Tuesday, August 31, 2004
happy teachers day!!
im still waiting for my one and only
;5:13 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
went wif kenny
den ltr mummy drop kenny off
den came hm study
study
study
study
actually din study much larz
haha
den went orchard
went 2 buy sum stuff 4 teachers day
went buy a new bag!!
lolz
i saw in cine and it was lyk $30
i bought it at OG 4 onli 12 bucks lorz.
OMG
wat a good bargain
hahaha
sianz larz
2day
tml goin skool
as usual
another
bloody
borin
day
hope tml wun get kicked out 4 chem
hahahaha
;10:34 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
OoOoOo
sarah too!!!!!!!!!!!!
went down 2 cresz AAD 2day
helped out at bell stall
brought ting & cons along
but i tink they gt bored
sorri guys
juz came back
sooooooooooo tired
went 2 skool at 7
cuz 0730 had eng mock
den at 1000 had e math mock
sho tired
din go presidents challenge
but athiyah & sutrisno went
somehow i juz din wan see his face
hahaha
dis mornin went mac meet drea
den saw him
din bother go over larz
den zx came
so i went over talk 2 them awhile lorz
den i turn behind
say lia
lolz
dunno my eye blind or wat
but her face was damn black larz
hahaha
so i juz walked off
haha
den yesterday
sum1 came up 2 mi say lia & him together
say they were holdin hand
dunno larz
but wateva it is
i've seen wif my own eyes how close they r
but both deny
so
2 trust my eye or my heart
*blur*
john went malaysia play golf dis mornin
he msg mi bout 0555
yuuppz
he actually remembered 27
din realli expect him
i mean
we were onli together 4 bout 2 weeks
so yah
was rather surprised
mummy daddy go out 4 dinner
left mi & bell at hm
nth much
so sianz
juz watch tv lorz
wan study
but cannot
hahaha
tml gt wake up early
goin chem prac
plus tml kenny cumin too
haha
;6:08 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
2day 27
it will always b a special day 2 mi
but it does nt mean i have nt moved on in lyf.
i have
and im a happie lil' gurl
= )
2day nth much larz
had bio til bout 3..
den went mac wif samjia lin
ltr came in johnalvinlyczhang qiasuriyadidexter
wah..
sittin next 2 them so pai sei
den was talkin 2 suriyadi bout his ger fren
OMG
he's such an asshole
i can't believe it
guys
guys
guys
he said ger was full of trouble
den i told him guys were juz meant 2 b f**ked
haha
sorri if offended any male out there
haha
but wen talkin 2 such a lamer
have 2 talk crap
hahahaha
drea...
gave up hope on reconciling wif sam
den poor net
wat 2 do
????
*blur*
net realli wan sam & drea back together
but will it work??
net prays hard everinite
;7:38 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
had bio lesson
2day had a math "test" again
borin lorz
realized mi slacked alot recently
hiazz
sam & drea
still nt ok
bu zhi dao ler
*blur*
sat in between them again
den cuz was sittin in front
can't slp!!!!!!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhh
haha
watched zjzd last nite
so interestin
DARLING GINO
so shuai.....
= p
lyf is a game
we win sometimes
we loose somtimes
but we must never give up
heard JET's song
look wat you've done dis mornin
reminds mi of josh
haha
have nt been talkin 2 him recently
so buzy
;6:23 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
think i embazzled class fund
u noe wat
juz fuck off and die
pissied
argh
bloody borin day larz
yest. had lunch wif sam & charles
den they left
leave mi wif johnalvinzhang qiasuriyadi
all 4 guys
argh
bully mi onli
so funnie 2day
sat wif drea 4 phy prac
den durin geog
sat in between sam & drea
i tell u ar
i've gt 2 veri funnie frens
d 2 of u..
if u r readin dis...
listen up
[ sorry 2 d others readin dis = ) ]
listen!!!
realli wan u guys 2 b frens again
no point i always in d middle of both of u
den 1 would ask mi wat d other person say
vica-versa
peeps!!!
u luv each other loads
u still care 4 each other
show it den!!!
