Monday, February 28, 2005
gt ma results back
im still waiting for my one and only
;7:35 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
nth much
things r still d same
except tt im slowly counting down till wen i get my results
somehow tt does nt bother me right now
sth else is stuck rooted in my mind
hav been goin out wif him quite alot dis week
wed.last night.and supposedly tonight too
grace & zhihao hav been havin probs
smart me dragged him into it as well
and now he views lyk differently
sounds crap at first
but lookin at him
stare so hard into d star-less sky
he jux thinks too much
he's jux sitting next to me
but sumhow he seems far away
tt look
is a 360 degress change frm mornin
mornin he waited fer me @ mrt station
sms him almost d whole day too
den i skipped gp
he skipped chinese
went out fer lunch
only after meetin grace at night
den he became lyk dis
honestly i was bout to burst into tears yest
cuz he seems so near yet so far
im still thinkin
i bet so is he
but he doesnt tell any1 wat he is thinkin
unlike me
i write it out
i talk it out
he keeps them inside
deep down inside
i wish i knew wat he was thinkin
tt is a want i can never satisfy
;10:40 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
happy burfday caleb!
hope you & ur gurl will last forever
= )
jux to let you guys in
caleb is my class mate in YJC
and he & his gurl fren have been together fer 4 yrs!!
and d best thing is they were both in diff sec skool
and no diff JCs
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yest was pretty borin
din msg him d whole day
jux din feel lyk it
after how he pissed me off on sat
oh ya
bought a new pair of shoes!
purple nike!!
weeeeeeeeeeee
skool was crap todae
had mth test first thing in d mornin
screwed it up
gt back chem test
gt freakin 1/10
argh
nt a pretty good start
had his shirt as i took it last fri ta design it
din feel lyk seeing him
so i asked hannah ta pass it ta him
while i was havin chem prac
he sms meee
hahaha
ask me wat time i finish
tt kinda made my day feel better
lol
but den last min he finished late
so i had ta wait fer him AGAIN
argh
but i guess it was worth it lar
hahaha
i had dis smile on my face
= )
;7:26 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
as sum ppl aka grace thinks i hav been MIA
hahahaha
lets recall
hmmmmmmmmm
wed skipped debates
thanks to sum stupid idiot
so we went down town
slack there awhile den went hm
thur
went down town after skool
cuz i need tt idiot to teach me chem
orchard lib was havin a talk
so wen ta starbucks wheelock ta study
stayed out till bout 10 plus
lol
idiot made me do maths too
bleaghx
den mummy came ta pick meee hm
yest was skool's values day
made grace cum down!
haha
den she dragged qianyi down wif her
haha
was nt too bad lar
but dunno y ended up makin a loss
=(
had ta leave early
so i left wif grace & qianyi at 6pm
idiot had sum crap budget talk so whole day din see him
anyway he's shirt is still wif meeee!
haha
but it kinda looks horrid now
did nt hav any inspiration when i designed his shirt
lol
he's sooooo gonna kill me ltr
ltr goin ta NUS fer my research programme test
kinda
-brain dead- now
kinda quarrled wif him last night
all i ask is fer a lil understandin
its nt i dun wan every day go out wif him
its i cannot
-a guy worth my tears will nt make me cry-
i din cry lar
hahahahaha
idiot told meeee tt last night
= )
;9:38 AM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
hahahaha
had a perfect V day yest!!
thanks for everythingggg
no com at hm lar
thanks ta bell
so im now in skool library
skipped last lesson-econs tutorial
so i could spend more time wif him
quarrled wif mummy daddy on sunday so i could nt go out
den stupid idiot went fer his last lesson
so i went ta slack wif candice.sam.wilson
met him onli at 5pm
bleaghx
went down town cuz grace.sam.drea all in town
met grace first
den zhihao
den came sam.drea.jialin!!
