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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

so damn bloody buzy!!!
skool...
ok larz...

cumin hm dead everiday...
exausted all my brain juices...
*x_x*

learmin kinamatics 4 a math...
nt 2 bad larz...

gt caught 4 long fingernails on d first day of skool..
hahaha
how lame...
it was nt THAT LONG anyway...

saw ying cheng at d porch 2...
haha
din noe it was him..
he looked different...
different = more cute..
hahaha
i told him that
and he said i was mad..
okok..
mayb i exgarating...
but he looks realli different frm last time larz..

heard zhang qia cumin back tml...
hope he cums back..
= )

was talkin 2 maine last nite...
din realli lyk her at first...
but hey...
ppl change wif time...
maine if u read dis...
net lurves u now!!!
kekekeke = p
cheer up ger...
those ppl r nt worth it..
but jo is worth it....
dun think 2 much ok??

wanna take dis opportunity 2 thank sum ppl...
athiyah-->thanks...
again..
i din realli lyk u at first..
haha..
but now...
yeah...
thanks 4 bein there..
in d mornin..
in klass...
in d ava rm...
in d hall...
everiwhere larz...
thank kew!!
sutrisno-->wanna thank u 2...
although 99.999999999999999999% u piss mi off
thanks...
u noe wat u did...
*confidential* = )
cons|ting|jill-->u guys..actaulli gers..
realli make my day..
dun disappoint ur big sis ok?
sam|drea-->mi dunno wat 2 say..
again...
heard lots of things...
ITS ALL JUZ MISUNDERSTANDINGS!!!!!
DUN U PPL GET IT
sounds lyk im gettin down on my knees and beggin them..
haha...
if they realli think im lyk tt..
den let it b..
frenship iz sth lyk love..
if we are meant 2 b d best of frens
we will b again
to all those who made my day some how or another...
thank kew

wen my world collasped..
u all were there 4 mi..
= )
god bless u all...

tml o level cheena oral
OMG!
did i juz say tml...
oops
hope can past...
all d little angels up there..
help mi tml ok?

im talkin crap
yeah
i am

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:08 PM


Friday, June 25, 2004

auntiiiiii cumin 2day...
frm UK...
stayin at mi place....
4 3 whole bloody mths...
!!!!!!!

watched liu xing hua yuan II on ch 8 last nite...
wanna watch d whole series again....
= (
but gotta O level...
bein deprived of Soooooooooooooo many things...

wanted 2-->
go linkin park concert
go 56 concert
go see feng qi
go see shan wei|wei bo
watch tv till late at nite

BUT IM BEIN DEPRIVED OF ALL THESE!!!!

MUMMY DADDY
IF YA READIN DIS
I HAV HUMAN RIGHTS TOO
YOU CAN'T DEPRIVE ME OF ENTERTAINMENT

okiez...
let off all d steam ler...
argh
= )

auntiiiiii cumin..
so goin airport ltr...

ying cheng suppose 2 cum back yesterday..
tt wat he told mi b4 he left..
he say he cumin back on 24...
if nt mean he wun cum nack anymore...
= (
lets hope wat he says is wrong...
he made mi promise mi sth b4 he left...
and i did it...
i wan tell him tt..
but now...
how 2....

*cheer up* gurl...
think positive
= X

hmmmmmmmm
smells nice..
*grrr*
hungry...
haha...

goin 4 lunch ler...
lyk
F I N A L L Y

im still waiting for my one and only
;12:51 PM


Thursday, June 24, 2004

pfffffffffffffffffffffft

gt a whole long talk bout savin $$ last nite...
cuz mi hp bill was lyk $100++
its onli a $100!!!!!!!!
nt lyk $1000!!!!
argh

den daddy yesterday still can spend $1111 on wine
argh
and $100 iz a big deal....

ok...
mayb it is..
but he doesan't hav 2 set double standards...

listenin 2 fing qi now...
kawaii ne
mi fone wall paper iz him..
kekeke

ltr goin golf club go meet daddys frens...
goin 2 help him queue up 2 gt a slot 4 sunday i tink...
cuz he now playin golf...
L A M E!!!
waste my bloddy time...
rather stay at hm ZzZ....