HAHAHA
ok
bein lame
dun take it 2 heart if i offended either 1 of u
= p
juz wan let d both of u noe
3 gals met
became good frens
will foreva b good frens
((((((((((((((((((((((((:
athiyah athiyah
y in skool lyk so sad??!!
smile larz woman!!!
a smile iz always betta den a frown
yuuppz
mi still ur fren larz
dun worry
i hav nt forgotten u
= )
stupid ying cheng
doubt u will read dis
but i noe john will
= )
pass d msg on 2 him
frm 2day onwards he is no longer my bro
yupz
who ask him tt day so mean!!!
thanks john..
4 everythin
4 always puttin tt smile on my face
btw
thanks 4 d bear
lurve it lots!!!
so fast prilims cumin
den Os
and i hav nt started studyin
omg
haha
everytime wan study
but sumhow can't brin myself to
lolz
i guess tt's meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
;6:46 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
stupid blogger gt prob
everitime i wanna update d com hangs
argh
stupid com
lets see
drea & sam!!!
i hate dis
i feel lyk i broke d 2 up
even mr chua thinks so 2
i think so 2
i feel lyk fuck man
wat is dis world cumin 2
3 gals met
became good frens
2 hated d 1 cuz tt 1 had attitude problems
ltr 1 changed
back together
but soon fell apart
i mean
y can't we 3 b together
all my 4 yrs in gmss
they were my best frens
i din blame them 4 hatin mi
cuz i knew i was in d wrong
den now
shit happens
i realli dunno wat 2 say
whether they lyk it or nt
i will make sure they become frens again
hate mi
i dun care
had chem mock exam today
ok larz
had a few careless mistakes
lolz
den tml gt ss mock
shit man
so gonna fail it
actually i will pass
[ positive thinkin ]
haha
john....
i still hav nt maden up my mind actually
its lyk 50-50
d same way goes 4 him
i dunno wats goin on in my mind
i have yet 2 settle my own stuff
and now i hav 2 settle my 2 best frens
dear god,
are you playing a game with me
i once had everything
a perfect boyfriend
2 best friends
then one day i lost them all
now i have my 2 best friends
but the 2 are no longer friends
my boyfriend now does not even talk to me
he treats me as if i am invisible
maybe you sent john 2 me
2 make me happy
and i thank you for that
cause he really made me happy
but john is realli serious this time
he has never been so serious with a girl before
and when i lost my sense of direction
you put john in my life
what is happening to my life
what is your plan for me
please tell me
reveal your plan to me
i know you are always here with me
that is why i could go past so many things
depression
being hated by people
so many other things
i really want to thank you
but my life now
im at a totally lost
could you continue to help me
im afraid i might break down again
god
please help me to treasure the things i have now
before you take them away fr0m me again
love always,
linette
;5:46 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
cut mi hair!!!!!!!!!!!!
OoOoOoOoOoOo
now mi hair lyk quite short but look nt 2 bad
= p
yesterday stay at hm whole day
onli went clementi buy shoe
OMG
clementi central gt k box
den gt so many nice shops
i tink next time i wanna go there ler
sianz of orchard
haha
damn sianz dis whole week end
study
see letters & numbers until scared ler
haha
went 2 church dis mornin
reminds mi of josh & sumay
haha
its been 1 week
time juz pass so fast
lyk 1 more mth and its prilims
argh
enuf bout studies
(((((((((((((((((((((((:
thanks angel
muacks!
wifout ur support
i would nt b so strong 2day
mi oso wanna take dis opportunity 2 thank alot more pt
all mi frens
in & out of skool
thanks guys!!
muacks!!
yeah
i wanna be a happie gurl
;2:55 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
friday d 13
luckily SO FAR nth happen 2 mi yet
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
had phy test 2day
argh
mr chua if u r readin dis
ITS ALL UR FAULT
DUNNO WAT D BULLET SHIT
IM GONNA FAIL
FAIL BIG TIME
oh wait
postive thinkin
hahaha
i tink can pass
cuz i knew lyk 80% of d quest.
ooooooooooo
actually
is
i will pass!!!!!
