Tuesday, May 31, 2005
im sick!
im still waiting for my one and only
;9:47 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
we celebrated delia's burfday in advanced
we had ice cream cake
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
really had a great time last night
we were all there
just sharing bout our week
really wanna thank god for bring me to cell every week
with all our hectic schedules
we still come for cell
xD
if it wasnt for blessed!
i would still b an invisible member at church
lol
yest was last day of sch
my term report din turn out so bad
hahahaha
but i still have ta work hard lar
haha
went back ghim moh yest
cuz i gt half day off frm sch
:)
went ta gt my cert
den talked ta mr chua.mr chan.mr sim
all of them was lyk
why is your skirt so short?
i was lyk
very short meh?
hahaha
mayb compared ta my sec sch skirt it is short
hahahaha
den i went ta meet kor
met him at macs
den walk ta holland ta meet grace too
went coffee bean
crapped alot
haha
kor goin in NS soon
so gonna miss him!
went hm
fell asleep
lol
den went fer cell
din do anythin dis mornin
hav ta start doin sum chem ltr
cuz i have tution!
hahaha
hope my tutor is cute
lyk tt i will hav motivation ta study
wahahahaahahaha
besides chem
i need help in phy!
lyk seriously
lyf has been boring without YOU
my phone bills have been low
i spend more time at home
my mind is just full of YOU
i miss YOU
i really do.............
;12:36 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
pretty high todae
lol
nt so sad anymore
xD
finished sch at lyk 2pm!
cuz there was chem prac and my teacher was on course
so we ask our cheena teacher ta push our lesson forward
so we finished at 2pm!
haha
after sch suppose ta go out wif geetha.sarah.yoona.abidah
but they all wanted ta go hm
so i eneded up goin ta queenstown ta get my racket
which of course looks so much nycer now
lol
came back
bell's frens were over
hahaha
all so cute
cum my hm
nearly burn d house down while meltin candles
broke a flower pot
ate all my cookies
hahahaha
crescent gurls are just so adorable
hahahahaha
finally i gt a load off my mind
feelin so much better now
tml is d last day of sch!
wahhhhhh
so fast
dis term pass damn fast lar
but its nt exactly holiday fer me
cuz ive gt lessons durin d first 2 weeks of hols
sobx`
hahaha
anway i plan ta use dis hols ta catch up wif frens
sam
drea
kev
T22
856-ers
sum other peeps frm gms
:)
and of course stardie
i just realize i have ta draw graphs fer hols
cuz now math is on functions
and i hav ta draw graphs
and smart ass me din pay attention d whole of previous chap on curve sketching
wahahahaha
so i have ta spend my hols drawing graphs
aint linette smart?
;8:45 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you.
Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side.
When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright.
I know he will do it - I know it is true.
Because he knows I only want to be with you.
I hear your voice inside my head.
I can imagine us together again.
I know it will happen - I know it is true;
Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again;
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true.
But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.
;6:27 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
was so caught up wif PW
bleaghx
JC sure ruins my lyf
hahaha
was really pissed todae
i mean seriously
wats wrong wif lyking sum1?
i was really bout ta burst out into tears todae
all i did was just lyk sum1
is it a grave sin?
i din stalk him
i din bother him
i sit wif his class is nt because of him
its cause of yoona & geetha
all i did is lyk shawn
y r ppl so narrow minded
and if shawn really does hate/dislike me
i know its nt worth it
he doesnt know who i really am
he judges me base on on other ppl's prespectives
din go fer tennis trainin todae
cuz my racket is still nt "stringed" finish
so went down town ta meet grace
after queueing up fer so long ta buy my uniform
had ta buy a b'day card fer delia [ cell member ]
den i met vic!
wahhhhhhhhhhhh
its really been ages since i last saw her
lol
all i did was lyk you
was tt wrong?
