Tuesday, November 30, 2004
1 more day
im still waiting for my one and only
;4:14 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
together forever` if only i had someone.
;12:13 AM
Monday, November 29, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
haha
firstly
finally can go out wif ma 88 darlings
beamx*
went 2 take neo print
look damn retarded
den summore vannie wanna put d pics in d book wif sw
AHHHHHHHHHH
but long time nva had sum much fun wif ma darlinggss
den went ta meet eric ta play pool
hahaha
eric met ben den ben jux kept teasing eric bout meee
lol
my pool skills r improving!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
hahahaha
thanks eric
= )
ben was there wif his own frens
but joined us ltr after we were done too
went ta buy ma hair dye!!
hahaha
after tt went mos burger ta meet my darlings
den saw maine & beng loong workin there
jia you maine!!
den after tt left ler
eric walked meee to d bus stop
= p
hahaha
came hm
did my hair
din realli turn out nyce
so after dinner did it again
now ma hair ish brown!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha
its abit uneven lar
but who cares
ma hair ish brown!!!!!
hahaha
maine called meee nt long ago
she told meee tt sutrisno & lia were in mos nt long after i left
haha
we r nt fated i guess
lol
oh ya
met ben's gurl fren
din realli lyk her at first
but i guess its kinda wrong to judge sum1 by looks
so shall nt comment further
hav been feelin pretty happy d past few days
haha
dunch realli noe y at first
but now i teenk i noe
mayb its b cuz of d person im talkin to right now
hahaha
= )
winkx*
;11:21 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
call it fate
yest was 27
and my dream was bout sutrisno
haha
i dreamt tt we were actually together
den i asked him bout lia
he said he din lyk her
goin stead wif her was sum kind of mistake
and he was gonna break up wif her
hahaha
well
tt is wat a call memories
we all hav 2 move ahead in lyf
went ta church dis mornin
i went beserk dis mornin
i was tryin on 5 gazillion clothes b4 i settled 4 a long sleeve shirt and skirt
hahahaha
after church went 2 hav lunch
mummy met tina jie jie so we had lunch together
had indonesian cusine
another coincidence?
lol
den we went borders
i met drea
cuz she was damn bored at orchard
she bought hair dye
soo much cheaper den goin 2 colour house to dye
soo mayb gonna buy d hair dye and DIY
after tt mummy sent drea hm
den we all came hm
read angels&demons
den fell asleep
hahaha
ltr gonna hav dinner wif beeeggggg family again
can see cute gab!!
and michelle too!
babies are jux so cute!!!!!
;6:41 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
hahaha
if me & sutrisno were still together
it would b 3 years
hahaha
din do much todae
went ikea wif mummy
tt place is great!
i wan a new room!!
hahaha
met drea wif her mummy there
bought loads of x'mas stuff
yupppz
new d x'mas tree looks nyce
= )
den went hm 2 slp
damn tired
ltr gt dinner
usual ppl
gt jay concert tonight
wanna go!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
was msg-ing eric
hahaha
was lyk a confession session
haha
eric
if yoo r readin dis
thanks a zillion fer yesterday
yoo r great!
hahaha
beamx*
;6:48 PM
i jux dunch get it its lyk wateva i do is wrong pffffffffffffftttttttttttttt is grades soo important? i dunch ask 4 much next time all i wan is a happy lyf i jux wish they can understand anyway credits to mariann 4 d photos = )
im still waiting for my one and only
but sum1 jux cheered meee up
helped meee get a whole lot of ma back
yoo should noe who yoo are
= )
went ta ben's hm todae
met jiraporn at bishan mrt
i actually asked jiraporn to tell ben.eric i was nt goin
haha
evil mee*
so wen they saw mee they were quite shocked
lol
accomplised 2 things todae
learn majong & pool
lol
so went ta ben hm
played majong wif ben.eric.jiraporn
played lyk gazillion rounds
haha
ben kept winnin
AHHHH
den eric was damn stressed
lol
den things became more interestin
there was some politics goin on
haha
shall nt elaborate further
giv ppl sum privacy
haha
had dinner at dis prata place
was pretty ok
we kinda had dis quiz time
hahaha
asked all sorts of iq quest
to prove who was most interlectuall [ spelt wrongly rite =p ]
den me.jiraporn went eric hm
ben and d gurl [ hint* hint* ]
went ta meet meet ben's fren
went 2 eric's room
pretty neat 4 a guy
lol
soo much more organized den mine
hahaha
on d floor was ben's present
kinda funni
but realli interestin
den eric went 2 biy loads of condoms 4 ben
he put it all in a nyce lil jar
hahaha
den met nicholas
every1 teases him cuz he's nt realli tall
i understand
sobx*
hahahahaha
den eric.jiraporn.nick.me
went ta bukit timah play pool
eric taught meee pool
while nick taught jiraporn
thanks eric!
