
haha
den grace & zhihao went fer their movie
i walked ard orchrd 2 kill time
while waiting fer eric
den met joleen at cine wif her grp of frens
talked to them a while
den eric came
went ta LJS
cuz he had nt eaten
den went ta play pool ler
first game i lost
den i won d next 3
hahahaha
im improvinggggggg!!!!!!!
den went ta meet bell & sarah 2 go SIS 2gther
really wished eric could go watch SI too
but due to unforseen circumstances
he cant
bell.sarah had tix
i din hav
kor kor working at SIS so i asked if he can sneak meee in
den dunno y
he said can
he say wen i reach SIS go meet his boss
and d boss will giv meee a pass
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so went ta SIS
took bus 16
den cuz d 3 of us so long nva go SIS ler
thought we took d wrong bus
so malu on d bus
we gt off
and took a cab
hahahaha
reached there straight away went ta meet kor kor
OMG
so many ppl there
esp red carpet area
every1 cramming
while i sat down and eat candy floss
lol
mel came
she oso go no tix
den kor kor boss came
follow him go get d pass
den went up 2 d vip lounge
hahahaha
dem mel call meee
say she gt tix
she gt frm jerry's gurl fren
bell saw here den say mel gt no tix
so she gave mel d tix
next 2 mel was empty space
so she call meee
ask meee go down
so jux b4 d show went live
i went down sat next 2 mel
and guess who was sittin behind meee?
benjamin eio!
nethedaniel!
joice!
nelson!
hahahaha
mostly top 30 was seated behind or ard meee
saw candice
david de cruz
alot more of d top 30
and obviously 2 top 11
beamx*
kept standing up and screaming
fer both sly & taufik
both were great
so was goin deaf and losing my voice
congrats taufik
tough fight
but only 1 man will win
d show was jux great
d atmosphere
d singing
everything!!
after d show went 2 get my stuff frm kor kor
he left first
bell was talkin 2 d sim family
so joined her.sarah.debbie.sheena
sly sis's stacie is so cute
haha
she gave meee sum autograph pics of sly
haha
d rest also took photo wif sly's daddy & mummy
was bout 2 leave
stacie gave us a kiss
hahaha
so cute
mummy daddy came pick us up
went hm
shower and slp
i teenks tt's all happened at SI
yuppx
today!!
goin out wif grace.clera
goin watch sum movie
dunch realli noe d title
haha
hav nt been paying much attention 2 d movie section recently
lol
i dunch teenk i gonna do shopping todae
if i do
i would b completely broke!
sobx*
;9:48 AM