;6:03 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
found shawn's friendster!!
hahahaha
oh wells
we SHOULD and STILL avoid each other
i did work todae!
so so so proud of myself
haha
after tt went queenstown shopping centre again
it seems lyk my new playground now
haha
bought my nike sports bra
lyk FINALLY
and its purple
haha
reminds me of aud
hahaha
okiex
back ta sch tml
finished PI
gonna work on GPP soon
few days ago
was grace & zhihao's 6 mth anniversary
im starting to feel it
im starting to yearn for tt special one
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
i should not be thinking of this
its my books im suppose to b thinking bout
wahahahaha
nvm
i shall dedicate dis post to my undying love
lol
was looking back at all my previous posts
and ive grown!
ok
mayb nt physically
=X
but definately emotionally and spiritually
frm the days i was with sutrisno
to the days with eric
it has made me stronger
made me face up to my feelings
made me take up the fight instead of run away
yet now i cant face up to my feelings
i keep telling myself to avoid shawn
ok
its nt lyk im totally totally in love with him or anythin
but there's just this thing there
chemistry they call it
haha
does he feel the same?
i doubt
but i still should nt b running away!
slaps myself`
sam & charles have broken up
i thought their relationship was perfect
sam told me tt it came to a pt where she was with charles for the sake of being with him
as in
she wants to be with him her whole lyf
so she's holding onto him
nt considering her feelings
sam!
im proud if you
nt tt you broke up with charles
but for tt courage to face up to your feelings
now its my turn
hahaha
wish me luck!
xD
;10:04 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
spent a whole day at NTU
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
made new frens
hahaha
and they all happened ta b frm MI
cuz we all r in d same grp
den we gt ta work wif elderly peeps
lil kids
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
all sooooo cute
hahaha
den there was dis guy
he actually spoke eng!
prob bout 60++
so damn educated
but he's in a hm
kinda sad case
prob his kids abandoned him
wahhhhhhhhhh
but he's really lyk a grand father
haha
i never had one so yeahhhh
den d lil kids all aborable
all so hyper
hahaha
came back
din do much work
cuz mummy daddy went out fer dinner
and i slpt early
totally zonked out b4 11pm
lol
went ta church dis mornin
after tt went down town
cuz bell needed ta buy ballet shoes
and i saw sam & drea!!!!!!!!
hahaha
they were wif daphny.amanda.her boy fren.vincent
its noi's burfday
so they all went out ta celebrate
joined them awhile only
den went hm
was tryin ta do my work
but i was sooooooooo tempted ta slp
hahaha
den went ta queenstown shopping centre ta get my racket done
did a lil window shopping
so im goin back tml ta buy my stuff
and its a hol tml!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xD
but i hav ta chiong wk tml
hahaha
hav been laggin behind
past 2 days
slack lyk crap
hahahaha
;7:31 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
so many freaking test
PHY
GP
CHEENA
argh
was doin econs essay till 12++am
took lyk 3 freaking hrs
couldnt believe it
phy test was crap
stupid tension quest
argh
GP was great
hahaha
i wrote bout my lyf partner
hahaha
inspiration came frm sutrisno & eric
be honoured guys!
haha
cheena was ok
wrote bout making friends online and stuff lyk tt
same old boring shit
saw shawn quite a no. of times todae
and i realized sth
i miss talking ta him
i just miss him
hahaha
anway i found out my eye candy's name
ALEX
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
saw him after skool as well
den went ta tell yoona.geetha.abidah
den geetha say so loud summore
" eh you two will look damn cute together
the height d same one "
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i bet he heard it
haha
den she was lyk
ur taste improving also huh
hahaha
stupid woman
tml goin NTU fer sum cip stuff
whole day gone
din go cell todae
cuz was thinkin of doin sum work
wahhhhhh
end up nt doin anythin at all
monday better work my butt off since its a hol
im lagging behind
yes i am
;10:07 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
wahhhhhhhhh
had dis blood donation thingy in skool
cant stand d sight of needles & blood so i din donate
lol
argh
i really dunch understand wat is srong wif sum ppl
was sittin in d canteen wif sarah
waitin fer geetha & yoona
was sittin near d end of canteen
so can see d J block
out came geetha's klass frm d first floor
so obviously shawn came out
den he was playin wif shu wei
din relly bother
my back was facing back anyway
den i just turned behind ta look
at tt same time shawn turned as well
den shu wei started pointing ta me and stuff
seriously
wat is wrong with her
i din do her any wrong
wahhhhhhhhhhh
y r sum ppl so bleaghx`
cant find a word tt describes
forgeddit
gt a whole pile of work ta finish up tonight
econs essay
phy test
gp test
argh
-sad lyf of a JC student-
;6:22 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
worn out todae
lol
had 4hrs of tennis training todae
sun was shining
so at d same time
gt a tan
haha
skool was pretty much borin
hate wed!