= )
postive thinkin sure makes alot of diff.
haha
came hm early
cuz mummy picked mi
eat den slp straight away
so tireddddddd
woke up at lyk 6
haha
tml gt guides
dun wanna go larz
rather stay at hm
still pretty pissed wif mi results
told daddy last nite
he asked if it was good or bad
den i said ok lorz
onli mummy had dis freakin big reaction
kept naggin at mi
den kicked mi off d com
ppppppfffffffffffffffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttt
dis world is juz lame
i love you today
i hate you tommorow
no love lasts forever
but the memory of us together
remains
forever
and
ever
made dis up durin phy test
hahaha
actually iz quite tru larz
sayin i still lurve him
haven't realli asked myself tt quest yet
2 say i lurve him is wrong
2 say i dun lurve him is wrong 2
all i noe
right now
onli memories r left
and im happy
ppl can break us apart
but no1 can take my memory
away...
no1.....
and i mean
no1...
;6:39 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
pissifyin mood
gt a freakin C5 4 chi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lyk
wtf
den screwed up in my eng orals
who cares if it is
PICTURE DISCRIPTION OR PICTURE DISCUSSION
f**k them all larz
2day was juz pretty screwed up
forget dit
think positive
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
yeah
y look it d bloddy shitty side
look on d better side
lyk dis lyf would b much happier
ltr havin tution
den tml gt phy test
i dun even noe a single damn shit bout phy
mayb hav 2 try tt
"instant memory" book i bought yest.
haha
spent lyk an hr writin a letter 4 him last nite
din noe wat made mi write it
but i guess i wanted 2 let him noe i was happy
realli happy
and tt i wan him happy 2
nth much bout d past
juz bout now
i wanna b frens wif him again
d least i can do is treasure our frenship now
talkiin 2 josh now
he sendin mi sum photos
hes realli talented man
play d paino
guitar
compose songs
and d best thing is
HES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
okok
enuf
b4 ppl call IMH
hahaha
;6:52 PM
im still waiting for my one and only
pissifyin mood
gt a freakin C5 4 chi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lyk
wtf
den screwed up in my eng orals
who cares if it is
PICTURE DISCRIPTION OR PICTURE DISCUSSION
f**k them all larz
2day was juz pretty screwed up
forget dit
think positive
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
yeah
y look it d bloddy shitty side
look on d better side
lyk dis lyf would b much happier
ltr havin tution
den tml gt phy test
i dun even noe a single damn shit bout phy
mayb hav 2 try tt
"instant memory" book i bought yest.
haha
spent lyk an hr writin a letter 4 him last nite
din noe wat made mi write it
but i guess i wanted 2 let him noe i was happy
realli happy
and tt i wan him happy 2
nth much bout d past
juz bout now
i wanna b frens wif him again
d least i can do is treasure our frenship now
talkiin 2 josh now
he sendin mi sum photos
hes realli talented man
play d paino
guitar
compose songs
and d best thing is
HES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
okok
enuf
b4 ppl call IMH
hahaha
;6:52 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
so i can use com
= )
stayed back in skool 2 copy hm wk
hahaha
suppose 2 hand up last fri but still nva hand up yet
haha
so stay back wif drea 2 copy
recently
been hangin out wif sam & drea alot
haha
dun worry athiyah
wun abandon u
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
saw them again
sumhow
din feel lyk cryin or anythin
i actually felt happy
i mean
lyf has 2 go on
and im happy he found sum1
if they r realli 2gether tt is
i should b happy 4 them
yuuppz
finally
after 6 mths
i let go
lyk i whole lot is lifted off my back
i guess that is how lyf should b
tml will b takin my eng o level oral
OMG
hope an easy topic cums up
= )
tml oso gettin my o level chi results
argh
y so stress
den 2day had a math test
gonna fail
4 sure
hahahahahahahahahaha
;4:40 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
sent aunty off
came back den went market 4 lunch
tried studyin a math
cuz tml there is a test
WHO D HELL INVENTED A THING CALLED RELATIVE VELOCITY
YOU KNOW WAT
IT SUCKS
argh
so freakin difficult
gave up after d while
watch zjzd episode 14 2day
stupid tian xie
lyk xiao ying
but dun wanna get his happiness
hiazz
i tink alot of us r lyk tt
wan everi1 else around us happy
and we ourselves willingly suffer
[ human nature ]
talkin 2 josh now
keeps irritatin mi
haha
talked 2 whye tatt last nite 2
jon juz added mi 2
OMG
jon juz looks so cute now
we used 2 hang out alot last time
until he moved 2 perth
now all 3 r back in perth
left mi here
i tink mi wanna go perth 2 study next yr
(((((((((((:
haha
den can see josh everiday
kekeke
= p
;5:58 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
anway josh is probably hm by now will see him in another 5 mths somehow mi gonna miss him = )
im still waiting for my one and only
happy burfaday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy sweet sixteen!!