haha
had fun
realli
den waited 4 mummy daddy 2 pick meee up
wateva happen next
i guess i dun hav 2 say
i went hm late
so
blah blah blah
is it wrong to fail parents expectations
y mux my parents expect meee to b perfect
expect meee to get perfect grades
and teenk d ppl i mix wif r all crap ppl
i can onli mix wif scholars
wtf
according 2 them tt is wat will giv meee a good lyf
cuz i will hav smart frens 2 spur meee on 2 study
;1:26 AM
Friday, November 26, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
another hottie! sam would agree wif mee...= p
;10:48 AM
im still waiting for my one and only
hottest tennis player ever! ma guy!!
;10:47 AM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
found dis new vcd ta watch
its jap
but damn nyce
d guy ish damn kawaii
went out fer beef noddles 2dae
wif nick.andrew
they cumin over fer dinner ltr too
tml suppose ta go ben's hm
dunno if can go
den todae suppose 2 go wif 88 dearies
daddy mummy pissed meee off
so i could nt go
i was lookin forward ta dis fer a long time ler
ahhhhhhhhhh
sorry dearlinggg
will make it up to yoo
teenkin of goin highlight ma hair dis weekend
gonna ask kor kor ta pay
kekeke
evil meee`
;6:33 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
AWWWWWWWWWWW
i wanna b there too
did ma french menicure 2dae wif mel
spent $26+++
heart pain*
but my nails look hot alrite!
= p
tt's it
i hav ta get a job
at d rate im goin
im bound ta spend loads dis mth
went 4 d job interview 4 billabong
work 8 hr a day
6 days a week
weekday-->$5.50/hr
weekend-->$6/hr
if i add it up
its bout $1000/mth
should i take it up?
voice ur opinions on ma tag board pls
thank kew
went ta skool dis mornin
dunch teenk i can get into CJC
bloddy cut-off point is lyk 16
pffffffffftttttttttttt
screwed man
should i go appeal tml
den work 4 onli 1 mth
dilemma*
anyway tml 88 outin
cant wait fer tt
can see ai shan & rella
soo long nva see them ler
= )
nvm
talk ta mummy daddy den
see wat conclusion we can cum up wif
;4:51 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
but was still ok lar
i would hav 2 say
sutrisno
yoo did a great job wif d BBQ
hahaha
i realli mean it
[ i dunch always praise yoo alrite ]
= p
i met lee xuan
on my gawd
its has been lyk wat
4 years?
she looks much more prettyyyyy now
kekekeke
den gt boy fren summore
lol
they were havin klass chalet too
but theirs was more fun
gt ppl play majong.drink alcohol.
hiax
ma klass ppl too guai ler
but its a good thing lar
sorry guys
yest was realli itchin 4 sth
so i ya....
those hu went 4 chale should noe wat im talkin bout
went hm wif a terrible headache
stole sum vodlka frm next door and did sum other stuff
so looks lyk i gt sum punishment
lol
every1 was takin photos yest
im sure alot wun hav meee in it
hahaha
tml goin back skool 2 apply JC
dunch even noe if can get into CJC
den tml gt another job interview
workin 4 billabong wan
should b interestin
i hope*
4/1 2004 gmss
so many memories
sum i wan 2 leave behind
sum i wan 2 brin along wif meee
all ma wonderful frens
i noe i wasnt realli a very nyce gurl
i noe i noe
i used 2 bitch ard 2 much
gossip and stuff
so if in d process ive hurt yoo guys
sorry!
charmed ones
thanks darlingggs
cindy.jialin.jiraporn.athiyah
havin yoo guys ard made ma lyf in 4/1 even better
all ma other klassmates
i will miss yoo guys!
ok
mayb nt all
but most
= p
happy belated burfday ben!
totally forgot bout it
pai sei
lol
thanks 4 invitin meee dis fri
mayb MAYB i will pop by
haha
i will miss yoo guys
realli
im already missin sam.grace
lol
actually
i will miss d guys too
zx.yuanting.sam.chin weng.irvin.kenny.kenneth.luigi.
a whole lot more
although they piss me off most of d time
but
hahaha
they r still great ppl!
