Thursday, June 30, 2005
i hate phy
im still waiting for my one and only
;11:16 PM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
i dunno wat the fuck is wrong with me
yest chem paper was alright
todae's maths was a killer
argh
after sch
went down holland
wanted ta stardie at nydc
but it had too many ppl
so went ta coffee club instead
ate a cake there and did my work
brillent me went ta call my bro
so i ended up goin back ghim moh
met bro.zhang qia and john
after tt went ta bro's hm wif john
stupid john pon sch
so he had ta go hm
teacher called
left me and bro
wahahahahaha
bro gave me my burfday prezzie
x)
thanks bro for such a special prezzie
love you loads
it made me think alot
of rather made me realize how screwed i m
is it because my wounds have nt healed
i admit i still think of him
r the wounds tt deep
that im living in self denial each day
i feel that noone understands me
screw it
y is my lyf so fuckin complicated
wat started out as love
has caused me pain
is this right
you moved on
y the fuck cant i move on
i tired new relationships
it just din work
i feel lyk a bitch
a fuckin bitch
tml is phy
bloody hell
im sneezin my butt off
thanks ta daddy
and ive gt a freakin phy exam tml
i cant even get myself together
how the fuck m i suppose ta take a fuckin phy exam
fuck
;7:03 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
i dunno wat the fuck is wrong with me
yest chem paper was alright
todae's maths was a killer
argh
after sch
went down holland
wanted ta stardie at nydc
but it had too many ppl
so went ta coffee club instead
ate a cake there and did my work
brillent me went ta call my bro
so i ended up goin back ghim moh
met bro.zhang qia and john
after tt went ta bro's hm wif john
stupid john pon sch
so he had ta go hm
teacher called
left me and bro
wahahahahaha
bro gave me my burfday prezzie
x)
thanks bro for such a special prezzie
love you loads
it made me think alot
of rather made me realize how screwed i m
is it because my wounds have nt healed
i admit i still think of him
r the wounds tt deep
that im living in self denial each day
i feel that noone understands me
screw it
y is my lyf so fuckin complicated
wat started out as love
has caused me pain
is this right
you moved on
y the fuck cant i move on
i tired new relationships
it just din work
i feel lyk a bitch
a fuckin bitch
tml is phy
bloody hell
im sneezin my butt off
thanks ta daddy
and ive gt a freakin phy exam tml
i cant even get myself together
how the fuck m i suppose ta take a fuckin phy exam
fuck
;7:03 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
kinda easy
since d topic was on what qualities make a good parent
wahahaha
all i had ta do was write bout d opp of my parents
lol
tml is chem
hopefully its nt tt bad
i just had chem tution
went well
finish early tml
dunch think i will go out
gt ta stardie fer maths
gt my prezzie frm sarah todae
its a body lotion frm bath & body works
gt my card frm d class too
all d nonsense written by d guys
wahahahaha
my clase rocks!
x)
;10:22 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the rosesin no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come runningand fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
Sitting silent wearing Sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it calls to the peoplewho stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come runningand fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
It seems too easy to call you "Savior",
Not close enough to call you "God"
So as I sit and think of words I can mentionto show my devotion
"I want to fall in love with You"
"my heart beats for You"
jars of clay-love song for a saviour
;7:44 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
wahahahaha
met ppl i love too!
deanne! my lovely cell member
its just been so great
this whole holiday
i dunch wanna go back sch tml!!
sobx`
nick was sayin last night tt sch ruins his lyf
wahahahaha
tml is a start of a new term
hopefully its a new start fer me too
x)
;7:30 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
lol
went out todae
met my sec sch mates
missed sam & drea loads
met them at ps first
waited fer other ppl ta come
den took NEL ta little india!
went ta meet mr chua!
he's leavin
sobx` sobx`
so its kinda a fairwell party
nt bad food lar
mr chua paid fer all
but he left halfway cuz he had work ta finish up
den we went down town
SHOPPING
whahahahahaha
went ta wisma
den pacific plaza
bought a gio tank top and a mango bag
i lurfe my mng bag ta bits
hahaha
din stardie at al tonight
my eyes were glued ta screens
cuz mummy daddy r out
goin sentosa tml
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gosh
i shouldnt b happy
im lyk officially screwed fer term tests
haha
but i can get ta see sam.euphmia.kia kiat and kelvin!!
miss tt guys loads
haha
hopefully i can get some stuff done ltr
or sunday
cuz definately tml nth will b done
lol
holidays endin
damn it
i hate it
;10:42 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
have fun looking.
x)
will have the whole story up in a few days
i woke up at freaking 4am ta take my stupid flight
im off`
;11:47 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
acting even lamer
;11:45 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
acting lame with crab shells.