so long nva see her ler
sat there crap fer awhile
lol
realli miss d times hanging out wif ma gurl frens
after tt justin & i left fer bugis
needed ta buy stuff fer my values day there
went there
bought d socks
den he wanted ta go eat
bloddy hell
crappy V day
every damn restaurant was packed
so we ended up queing fer sketchers
nt a bad restaurant lar
= )
den cuz i was nt suppose ta b out so late
so mummy daddy kept calling my phone
somehow in meeee i jux din wan answer it
it was lyk
fer him im willing to do anythin
includin getting screwed by parents
hahahahaha
den mummy came bugis ta pick meee up
so he din send me hm
= (
but nonetheless has a great V day
gt lots of prezzies too!!
sweets-daminen
earrings-hannah
necklace-shimin
letter-sam
sandwhich-candice
chocolate-sarah
lollipop-soo mei
rose-drea
gt quite a few more i teenk
but i lurfe 1 prezzie d most
ma DKNY perfume frm justin!!!
wahhhhhh
he picked it himself too
lurfe it ta bits.
to satisfy your quest on whether we r together
well
we r not
hahahaha
hav nt seen him d whole day yet
dunno y
dunch feel lyk sms-ing him
lol
yest was sth i nva expected
even when me & sutrisno were togther
i would nt go out on V day wif him
lol
and its also been a long time since ive received a gift
which i lurfe soooooo much
hahahahaha
V day was also made special
by you!
you!
the one reading dis entry
hahahaha
-hugx-
;11:20 AM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
been busy d past few days
so din bother ta blog
=p
wed woke up late
den afternoon went ta aunty's hm
after tt went t uncle's "open house"
socialize a while
nth much lar
jux tt gt alot of $$$ tt day
lol
thur woke up at 10
went ta another aunty's place in d afternoon
after tt had dinner at regent hotel
usual ppl except dis time had michelle & gab
was feedin gab d whole time
he jux so kawaii
= )
fri
din wan go skool
until ma CTG called
bleaghx
gt dragged back ta skool by daddy
went skool
onli attended bio & gp
hahaha
den after skool
went ta bugis after tt ta look fer my baby socks
couldnt find any
instead ended up buyin ma addidas peenk water bottle
hahahaha
after tt went down town
grace.qianyi.justin wan down in town
met them at taka coffee bean
after tt
9 plus went hm ler
justin din send meee hm cuz he bought my V day prezzie
hahahaha
cant wait fer monday
= p
jux gt back hm nt too long ago
was out wif justin
hahahaha
coincidentaly met hannah & mark at city hall mrt
miss mark!!
= (
sobx*
stupid justin was late again
make mee wait fer him again
pffffffffffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttttttttttttt
din do much shopping or anythin
jux sat down
talked.eat.
hahaha
all lazy ppl todae
lol
teenkin of pon-ing econs tutorial on monday
so can go hm at 4pm
cuz i goin out at night
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahahahaha
darlingggs
dun sae i bias okay
yoo gurls will gt sth too!
= )
;6:17 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
im gonna have a miserable CNY
im sick!!!
no fair!!
woke up late dis mornin
hahaha
but still manage ta reach east coast on time
no need run!!
muahahahaha
mornin view of east coast was damn nyce lar
now i noe y justin wanted ta go there
lol
after x country
went down ta paradiz wif
hannah.justina.gao xing.his 2 other frens
went there ta play pool
now i noe down there can play wif skool U
haha
next time will go back there
plus i lyk d table there too
= )
play fer lyk an hour or so
den went took mrt down ta far east
d guys left
while i went ta look fer cons
she wanted ta buy a peenk skirt
so ask hannah ta help her look fer one
far east reminds meee of tt bloddy idiot
haha
wanted ta go do eye brows wan
but walk rd far east den no time ler
hannah & justina went hm first
den walk wif cons ta behind wheelock there
came hm
shower
seriously felt lyk shit
went ta slp
but i couldnt slp
stupid nose was lyk blocked!
argh
after daddy came hm
had reunioun dinner
had d usual stuff lar
at least fer tonight i can slack and no1 ta scream at meee
hahaha
wahhhh
tml onwards im fully booked
bleaghx
every day gt sth on wan
-still sneezing-
;9:21 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
bleaghx
feelin lyk shit now
sum how gt d flu guy
argh
stupid justin
say after his presentation he will cum back skool wan
den he nva cum back
cuz he say he sick
dun wan pass meeee d virus
bleghx
den look at me now
im freakin sick!!