4/1 2004 gmss
mmemories`
;1:25 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
3rd day of ma holiday onli
im dyin!
soo bloddy bored!
ltr gt klass chalet
mr er nt goin
sobx*
nvm lar
juz go onli lar
sam leavin tonight
soo charmes ones......
party tonight!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
love yoo guys!
jux confirmed dis thur gt 88 outing
haha
mayb wanna go do ma nails b4 tonight
see how lar
if gt time
damn sianx
gtg pick up ma tennis again
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
;2:51 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
i did it!
i chang ma blogskin!
giv meee sum comments alright
love yoo guys!
;11:10 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
haha
went ta prego last nite
so came back abit late lar
went ta watch d incredibles again
went ta watch wif michelle and bell
michelle is damn kawaii!!
gab too!!
haha
took sum photos wif gab
see if i can post them up
= )
soo bored at hm
tml gt klass chalet
den gt job interview
but dunch fell lyk goin
hahaha
see how tml lar
mayb goin on another shoppin spree tml
kekekeke
oh ya
congrats mr er & miss lee
mayb yoo both hav a blissful marriage
AWWWWWWWW
soo sweettttttt
damn sianx
nth 2 do at hm wan
dunno lar
mayb tml call sum1 out
hahahaha
cant stay at hm
can die*
;9:35 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
;9:23 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
did retail tharapy
hahahaha
spent lyk alot ALOT todae
hahaha
sorry things din work out
hangin out wif yuan ting.sam[guy nt samantha].and sum others
i realize my freedom is nt worth love
not worth a relationship
bein single rawks man
i can hang out wif whoever i wan
hahaha
den ltr met sam[antha].drea
we dragged sam along 4 shoppin wif us
yuan ting was damn tired
so he went 2 pay $8.50 2 go slp in d cinema
hahaha
thanks 4 todae!
love yoo!
bought a new top
new earings
saw sum skirts and bags
shall ask mummy 2 buy them fre meee tml
beamx*
grace ish leavin tml
samantha leavin on monday
AWWWWWWWWW
nvm
still gt drea
plus next wek im goin out wif ma 88 dearies
yuuppx
den if bored can always call yuan ting out
haha
he's always free 4 meee
plus dan & alvin both owe me a shoppin trip
haha
i should nt b bored
= )
d more i teenk of it
its nt worth it
i was unsure
but after 2dae
i noe wat i realli wan
parental objection
jealousy frm boy fren
blah blah blah
yeah
its definately nt worth it
plus frenships usually last longer den relationships
winkx*
plus i dunch wanna get hurt again
guys....
i teenk 4 now
guys shall juz b frens
hahaha
okiex
goin out fer dinner ler
had a great day
oh ya
watched the incredibles too!
it rawks!
definately worth $8.50
;7:06 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
Os r finisheddddd
im sooo happie!!
wat a great way 2 end Os wif an easy paper
lalalalalalala
chem was nyce!
i lost 1 mark frm paper 1 ler
but hack it
im juz soo happie now
goin crazy*
goin out tml
wanted go out 2nite 2 party
but daddy has sum frens over
so muz stay at hm
crap
imagine
3 mths of pure fun
next monday gt chalet
plus job interview
ermx
wat else is on ma schedule??
cant remember it now
tml goin out wif grace.zhihao.joel
gonna watch d incredibles i teenk
but of course goin shopping!
cant wait
hahahahaha
;6:41 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
tml last paper
even happier!!
chemistry
i lyk it
but sum1 here loaths it
haha
will we still hav d chemistry?
yiwen jux talked 2 meee
told meee sum stuff
nvm
will take it as i din see or hear anythin
had add mth 2day
could nt do d studpid relative velocity quest
argh
7 freakin marks!
sat can go out ler
soo happie!!
break loose frm hell!!
evilish*
all ma dearies
dunch worry bout meee
i noe wat im doin
= )
everythin has it risks
but im willin 2 take dis risk
dunch worry
if anythin happens
yoo guys will b d first 2 noe
sam.drea.grace
thanks!
i lurve all ma gurlfrens
all so SWEET!!
hahaha
muackx!
juz wantch finish singapore idol
sly!!
wat happen!!
screw everythin up!
sobx*
we shall see how d votes turn out tml
back ta studyin chem
1 more paper guys!
gamabatte!!