;11:44 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
this is how good the food is. hmmmmmm
;11:44 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
in a kimono. how do i look? haha
;11:43 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
in disney. its the globe. can you see s'pore??
;11:43 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
M I C K E Y! disney SEA
;11:42 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
even more!!
;11:41 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
more punks. love the hair. :)
;11:41 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
lil bo peeps. wahahaha KAWAII
;11:40 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
punk rock! harajuku! they rawk alright!
;11:39 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
the enterance of the temple` i look nyce` x)
;11:38 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
at a traditional shrine.
;11:37 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
shinkansen! woooooshhhhhhhhh
;11:36 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
gosh! my new shoe is so peenk! hahaha.
;11:35 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
in shibuya. i look horrid`
;11:35 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
japan's imperial palace.
;11:34 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
here it is! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;11:32 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
the beeeegest LV store is here!
;11:32 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
CHICKEN RICE!! lol. world expo-s'pore pavillion`
;11:30 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
on the shinkansen. we were bored!!
;11:29 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WILL UPLOAD PICS AND STORIES SOON
BTW
I LURFE YOU GUYS!
smuacks`
;8:56 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
japan rocks!
cuz they hav free internet
wahahahahaha
im now in sendai
was in tokoyo d past 3 days
hotel rm soooooooo small
but i lurveeee DISNEY
hahahaha
except i dunch understnd y mr walt disney
must create rides which giv pp a headache
haha
did nt do much shopping
saw a pair of nike duncks
gonna buy it next week
oh yes!
im turin 17 di sun!!
x)
will giv u guys a more detailed post wen i get hm
i miss you guys!
and you guys have ta cum japan!
DISNEY
HARAJUKU
ROPONGGI
SHIBUYA
GINZA
TSUKIJI
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IT JUST ROCKS!
X)
;1:52 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
wahahahaha
im so gonna miss you guys`
went down town after sch todae
did a pedicure
hahaha
did it wif grace
saw dis cupid earrings at moshi moshi
wanted ta buy
but it was only d last piece
x(
walked rd alot
din buy much lar
came hm
slpt all d way till now
haha
oh ya
went into dior
saw d bad mel bought
its sellin fer $390
im thinkin of askin mummy ta get me tt wan instead
cuz its only $40 diff frm d peenk monograme
wahahahaha
or if sum is willing ta fufill my b'day wish dis yr
x)
;6:33 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahaha
and im leaving tml
haha
and every1 has given me a shopping list
wat m i?
santa clause?
dream on
lol
rushing tru damn pw now
tml still gt class
at its at 8am!
bleaghx
as usual todae
bein teased by class again
bout jia ming
wahhhh
hahahaha
anyways tml gonna do my nails
hahaha
den meet sam & drea
x)
oh ya
went down town after sch
ta buy stuff and meet mummy
and i met dan!
den i met james
and den my les partner audrey!!
weeeee
she so cute
gave me a kiss
hahaha
bell was kinda shocked
she was wif me wen i met aud
lol
really miss aud
wahhhhhhhh
im gonna miss you all`
will try ta blog tml b4 i leave
if nt
take care peeps!
and yes
my burfday is cumin
wahahahahaha
hint* hint*
;11:35 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
so paisei todae
every1 keep teasing me bout jia ming AGAIN!