past few days so buzy
no time 2 update
ermz
lets seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
friday
was skool NDP celebrations
so crappy!!!
went skool at lyk 635am
cuz gotta ask jane tie mi hair
den bout 8 lyk tt
parade start
OMG
we march lyk shit!!!!!
so crappy!!!!!!!!
forgeddit
den went 2 set up mi stall
we were sellin cookies & fruit punch
ok larz
sell finish everythin
= )
den after tt went sci centre
4 sum DNAZYEMES course
was lyk half asleep
haha
but nt 2 bad larz
did most of d stuff b4 last yr
cuz misamdrea went 4 dis DNA course
yuuppz
after everythin
daddy pick mi up 2 go down orchard
went far east
bought earings & necklace 2 match mi dress
den went 4 menicure
= p
d woman pasted cute lil' flowers on my finger nails
hahaha
den had 2 go hm staraight away
cuz gt weddin reharsal
went hm
shower
den went out
so fasttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
den went 2 d church straight
walked in
saw 2 cute guys
mi was lyk thinkin
since wen i had such cute relatives
hahaha
din bother much
carried on wif d reharsal
suppose 2 walk down d aisle SLOWLY
hahaha
den walk 2 fast
pastor lyk scold mi larz
haha
after everythin
den went 2 long beach 4 dinner
1 of d cute guy was d flower gurl bro
so d mummy ask mi
den intro mi 2 him
d mummy said he was sixteen
i was lyk WAT D HELL
he was damn freakin tall
den met d other cute guy
hahaha
they 1 generation younger den mi
so they keep callin mi aunty
through-out 2 whole dinner
haha
was abit pissed larz
after dinner
all went hm
cuz sat is d beeeeeg day
saturday
woke up at lyk 8
couldnt believe it
had a shower
den dry mi hair
cuz i was goin 2 d saloon
went there
d stupid women started doin make up 4 mi
but b4 tt
she started pluckin mi eye brows
freakin pain sia
was lyk about 2 cry
den she did mi make up
look lyk ghost after tt sia
hahaha
den next was hair
worst till
d woman was curling mi hair
den dunno wat she did
go tie mi hair up
den stuck a flower there
i was lookin lyk a total FREAK
nearly screamed at mi aunty
den went aunty hm
change into mi dress
d 2 of them were there 2
they were dressed in suites
hahaha
den it was tea ceromony
mummy daddy was served tea
yuupz
den after tt was off 2 church
sat in a rollsroyce
= )
haha
walked down d aisle
josh & whye tat was lyk lafing at mi
haha
was on d verge of lafing out so loud
haha
den stood durin d whole cermony
after tt
fianally could go hm
den bout 545pm went 2 fullerton hotel
mummy was there early 2 settle last min stuff
mi & bell was juz hagin out
den everi1 came
there was a grand piano there
mibelljoshwhye tat
took turns 2 play it
haha
so pai sei
= x
b4 dinner started
had 2 walk down d aisle again
den sat down
sat where??!!
sat on josh table next 2 him
kekeke
= p
we were lyk talkin 2 whole nite
haha
din realli pay attention 2 anythin else
haha
den after everythin was 1 plus
went hm shower
den ZzZzZzZzZz [ lyk fianlly ]
sunday
brought josh & his sis 2 church
josh is a realli strong christian man
and he is d onli 1 in d family
he plays in his church band
haha
sings 2
hahaha
after church
went paragon 4 lunch
den walk him & his sis back 2 hotel
bell went marina promenade 4 d fire works fest
while me went 4 dinner
went 2 eat italian
yuppz
yum yum!!!!!!!!!!!!!
monday
mornin stay at hm study
den had lunch at crystal jade
haha
bill came up 2 freakin $450
hahaha
after tt came hm a while den go out again
went NDP
borin larz
onli fire works nice!!!
went wif john & alvin
haha
took bout 2 hrs 2 get hm
lyk WTF
;4:19 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
had marchin 2day...
under d frakin hot sun...
came hm
straight away went 2 bed
hahaha
i hope it rains tml...