;9:37 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
hav been deprived og d com for soooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn long
now at sam's place usin d com
juz finished geog
din noe wat d hell was goin durin geog paper
so ended up doin developemnt
hahaha
was practically crappin d whole time
was teenkin of sum1 too
kekekeke
guilty*
hahaha
ok
dis sat determines my fate
hahaha
makin it sound so dramatic
haha
dunch hav my fone too
im practically dyin at hm
teenkin of wat 2 do after ma Os
OoOoOo
soo many stuff
hang out wif frens
go crazy wif 88 dearies
and if it works out
spend sum time wif tt special person
hahaha
goin down 2 stardie 4 phy ler
will update more after ma Os
jia you peeps!
2 more days!!
BREAK LOOSE FRM HELL
RELEASE OURSELVES FRM BEIN SLAVES TO BOOKS
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;10:09 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
I FUCKIN DID NT BLOCK YOO
JUX LEAVE MEE ALONE
I NEED SUM TIME TO THINK SORT THINGS OUT
THANKS
went ta daddy fren hm todae
ok
wasnt tt bad as i expected
lol
met sharlene & vidyah again
gonna watch movie wif sharlene after out Os
i teenk*
its holiday
cuz my next paper is next wed!
but i havin tution tml
sobx*
10 in d mornin summore
i dun hav much ta update lar
my mind is jux nt functionin well
i guess
i need a break
frm yoo
and frm everythin else
;9:36 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
would say it was ok
juz alot of application quest
bleaghx*
was fallin aslepp too
lol
soo in between paper went ta 7-11
went ta buy a drink & mentos
at least tt woke mee up 4 paper 2
= p
nt soo pissed anymore
but feelin kinda lost
lyk my soul ish lost sum where in space
sum where far far away
tml ish deepavali
goin daddy fren house
argh
hate goin there
cuz every1 there scores 6As 4 Os
pffffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttt
confirm every1 will ask bout mee non stop
den daddy mummy will blabber non stop bout smart asses
2 all my dearies
i hav nt forgotten yoo guys
yoo guys will always be no.1!!
oh ya
i juz earned a shoppin treat frm alvin!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i was askin him bout gettin a job 4 my hols
den he was lyk y i wanna get a job
den i was lyk cuz i need to SHOP!
lol
den he soo nyce say after ma Os he will brin my go out shoppin!!
lurve ya!
= )
Os r cumin 2 an end
soo happie
can finally do wat i always wanted to do
go shoppin 27/7
WEEEEEEEEEEE
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
;10:41 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
fuck it
argh
its been mths since i shed tears
i jux did
i dunno y too
i jux did
its been 10mths or so since i became single
yoo r nt d first 2 go after mee
but yoo r d first 2 make mi smile lyk an idiot in front of ma fone wen i receive ur sms
yoo r d first 2 make me hav sum1 in my mind all d time
and wat do i get in return
yoo fuckin screw my lyf up
ive get Os tml
y muz it happen now
y nt earlier
y nt b4
typed sum other stuff on my previous post
cant realli remembered
my mind is now a mess
a fuckin mess
;5:06 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
was ok lar
i slpt at 3 pkus last nite!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
i juz couldnt slp!
now is 9 plus
im still damn hyper
i teenk there is sth wrong wif meee
went ta study wif clera.grace.zhihao 2dae
went ta holland v coffee club
it was damn quite
onli us there
lol
den i brought along sum vodlka
notti meee
kekeke
me&grace went ta buy a can of coke and added vodlka in it
we all drank except clera
haha
lucky we all nva turn red sia
cuz still had 2 go 4 phy tution
tution was ok
except mr seto kept pickin on grace
hahahahaha
den she gt soo pissed
lol
had dis terrible headache juz now
and was feelin damn hot
muz b d vodlka
it was 40% alcohol
hahaha
stole sum frm daddy
lol
msg sum1 d whole day 2dae
haha
every1 tot i was mad
cuz everytime i received d msg
there was dis smile on my face
we were suppose 2 b studyin
but my fone kept ringin
every1 gt veri irritated by it
hahaha
so i had 2 put it 2 silent mode
den dis mornin
had an interrogatin session frm sam
wat can i say
gurlfrens!!!