so freaking cramp wif lessons
i had phy SPA todae
argh
i so so so hate physics
i wanna kill all d physicists
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i had one freakin pt out
and after re doing it was still out
so i gave up doin
-pissed-
den after skool had tennis
and while i was in d canteen gettin a drink wif sarah
who did i see?!
SHAWN
wahhhhhh
had ta force a nyce lil smile on my face
cuz i told him over d weekend tt we should just avoid each other
its all cuz sum PPL wanna complicate our friendship
so yuupp
we should just avoid each other
to the both of us
our relationship is sth simple
yet why must others go complicate it
making it so hard for the both of us
i must admit
sometimes i still do take a peak at him
but i just dunch wanna go out and talk ta him
all b cuz of ppl who hav nth better else ta do den come and ruin things
suddenly
i feel lyk ive made alot of enemies in just 5 mths
lol
oh wells.
i still know tt i have friends who love me right?
hahahahaha
;10:17 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
smuacks!`
OMG
you are so gonna laugh when u read todae's entry
skool was fine
brought tennis racket todae so i could hav a game with sarah
but it ended up rainin
went hm straight after skool
as usual fell asleep on d bus
and dis time i missed my stop by alot!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so i was thinkin
might as well go queenstown shopping centre
hahahahaha
so i went there ta buy my fbt shorts
met a few ppl there
beng loong.benjamin
and cassidy
shawn's classmate
hahaha
argh
i cant believe i fell asleep and missed my stop TWICE
anyways tml hav tennis traning
lyk FINALLY
kekeke
;6:50 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
forgive me
its gonna b a long post
din blog d past 2 days
friday
cant remember what happened in skool
but i had a freaking maths lecture test
wasnt tt bad lar
yuupp
OH YA
shawn pissed me off
he was lyk accusing me of givin dis girl in his class attitude
WTF
forgeddit
stupid guys always dunch look at d bigger pic
den went fer cell at night
was fun
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahaha
saturday
sarah came over my place ta study
went down orchard ta meet her
den brought her ta my palce
we did a lil chem and maths
x D
at least we did STH
haha
den at night went fer dinner
cuz marcus was leavin on sunday
and i saw jason again!!
he still looks good
haha
elaine is always lookin better
alvin is gonna b a daddy soon!!
weeeeeee
babies rawk!
so wendy din come
met sum other ppl too
one was james
he's in RP
haha
doin bio med
sunday
went ta church
after church went down town
ate beef noodles at scotts
den went ck tang
OMG
there was dis damn cute guy promoting digi cam.
was so tempted ta ask mummy ta buy digi cam frm him
haha
yes yes
i know
i mad
hahaha
but he was really damn cute
hahahaha
back ta skool tml
pretty short day though
cuz i only start at 930am
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahahahaha
;4:51 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
OMG
im sooo gonna die when i go fer OBS
thinkin of askin d doc ta fail my medical exam
wahahahahaha
had chem SPA todae
wasnt tt diff.
managed ta get d right titration reading and d no. of mol of H2O
x D
after skool
stayed back ta ask my phy tutor phy quest
im so lagging behind
hahaha
phy
screw it!