2nite gt tution...
juz did finsh tution hm wk...
but still gt skool hm wk...
so fast go back skool ler...
dun wan go back....
= (

hahahaha
*madded*
skool...
hav 2 go...
is a muz...
go face ppl i dun lyk again...
anyway its another..
5 mth??
i went tru 5 mth ler...
im sure i can go tru another 5 mth..
= )

nt realli ppl i dun lyk...
but im sure sum dun wan mi back...
*evil*
bein evil iz no good...
ltr god punish u...
kekekeke
muz luv thy enimies...
hahaha....
should nt bare any hatred...

hahaha

crap

goin skool dis sat 4 guides...
den meetin conssie...
i tink 2day ying cheng|shi mo cumin back....
i tink onli larz.....
realli hope they cum back...
zhang qia oso...
all my da ge...
= )

*lufre you...*
*anata omoide*

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:51 AM


Monday, June 21, 2004

full of crap......
hahahaha

hav been talkin loads of crap recently....
i tink mi brain has a big BRAIN MULFUCTION...
hahahahaha....

still doin geog project...
kinda ran out of ideas ler...
hav 2 finish by fri...
L A T E S T

was watchin qian jing 2day..
but watched cd 30...
endin is as expected...

awwwwwwwwwww

all shows end lyk t..
fairytale....
2 bad life's nt lyk tt....

in life....
we struggle each day...
even rich ppl hav prob...
nth is smooth sailing...
money juz doesn't drop frm sky 2....
everythin er hav 2 work it...
nth in dsi world is free....
how pathetic...
work
work
work
d onli day we stop workin|studyin iz wen we......
DIE!!!!
[quoted frm daddy]
life....
we juz hav 2 look at frm diff angles den...

lyk how im lookin at mine...
ppl hate mi in skool...
it might b a good thing u noe..
haha

im still waiting for my one and only
;12:37 PM


Sunday, June 20, 2004

lalalalalala
gt new handphone!!!!!!!!!!!
X70!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha

anyway...happy burfday nick!!!

happy belated bufday 2 mi....myself and i........

lets see.......

fri nite:
went 2 a italian restaurant...
food was damn nice....
but d best part was d dessert...
d waiter kinda lit my ice cream on fire...
he used licourice....
OMG!!!!!!
d flame was lyk blue in colour...
was so kool......
actually was so.....
hot!!!

exactly at 12....
phone kept vibratin...
everi1 sendin in burfday wishes..
hahaha

sat:
morinin went 2 meet athiyah|jiraporn|florence..
went 2 library do project...
den had lunch wif jirapore|athiyah|jiraporn god-bro...
he looked quite cute...
kekekeke
ltr went hm...
had a good ZzZ..
den went out 4 dinner...
went out wif d usual grp...
gt prezzies...
-->zara clothes
-->CK purfume

although dis yr din get much prezzies...
but sumhow i feel realli contented....

thank kew 2 all those who gave mi burfday wishes...
*muack**hugz*
thank kew thank kew.....
= )

16 ler...
big ger...
muz act lyk 1..
be lyk 1...
hahaha...
muz study hard 2...
a new beginning 4 another yr...

betta nt screw it up...
hahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:22 PM


Friday, June 18, 2004

lalalalala
tml mi burfday ler...
OMG.....
16 ler...
sweet sixteen....
time juz pass so fast....

wanna ask sam|drea out tml...
but dunno should ask nt...
suppose 2 go k box wif 856 dearies...
but they all tml gonna op c toro|xing shu...
so mayb join them lorz...

2nite gt dinner...
i tink iz sum french or italian restaurant...
mi favouriteeeeeeeeeeeee

tml gotta go library do goeg project...
den afternoon see how first lorz....
should i go op c oso??
so long nva op c ler...
realli wanna see toro though....

see how tml larz...

im guessin dis yr i wun get any prezzies frm ppl at skool...
lolz..
everi1 juz hates mi...
how pathetic...
haha..
but lookin at it frm a diff. angle....
its nt tt bad after all...

sutrisno...
thank u...
u might nt noe it..
but i gt it...
thanks...

time juz pass realli fast..
veri soon will b back in skool....
seein all kinds of words & numbers...

B O R I N G !!!!!!!

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:02 PM


Thursday, June 17, 2004

juz watch finish qian jing....
OMG!!
huo jian hua iz juz damn kawaii....
in xi jie oso he damn cute....

hahahaha.....
he nt onli damn kawaii...
damn kool oso...
= )
hahaha..

ltr gt tution...
sianz arhz....
still gt goeg project 2 do...
global warming...
2pid....

mummy took my fone away ler...
she sold it 2 sum person in her office larz...
so 4 my b'day she buyin mi a new fone..
= )
^_^
but i dunno wat fone 2 buy lehz...
now usin 2100...
but hardly tounch it anyway...
fone has beem quietpast week....
no1 2 msg...
no1 2 call...
actually quite ok larz...
peace & quiet...
hahaha

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:09 PM


Tuesday, June 15, 2004

bitch
your bitch.