hahaha
tml no paper
so gonna stay at hm 2 mug bio
veri soon everything will b over!
soo happie!
actually im veri happy now
thanks
its been a long time since ive been on cloud 9
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
;9:22 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
845am!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ive been loosin slp recently
dunch noe y
but im gettin veri pissed by it
its lyk my body clock is screwed
i hav nt been focusin recently
izzit cuz of tt?
lol
people in lurve are happy
i can tell sum1 out there is damn happy
haha
everythin juz happened so quick
ok
i admit
i do hav a tiny tiny tiny tiny tiny feelin 4 ya
haha
but rite now lets juz take things one step at a time
and see wat god has installed for us
i believe tt he has a unique plan for all of us
hav been readin a book recently
its called " the purpose driven life "
it says we all live for a purpose
for god's purpose
mayb its time i find out wat my purpose is on dis earth
i've learnt to b contented wif wat i hav
make the best out of everythin
((((((((((((((((((((((((((( :
din go curch todae
mayb goin out ltr 4 lunch
hope goin down orchard
den can go borders but ma book
angels & demons by dan brown!
hav been dyin 2 read tt book
lol
josh
i dunch noe if yoo will read dis
ur song is great!
hope to see ya soon
im soo proud to b ya aunty!
hahahaha
tml ish e mth paper 2
nt much ta stardie i guess
hav been stardin bio d whole mornin
hav been thinkin
should i go JC or go poly do biomed or mass com
hmmmmmmm
biomed can go wif mel
JC would b CJC
he would b goin there
mass com gt dan
wah
confused*
forgeddit
after Os den teenk
i hope its nt 2 late by den
hahaha
;1:12 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
AWWWWWWWWWWW
poor taufik
kekekeke
i guess its expected
but i cant believe oli was d bottom 2
i teenk d crazy businessman is gonna vote 4000 times 4 her now
hahaha
couldnt slp
woke up at lyk 9
i guess im still in a state of disbelief
i was juz complainin bout ma lyf
and now dis happens
izzit good or bad?
i realli dunch noe
plus i dunch noe him veri well
grace says i should juz go 4 it
ok
mayb i've gt cold feet
but
who can blame meeee
pfffffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttt
we shall see wat happens in time 2 cum
gt tution ltr
cuz thur i din hav any
hav been feelin rather relax recently
which i dun teenk is veri good
i've gt exams!!
hahaha
monday paper is e mth
nt much 2 stardie
but wed is bio
alot 2 stardie
lol
i'll update more ltr
i guess
;11:04 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahahaha
i gt first quest wrong though
lalalalala
but im quite satisfied wif myself
= )
was crappin wif grace yesterday again
hope zhihao faster ask her go stead
OoOo
if he doesnt
..... ......... ............
smart meee came up wif an EVIL plan
kekekekeke
so zhihao if u readin dis
do it quick
dun break my darlingg's heart
= )
tml sat
soo fast 1 week pass ler
can slack abit cuz monday ish e mth
gonna use weekend ta staride bio
bio soo many stuff 2 remember
waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
watched SI last nite
taufik u rawk!
hope yoo win!
ok
mayb i still lyk sly
but chances of him winnin r quite slim
i lyk oli
but i juz dun wan her win
lol
i tink 2nite daphane gonna get kicked out
its time 4 her 2 leave anyway
yuuppz
;11:06 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
sly and meee!!! d.u.n.c.h.y.o.o.t.e.e.n.k.h.e.l.o.o.k.s.b.l.u.r.r. //s.o.t.o.n.g\\
;11:03 AM
im still waiting for my one and only
i wanna kill myself
i made sooooooo many stupidest mistakes
4 todays's math paper
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
forgeddit
lucky still gt paper 2
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i hav 2 do damn well 4 tt
argh
wasnt feelin well dis mornin
mayb tt y screwed up
pffffffffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttttttttttt
tml ish add mth
gtg work todae
i dunno
but i realize tt everyday i hav been slackin
i see ppl ard mi all soo stress
waaaaaaaaaaa
feelin guilty*
see them slp soo last at nite summore
and wat time does dis lazybum slp?