lol
jia ming is back ta irritating me
argh
nvm
its a form of daily entertainment
haha
as for shawn
we talked things out
and we both decided that we should just remain as friends
yuupp
friendship lasts longer than relationships
so true
oh wells
its nt as if im dyin frm bein single
although there r times i wish i wasnt
haha
but now
guys r just really really good frens
CRAP!
i sound lyk a les now
haha
there is just so much more to lyf
its just waiting out there for us to discover
besides family, skool, boys, blah blah blah
now i sound lyk sum philosopher
which of course im totally nt
hahaha
enough of crapping`
;9:28 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
met nurul after sooooo long
love you babe!
sch ended at 3pm todae
suppose ta meet kor
but he was busy comfirting his fren
so i was lyk
" meet you another day lar "
den sarah had tennis
yoona went library stardie
abidah & geetha left damn early
so i was damn bored
started callin d whole world
hahahaha
den i remembered nurl ish at NYP
so called her
and she was free!
wahhhhhhhhhhh
went down town
went coffee bean
sat down
talked alot
x ))
after tt did sum window shopping
cuz i had ta go hm
so we din exactly shop fer long
nurul-->i miss those shopping trips
lets go fer another soon!!
hahahaha
came back
met miss karen lee
or rather mrs karen er
hahaha
talked on d way hm
den she was lyk
" so what are you doing now? "
i was lyk im doin sci
she gave me TT kind of look
lol
she was lyk
" i thought you would have picked arts
i read some of your work in d CORE mag "
hahaha
and cuz we live so near each other
she was lyk
" lets meet up someday! "
hahahaha
one of my fav teachers
and she's married ta d coolest and best teacher ever!!
hahaha
long day tml
stayin back tml ta get help fer phy
and ive gt chem SPA tml
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
JC
JC
JC
NO LYF
NO LYF
;6:35 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
had econs first thing in d mornin
was kinda falling asleep
so i kept myself awake by taking notes
den cuz d lecturer was my my tutor
she was calling out my class peeps ta ans quest
randomly she choose dis guy nt frm my class wan
he din know how ta ans
den she was lyk
" lets call on my class. LINETTE "
crap`
lucky i was taking down notes so i could ans d quest
den she was lyk
" very good. my model student from my class. A* student "
wahhhhhhhhhhh
cant believe it
i practically suck at econs
hahahaha
pretty much slack dae
after skool
hanged rd awhile
HCJC vs YJC rugby match todae
saw shawn
was bout ta go up and talk ta him askin y he wasnt playin
den dis grp of gurls started calling him
so i din really bother
anyway we r just frens
yuupp
kinda surprised he knew those girls
nt tt i dunch lyk them or anythin
but just dunch hav a gd impression of them
and i dunch know y
mayb its just conincidence
they " hang out " wif guys frm my class
lyk durin 1st 3 mths it was damien
den its cheelim
now shawn
hahaha
went burger king at north point ta eat wif
geetha.abidah.yoona.sarah
i left early cuz i was damn tired although i just ate
tru enough
took d bus
fell asleep
and guess wat!!!
i missed 5 freaking bus stops [ i counted on d way back ]
i landed up all d way in queenstown
wahhhhhhhhh
argh
cant believe myself
anyways
hopefully YJC can win HCJC
-crosses fingers-
x D
;6:51 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
hahahaha
had free period cuz gp teacher din cum
was suppose ta do maths in d library
ended up sleepin
hahaha
had 3hr straight of econs todae
bleaghx`
jux cuz i managed ta ans sum stupid econs quest on d sopt
my teacher thinks im a genius
keeps askin me ta ans econs quest
argh
saw shawn lyk a million times todae
hahaha
there's sum improvement
but its kinda too late
lol
i just wanna b alone fer now at least
yuupp
came hm
melted nyce chocos and put strawberries in them
-sinful-
haha
but it tasted great!