skool was borin
tml gt x-country
hahahaha
dunch hav ta run
cuz i volunteered ta help out
den bloddy idiot tml pon x-country also
screw him lar
;11:29 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
dunno y
he told me yest ta giv hima week
ta really think bout stuff
actually i kinda foresee d outcome ler
tt is we remain frens
yoo realli lyk a person
yoo see d person 24/7
yet yoo can onli b frens wif tt person
it takes a lot of courage to jux remain frens wif tt person
im afraid i might nt b up ta dis challenge
i dunch wan yoo ta b nyce ta me
jux cux im nyce ta yoo
CNY is cumin
its a pretty long break
goona make full use of it
ta jux chill
or bury my head in books
at least in dis way
i will stop thinkin
;8:03 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
so pissed
phone gt screwed up
so i sent it fer repair
den now stuck wif a 2100
ppppppppppppppfffffffffffffffffftttttttttttttttt
den went down town todae ta meet justin
first daddy pissed meee off at hm
den mummy called
pissed meee off even more
thought i was goin ta b late
but was actually early
went ta orchard mrt
leaned against d pillar readin ma newspaper
wen dis guy came up ta meee
ask me donate
den he kept touching my arm
argh
he was lyk
" you go clubbing u noe tt alot of kids sellin drugs ... "
blah blah blah
i was lyk
do u teenk i go clubbin!?
gave him 5 bucks to shut his bloddy trap
den another indian guy came up ta meee
shook my hand
started introducing himself
den he was lyk
" did any1 ever tell yoo yoo look beautiful? "
i was lyk WTF
suddenly every1 jux crowded ard meee
d guy was lyk
carry gucci bag den gt lv wallet summore
wahhhhhhhh
hate orchard mrt
kena terrorized there!!!
stupid justin
all ur freaking fault
met him
went ta taka first
to drop off my phone
den walk rd orchard
he wanted ta buy a new pair jeans fer CNY
could nt find wat he liked
went ta cine ta eat pastamania
continued walkin
den met hannah
went ta far east ta buy her shoe
after tt brought justin ta spoonge
he saw dis brown shoe
hahahaha
cost $136 i teenk
den he bought it
bloody impulsive buyer
grace was lyk u met ur match
hahahaha
he had church todae
so he left early
den i went ta meet grace
she was wif eric
but he left cuz he din wan see mi
sat at mac cafe
den went far east ta repair grace's phone
while waitin she met zhihao
walk ard
den now im hm
dunno y todae
jux din lyk crowds
met lyk gazillion ppl at orchard todae
amy.edwin.carol.amanda.nat.damien.
[ gt summore i teeenk ]
jux felt lyk spendin a whole day wif justin
V day ish cumin
sum how i hav a feelin i will b single dis V day
we will jux b realli gd frens
i guess
every1 asks
eh r u two goin out?
hahahaha
i wish we were
but no
we're jux realli good frens wif similar interests
= )
god is realli playing a trick on me
wen i wish we were jux frens
we were together
now i wish me & justin could b together
we will jux b frens
;6:42 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
im still waiting for my one and only
now in my permanant klass
p26
had orientation on monday
was ok
den tuesday wednesday was all lesson
todae went ta pasir ris park fer CTG outing
when i reached there
d place was damn familar
den i was lyk OMG
it was d place where me & sutrisno went fer scouts & guides outing b4
he wrote sth on d sand b4 there
hahaha
met another of my phpps mates in yjc
dis time was shaun yong
wahhhh
he look so cute now!!
= p
after tt went down TM
did sum shopping there
hahahaha
went shopping wif audrey
my new shopping partner
hahahaha
after tt went down town ta meet my temp klass peeps
went ta far east
walk ard
den met justin
he finished skool late todae
walked ta cine wif him
den he send meeee hm
tml gt skool
dunch feel lyk goin
but hav ta go leh
wahhhhhhh
shall update another time
rushing ta finish copyin maths tutorials
hahahahahaha
;10:21 PM