1130 or 1200
hahahaha
2nite gt singapore idol
go sly!
go taufik!
u guys rawk meee world!
;10:58 AM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
yipeeeee
= )
thanks grace
i was juz damn pissed d past few days
u realli cheered mi up
dun worry
if zhihao doesnt ask yoo
i will make sure
he does!
= )
tml ish e math
hopin 2 ace dis too
2 sam...
thanks too
i noe u hav been tryin realli hard 2 cheer mi up too
thanks gurl
i would die in dis world wifout my frens
hahahaha
emotional*
i would nt say i hav been workin veri hard
but i guess i did my best
????
i juz wan it 2 all end
lyk tt i can enjoy lyf
hahaha
gettin used 2 sittin next to him
as usual
we dun talk
juz an ocassional look at each other
lol
im definately feelin betta
thanks 2 all those who made meee feel betta
lurve u all!
muackx*
;5:49 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
dis ish my crazy klass!! 4/1 gmss 2004 rawks!! all d best 4 Os!!
;7:10 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
im on top of d world!!! left to right //drea.jialin.cindy aka honey.sam.jiraporn\\
;7:08 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
my darlinggggs!!! sam.drea.mee
;7:06 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
sutrisno kurniawan
is sittin next to meee 4 o levels!!
oh my gawd
can yoo believe dis
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
;6:55 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
thanks bro!
ur notes helped!
hahaha
ss was not that bad i guess
lazy meee had no choice but to spot questions
guess wat
i spot the right ones!!!
hahaha
still feelin pretty f**ked up
dunch ask why
hav been sms-in sum1 at d moment
he realli does cheer mi up
hahaha
always tellin mi 2 slp early
to nva giv up
thanks!
sometimes i juz feel tt frens dunch noe d real meee
i even feel tt i dunch noe d real meee
its lyk
i wear dis mask wif a smiley face
noone sees the tears i shed inside
noone can see how much im sufferin
every1 think tt linette is a crazy madded gurl
who laughs 24-7
well
its as if i noe other ppl deep down inside too
here i cum back 2 d quest i always ask
wat does it take to hav a wonderful lyf
i opened it to nt onli 1 but a few
and time and time again
i get hurt
so wats d point
there is more to lyf den guys
yuuppzz
beamx*
;4:57 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
argh
i could nt even write d simplest word
dan's gt a gurlfren
lyf juz sucks beeeg time
forgeddit
at least he'a happie
i teenk i noe wat i wan 4 christmas dis yr
i wan every1 2 b happy
i wan grace & zhihao 2 b 4eva lovin
i wan dan & his gurlfren 2 last
i wan sam & charles 2 live happily eva after
i wan maine & JJ 2 continue their love
i wan clera 2 accept weili
i wan drea 2 get sum love in her lyf
i wan cindy-honeyy 2 find her prince charming
i wan elaine-yi hua 2 find tt special love she's been searchin for
i wan rella & shaf 2 keep d flame goin
i wan mel & ethan 2 continue rockin each other's world
i wan bell 2 get into NJC ip programme
i wan john to find a gurl who loves & cherish him
i wan sutrisno & lia 2 last 4eva
i wan tingg to find a guy who loves her veri much
i wan cons to get a loving boyfren
i wan all 2 b happy
ok
im startin 2 b lyk mel
forgive meee
feelin pretty fucked up at d moment
;6:10 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
lurve ya
muackx!
ok
din go church yesterday
but afternoon went fer lunch
1 happie family
haha
daddy usually plays golf on sundays
but yest he din so we had lunch together
cheen paper 1 was easy
honest*
but i could nt write out any cheena words
haha
it was lyk
i was writin my eng compo
but translatin everythin into cheena
hahahaha
im back hm!!
daddy picked mi up
den ltr sendin mi 2 skool 4 paper 2
gonna meet kor kor 2 pass him his burfday card
yuuppzz
its d start of Os
so i wun b usin much of d com
= (
sobx*
its either i dun write any
or my entry is gonna b damn short
but wateva it is
its d last hurdle guys
we can do it!
;11:33 AM