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was blog hoppin wen i came upon dis....
go and try....
its kinda tru..
hahaha
You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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here is another wan....
haha...
2bad sum ppl dun realize it...
kekeke

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:26 PM



ooooooooooooooooo

had sum cute guys at mi tution klass yesterday....
*cheeky*= p
gt 1 look damn kool....
nt cute but juz veri shuai....
kekekeke

went 2 skool 2day...
11-3!!
but quite fun larz...
went 4 social studies...

was watchin qian jing..
den mummy cum back....
= (
still wanna watch....

zhang feng qi
zhang feng qi
hear dis word until wat liaoz...
2pid bell....
keep sayin feng qi iz cute....
argh!

did shoppin 2day...
bought another pair of earings-->black stars
bought body shop nail filer
bought peenk nail polish frm sasa
spent bout $10....
tryin 2 save up sum $$....
wanna go do french menicure 4 burfday...
hehehe....

thinkin of goin k box dis sat wif 856...
now all cuz of ZHANG FENG QI they wun b free
argh

actually he quite kawaii larz...
can't blame them
haha

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:57 PM


Monday, June 14, 2004

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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bella out AGAIN!!!
go send darling zhang feng qi off...

ltr gtg bishan....
phy tution...
2day is lab session so combine wif other klass...
hope 2 see sum shui ge....
kekeke

wanna watch qian jing.....
daddy at hm........
= (
i tink dis princess here found her prince ler.......
huo jian hua!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!

he iz juz damn cute...
esp. in qian jing...
= )

hiazz...
but can nva get tt prince wan....
*sobz*

hahahahahahaha
realli *madded*

im still waiting for my one and only
;12:58 PM


Sunday, June 13, 2004

bell go see zhang feng qi......
mi wanna go 2......
ysterday she went 2 see a-wei & wei bo....
= (

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

anyway had dinner yesterday at taka....
den sianzzzz
went down coffee bean 4 a drink....
OMG!!!!!!
there was dis 4 guys there....
all look so kawaii....
haha....
den gt 1....
we kinda mad eye contact.....
keke...
*zzzzzzzzzz*
he was realli damn kawaii....
haha....
sat there awhile...
den went back up ler....
so sad.....
hahaha....
if realli gt fate...
den mayb will see him again....

mi wanted 2 go cut hair 2day....
change hair-style...
mummy dun allow...
cuz........
MI GONNA B BRAIDES-MAID.....
at mi cousin weddin.....
= )
nice gown...
nice shoes....
everythin nice....
kekekeke
its lyk gonna b a fairytale.....

Once upon a time....
there lived a princess and a prince in a far away land...

but 2 bad....
dis princess has nt found her prince yet......

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:24 PM


Saturday, June 12, 2004

hav been watchin qian jing bai fen bai since 8am!!!
OMG!!!!!

anyway..
bell nt at hm...
went 2 go see a-wei...
den ltr goin PSC go see a-wei & wei bo....
Wahhhhhhhhhh
mi wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 nite gt dinner again...
hiazz...
feelin betta ler....

holiday gt no1....
no1 even care if i sick or nt.......
= (

*sobz**sobz*

im still waiting for my one and only
;2:19 PM


Friday, June 11, 2004

i feel sick.................................

*sobz*
havin a terrible headache.....

watched qian jing bai fen bai 2day.....
OMG!!!!!
d show iz soooooooooooooooooo nice...
wanna go on vcd marathon ler...
2 bad cannot........

damn sianz larz....
sick summore...

hiazz.....

lyf iz nt makin it any better....

tml will b a better day!!
*smile*

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:55 PM


Thursday, June 10, 2004

= (
nt feelin veri well 2day....
= (
after dis i wan go zzz ler...

stay at hm...
face 4 walls...
see daddy face....
B L O O D Y B O R I N!!!
see all sorts of numbers & equations...
-->maths & chem
can die wan lehz..

ltr at night still gt chem tution...
wat a lyf!!!
= (
a sad lyf
a borin lyf

anyway...
thanks ting!!
realli appriciate it...
my gurl always....
= X

have nt seen him online recently..
dunno if he is safe back in indo...
have nt really talked 2 john 2...
realli wan msg him...
ask him how he is...
BUT..................... ..................

its juz 2 borin at hm...
which is betta...
go skool 4 lessons or stay at hm???
tough choice.....................
hahahaha

wAt a LyF....
lUrFE-lEsS
fRenS-lEsS
cOloUR-LEsS

im still waiting for my one and only
;4:16 PM


Wednesday, June 09, 2004

juz finish watchin zjzd
JR is soooooooooooo cute
= )

he went back indo yesterday...
went back 2 a place he belongs...
hope he keeps his promise....

talked 2 john yesterday...
ermz
i realli dunno wat 2 do...
a part of mi says leave him alone
a part of mi says dun

lyk FINALLY
no need go back skool...
haha...
iz rainin now...
i dunch lyk rainy days...
so dark & gloomy..
it affects my mood..
= (

kinda saw charles yesterday...
haha...
still looks d same...
heard he is back 4 3 mths...
gd 4 sam...
= )

hiazz...
mi & my lonely lyf...
haha...
actually nt tt bad larz...
take it as a challange in lyf...
wen i pass this...
i will become a stronger person...

im still waiting for my one and only
;11:33 AM


Monday, June 07, 2004

john.....
where r u..
stop playin hide and seek wif mi...

hiazzz.....
y i care sia...
i cannot always b there 4 him....