everyday so caught up wif pw
no time ta blog
yest has sch as usual
oh ya
had tution too
was quite worth while
cuz i actually learned stuff
wahahahahaha
had sch again todae
but i ended early
cuz smart me dropped econs
haha
how i wish i could drop phy instead
im leaving dis fri
lyk OMG
i hav nt packed
haha
anyways im so lookin forward ta my bufday dis yr
even though i wun b ard
haha
cuz supposdly sum1 is gonna make it special fer me
hahahaha
stupid guy
i said supposedly cuz i dunch know if he's really gonna keep his promise
and if i can skip sch durin d first week
hahahahaha
and i already know wat grace bought me
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;9:36 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
i dunch know y
but i damn stressed
hahahaha
prob its cuz i hav an overdue econs essay
i missed d campfire
and im thinkin bout sth
anyways
yest was fun
x)
went ta gmss
kinda borin there lar
but managed ta catch up with sum frens
den went ta j8 ta meet joshua
b4 goin ta sarah's hm
jia ming sms me
askin me ta buy sth fer him to eat
so along d way
i was nibbling on his food
hahahaha
lucky he din realize wen i gave it ta him
as usual
me & jia ming would get into a shouting row
haha
having so much fun in pissing each other off
played tennis wif
jiaming.sarah.joshua.khai bin
den they all left
and i told mummy i was havin dinner out
so the person i thought off at tt pt of time was eric
called him
and yuupp
i had dinner wif him
went ta sakae sushi
i guess
when u r in good company
u dunch feel hungry
hahaha
i had fun
i really did
x)
had sch todae at lyk 8am!
argh
could nt get myself out of bed
haha
wanted ta pon econs lecture
but yoona was alone
so i decided ta stay
d rest of d day was lecture
boring crap
den i din do econs essay
din brin econs file
so i pon econs tutorial
wahahahahaha
went ta canteen
saw kevin
d indon guy tt lives near my place
it was rainin heavily
so we sat in d canteen
waitin fer rain ta stop
den we took a bus hm together
talked alot
hahaha
talked bout indons
talked bout relationships
hahahahahaha
came back
gt pissed off by jia ming
cuz he ask me ta call him
argh
TT GUY!
hung up on him
and went ta slp
xD
slp more important lar
lol
so many things on my mind
yet everyday we still hav 24 hrs
argh
;9:27 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
really lyk d silence
except fer d occastional vacumme-ing sound cumin frm my maid
din go church todae
woke up at 9
stoned awhile
den did a lil chem
goin out soon
goin ta sec sch ta " help " out in a camp
den goin sarah's hm to play tennis
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
nth much in my mind
except tt its a whirl
have nt been concentratin well too
but luckily
my slp has nt been affected
haha
i cant believe im goin on holiday in lyk
5 days!
its lyk im nt even excieted
haha
i remember last time
when its near my holiday trip
i would b so enthu
making a list of things to pack
and when d day came
i wouldnt slp
hahaha
looks lyk ive grown out of it
i have nt packed anythin!
lol
dunch even know wat time my flight is
hahahaha
oh wells
i miss the old me sumtimes
but nt d bitchy part
hahaha
;11:37 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
gt back my previous tutor
still a lil sick
was down in town yest
fixing my prelini charm bracelet
but i think it looks abit off
so im gonna re arrange d hearts again
hahaha
im so jealous
i hate you mel!
hahahaha
d hardcore dior collection looks nyce
but i still prefer my peenk monogram one
lol
any1 willing to fufill my birthday wish this yr?
hahahahaha
as if any1 would
haha
im also eyeing d LV epi leather wallet
hahaha
its been out fer so long
yet only recently ive falled in love with it
d red one tt isdin too much
oh my
im gettin too materialistic
i should b less concered bout brands
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and i should get rid of my shopping ways
ive been spendin too much
sorry lar
its a sudden realization
hahahahaha
gonna b hm alone ltr
mummy daddy goin out fer dinner
xD
means i can do sum tv watchin
wahahahahahaha
;6:45 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
just came hm frm SHOPPING
if it wasnt because of my short day today
and d company of grace
i think d word shopping would have disappeared frm my vocab
wahahahahaha
spent a grand total of $47.50
managed nt ta use my $50 note
nt bad fer wat i bought
perlini pendant
ripcurl slippers
bits & pieces ring
sushi
so proud of myself
xD
feelin really guilty
cuz i passed d flu to my maths tutor
oops
= p
fri tml
so fast
1 more week of sufferin
hahaha
sooooo happy todae
cuz i could shop todae
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;6:54 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
i cant believe it
wahahahaha
past few days
just lost my touch for blogging
hahaha
oh ya
bout tt indo guy
he lives near my place
took d same bus as him yest when goin ta sch
talked awhile
pretty nyce guy
and yes
im still sick
went to d doc dis mornin
so i din go sch fer chem lecture
went fer maths test only
wasnt too bad lar
haha
after sch
came hm
saw jasmine yong the bowler
frm gmss
wahahahaha
she was wif her boy fren
lol
okay
shall stop here
just dunch feel lyk carrying on anymore
;9:07 PM