*evil mi*
den i dun hav 2 march
= )
tml after NDP celebrations
goin sci centre 4 DNA course
den mayb wanna go down orchard 2 buy sum stuff
should i go meet eric?
= p
hahaha
dunno larz
see how tml lorz
told john last nite 2 giv up on mi
dunno y i said tt
i guess i dun wan him waste his time on mi
i guess its nt worth it
im sorry
yeah...
mki angel is rite
should b happy 4 d other person
im sure d other person wans mi happy 2
so.....................
i should nt disappoint him
and everi1 else
esp. ANGEL!!!!
no matter wat
we still hav 2 carry on wif lyf...
yuupz
to love and lost
is better den not lovin at all
= )
how tru
at least now i hav wonderful memories
although they r memories
but they still mean alot 2 mi
yuupz
;7:32 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
saw sth
i tot i was over it
i guess i was wrong.
= (
2day had napfa[ 2.4km ]
WTF
failed by 0.04sec
argh
2day was also d first time 4 d sec 3 debators
guess wat
we won!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yuupzz
= )
after goin tru so much trouble
teachin them
gettin their clothes
it has finally paid off
athiyah
relax gurl
dun b so stupid lyk mi
wat i did was veri wrong
pls dun follow mi
he's nt worth it
my desire 2 die was nt cuz of him but cuz of alot more reasons
reasons i wish 2 keep 2 myself
he's realli nt worth it
hes such an ASSHOLE
yuupz
ur prince charming is out there
smile gurl!!
i realli tot i was over it
lyk sum1 used 2 tell mi
if u think u know everythin
sth will happen which proves u dun noe everythin
*quoted frm mr zhang*
= p
but i guess its tru
i realli did think i was over
until 2day
i saw sth
sth which was nt realli plaesin 2 d eye
nt juz eye
but heart 2
is it worth it?
every1 says no
but it all cums down 2 mi
2 wat i believe
2 wat i wan
but d prob is i dunno wat i wan
i dunno wat i belive it
i onced believed that bein in luv was lyk heaven
i was proven wrong
i once believed that friendship last 4eva
again i was proven wrong
is lyk i standin in d middle of d road
nt knowin which road 2 follow
each road havin their own obstacles
no road is smooth 2 drive on
*confused*
i feel realli hopless at times
its my own lyf
yet i can't make any decisions bout it
im realli hopless
i can't decided on my lyf
let alone other things
i try 2 laf
but i cry inside
i try 2 put a smile
but i frown inside
is this realli mi??
m i realli lyk tt??
y m i lyk tt??
again
so many questions
yet so little answers
;9:32 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
im still waiting for my one and only
omg...
thur prilim eng oral
den next thur is ACTUAL o level eng oral
so freakin fast...
btw
HAPPY BURFDAY Cindy & Athiyah
ok...
[ belated burfaday ]
hahahaha
suppose 2 stay back 4 debates 2day
but cuz skip most my lessons 2day 4 debate so no need stay back...
lalalalala
skip lesson 2day..
sam 2...
= )
so after skool stay back watch d guys play soccer....
ying chengjohndexterwen feng
haha
lost 3-0
oops
bein mean again..
hahaha
john says im always mean...
say i naughty ger summore
= (
i veri guai wan ok...
yeah rite
hahaha
while watchin soccer was wif zhang qia
talked bout lots of stuff larz
den talked bout his ger fren
sooooo funnie
he ask mi wat 2 buy 4 his ger fren
buy ring??
if buy den buy 1 or 2??
hahaha
in d end i ask him go buy necklace larz...
he juz called mi..
straight away go down orchard buy
lolz
tml iz d debates ler...
hope can win..
= )
tml mi takin napfa 2.4km run
ahhhh
runnin at 3
so freakin hot!!!
den wen cum back may help d guides wif d cookies
den thur gt reharsal
den fri marchin ler
den sat is d weddin
argh
so many things...
OMG
mi understood one question of relative velocity 2day
feel so proud of mi self
hahaha
yuupz
at least i understood one
*madded*
;5:12 PM