i made one fer every1
den evil daddy din eat his cuz he said it was too sinful
hempf`
tml is a pretty much slack day
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;11:12 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
x D
love my mummy ta loads
although she can b a pain sumtimes
lol
watched OC till 3am last night
wahahahaha
but i still wasnt tired
so it took me a while b4 i fell asleep
went ta church dis mornin
bell din goin cuz she wanted ta stardie fer exams
there was dis tribute ta mummys in church
was really touched
hahaha
went town ta buy sum stuff
den came hm
i had crossionts fer lunch [ is tt how you spell it?? ]
low in fat
haha
really hav ta start ta work out and eat less crap
hav been doin crunches recently
den gonna start playin tennis too
hopefully after d june hols
i would hav lost sum inches
hahaha
okie
back ta skool tml
and i hav nt done my maths tutorial
or rather i dunch know how ta do
who d hell invented mathematical induction should b shot!
and i mean really shot.
x ))
;7:55 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
bleaghx
din bother watchin anyway
din go fer cell either
so i stayed at hm ta catch up on my work
god really has a funny way of turning things rd
ask mummy ta write letter last night so i din hav ta take pe
and out of all days
todae was games!
we din hav ta run!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
woke up dis mornin
pretty much in a shocked state
dreamed of sum1 damn unexpected
hahaha
its nt shawn btw
lol
gonna use d weekends ta tie up loose ends
esp in mth & phy
its soooo gonna b a borin weekend
;11:12 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
my new hairstyle!! give me comments x D
;11:10 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
so here is it
i cut my hair!!
went down ta klearcuts in far east
paid 20bucks
and i cut a whole damn lot of hair
dunno y
but it was a sudden urge ta cut my hair
so i cut my hair
i hav a fringe now
haire is damn layered
haha
u gt d pic
den went out fer dinner yest
at sum cosy lil italian restaurant
nyce food too!
came back
did i lil bit of work den off ta bed
today!!
went skool at 9am
hahahaha
missed d train so i took d net one
met jeremy on d train
talked alot
x D
den we both decided ta hav breakfast first b4 goin ta skool
so i missed my first period-->phy
lol
missed both phy lecture dis week
haha
dunch lyk my class
stupid jia ming kept disturbin me bout my hair
cheelim too!!
hahahaha
will post a pic of my new hairstyle up
x ))
so much hm wk ta catch up
-just realized-
hahaha
linette's moment of realization
;10:09 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
smuacks`
and i cut my hair!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
;10:02 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
tears`
anger`
this describes my day
i shall type in dis colour todae
cuz im nt feeling me todae
took mrt dis mornin wif yuan ting
den he was tellin me shawn has a girl fren
cuz he saw him & a gurl when he was out wif their class on sat
i was tellin yoona as we gt off d train
met geetha at d control station
was tellin her too
d both of them jux din believe
den came abidah
lol
james went over ta her place at 230am
hahaha
they just did sum soul searching lar
clara
relax when reading this
haha
went ta skool
first lesson was econs
jux couldnt concentrate
was thinkin of how ta kill shawn
im nt pissed at d fact tt he's attached
but im pissed tt he once told me he doesnt want a gurl fren
cuz he wans ta concentrate on his studies
argh
chem lecture was cancelled
so was in d library
was re-doing my 1 page econs essay
haha
wanted ta watch OC
[ i burned it on a cd so i could watch it in skool ]
stupid com in skool nt compatible
argh
had chem tesr after skool todae
totally totally screwed it up
din know how ta find d no. of mols of H2O
den jia ming and me aint goin too well either
wtf
wasssuupp wif dis
lyk seth cohen would say
the universe is just nt round us
you know
john.eric
i dunch wanna get a boy fren fer d sake of getting one
x ))
as fer shawn
if we r meant ta b
den we will b
x ))
;11:17 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
wahhhhhhhhhh
now wif bell in d hotel rm
mummy daddy at hm
hahaha
was thinkin of goin baot quay join john & ying cheng
but cannot leave bell alone in d room lar
dis mornin had breakfast in d hotel
den went shopping
bought my contacts and stuff
came back hotel ta stardie
den fell asleep
went back hm fer pool side party
hahaha
pretty lame lar
den came back hotel
nth ta watch on tv
its killing meeeeee
;12:42 AM