*sobz*
hav been cryin d past few days..
my parents juz dunno mi...
they juz dun...

was juz lookin tru ppl's bloggie...
saw drea's wan...
nice pics...
of sam & her...
realli gd frens...
i dunno
*blur*

i guess theres alot of misunderstandins...
i dunno wat i did...
hiazz...
sum ppl say im bent on gettin even wif them...
sum say i hate them...
sum say i call them stupid...
but its all nt true!!!!

tt day...i ask sam her klass position...
i laf cuz she|drea|him
their klass position was 2gether...
i thought it was rather coincidental...
yet sam said i laf at her cuz she gt so low
tt was wat i heard-->dunno if tru..

i heard alot...
plus none of us talk..
i guess if its realli misunderstnadins...
i dunno wats gonna happen...
i bet they 2 heard loads of shit frm other ppl 2..
im nt suprised...

heard tt charles iz back...
dun think i will get 2 see him
cuz i dun hang out wif sam|drea
im jealous....
haha...
sam & him lasted realli long...
all d best guys...
dun think they read my blog anyway...
*lame*

i guess....
if they realli think lyk tt...
i dunno wat 2 say...
no matter wat...
they were my best frens...
will always b...
i guess sumtime good intentions turn out d wrong way...

okok....
enuf ler...
we'll juz see wat happens..
= )

im still waiting for my one and only
;8:41 PM


Sunday, June 06, 2004

juz finish tution...
juz finish eatin ice cream!!!!
chocolate!!!

2nite gt harry potter
yeah man....
wat a great way 2 end d day....

hiazz...
tml still gt go back skool...
y doesn skool wanna let us go??
y r we lyk prisoners 2 d skool???
actually y r we lyk prisoners 2 studies....

john...john...
i wash my hands clean ler.....
he doesn't wan mi help...
wat can i do...
i can't always stand by him...
he has 2 stand up on his own one day...

hes goin back indo on tues....
time juz pass so fast...
i guess he realli lookin 4ward 2 seeing his family..
no...wait...
actually his car!!
haha

always d same...
car iz always d most important in his lyf...
haha..
nva changes...

i guess...
sumtimes ppl do change...
but there r always sum times which will remain in us always..
and these r d things tt ppl lurve in us

im still waiting for my one and only
;5:36 PM


Thursday, June 03, 2004

HARRY POTTER RAWKS!!!!
went 2 watch it today....
tom felton iz juz sooooooooooooooooooooo i mean......
soooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!!
= )

bloody borin day in skool....
sexual reproduction...
bloody topic 4 bio...
haha...
den 2 day gt chem oso...
do chem experiment....
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww

suppose 2 hav tution but din wanna hav it...
so havin it dis sunday....
OMG
bout a pair of chio earings 2day...
little cute butterflys...
or sum1 used say....
[ flutterbyes ]
haha

gt weddin dinner dis sat...
so i will b wearin d new earings...

sianz...
tml gt skool again...
but lucky onli gt phy & eng
= )

haha....
dis morinin woke up late...
kekeke...
went skool bout 1/2 hr late...
= p

okiez....
have ta go back study ler...
actually shower 1st..
*stink*

oh ya...
2 sum1 out there...
u noe who u r...
GO SEE A DOCTOR!!!
DUN BE SO BLOODY STUBBORN
= )
*evil smiley*

im still waiting for my one and only
;8:57 PM


Tuesday, June 01, 2004

went 2 skool 2day....
borin as usual...
had an A MATHS TEST!!!!!
d bloody paper was lyk so difficult....
*pissed*

tml ying cheng|zhang qia goin back...
they mayb nt cumin back anymore...
they realli helped mi alot...
bein able 2 get back 2 life...
iz partly cuz of them larz...
thanks guys!!
= )

john cumin back 2day...
ltr at night...

*sobz**sobz*
no maid...
everythin mux D.I.Y...
haha...
mi veri spoilt ritez??
haha...

tml public holiday...
hiazz....
mux stay at hm do work...
do TYS!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
y did they invent such a thing as O levels...
oh wait....
y did they even invet such i thing called studyin...
argh

havin a headache as im typin dis...
hav been havin it since monday...
juz din wanna take panadol...
nt good 4 health u noe...
= p

wat a lyf

im still waiting for my one and only
;6:51 PM